Chapter 15: Memories that I don't want to mention

On the first day of September, at the door of the student union office, since the morning, people have not been broken, as long as it is not class time, there will always be classmates to add registration forms, Yu Xiaoya didn't know when she also went to get one, and after coming back, she kept it in the drawer of her desk, still hesitating whether to talk to Zou Wei, in the end, how to speak.

During the lunch break, there are always bursts of music outside the playground, and there are dancing students, because the selection has not yet begun, so all the participating students still have to find a place to rehearse by themselves, only if they are selected, the school will arrange a venue for rehearsal, Yu Xiaoya spent the whole lunch break lying on the window looking outside. Zou Wei looked at Yu Xiaoya, who had been a little abnormal recently, and walked over and said:

"What are you looking at?" Zou Wei looked in the direction she was looking, there was a small group of people dancing on the playground, and she didn't have to think about it to know that she was going to participate in a theatrical performance.

"Look at those people dancing, the two of us used to be together, and we will definitely be the first to rush up in this kind of activity." Yu Xiaoya looked at Zou Wei, hoping to awaken the longing in her heart.

"Yes, you used to sing, and I accompanied you, how well it coordinated!"

"Yes! How nice! ”

"Xiaoya, sign up! This time you sing, I'll give you ......"

"Accompaniment?" When Yu Xiaoya heard her say this, she suddenly became a little excited, thinking that she had the same idea as herself.

“..... I'll cheer you on, I'm in my current situation, how can I accompani you! Zou Wei said, and his words also revealed regret.

"Actually...... In fact, if you want to participate, I can help you and help you......" Yu Xiaoya hesitated for a long time and said, looking back, Zou Wei had already returned to his seat.

During self-study in the afternoon, Zou Wei went to the studio, leaving Yu Xiaoya alone in the class, Yu Xiaoya took out the registration form from the desk, there was still nothing written on the registration form, and when she was watching, two more students in the class went to hand in the registration form and returned to the classroom, and said that there were a lot of people who signed up, Yu Xiaoya felt that she couldn't drag it out any longer, so she made up her mind and decided to talk to Zou Wei's mother first, and dialed Zou Wei's mother's phone.

Before the end of the last self-study class, Yu Xiaoya went to the office to find the teacher and ask for leave, so she went directly to the studio.

"Wei, I have something to do today, I asked the teacher for leave, and I will go home directly in a while! Don't take a walk after dinner and go straight back to the classroom! Yu Xiaoya found her out.

"What's wrong? You okay? ”

"It's okay, just go have dinner with my dad!"

"Then you should be safe!" Zou Wei said, seeing that Yu Xiaoya was leaving, he hurriedly asked, "Alas! Wait a minute! Do you have headphones? ”

"Wait a minute! I'm looking! After speaking, Yu Xiaoya opened her backpack and rummaged through it: "Bring it, this is for you!" I'll go back first! ”

Zou Wei took the headphones, saw that after Yu Xiaoya left, she returned to the studio, after class, Zou Wei did not go to eat, but went directly to the playground, found a place, put the headphones on, and sat all the time.

As soon as Wei Xiaoche arrived at the playground today, he saw Zou Wei sitting alone in the position he usually sits, and Wei Xiaoche walked to the position a few rows behind her and sat down.

Today's Zou Wei is alone, Yu Nan's sister is not together, and today she is not walking in circles on the playground as before, but has been sitting in that position, until he saw Yu Nan coming out of the teaching building and organizing the students of their class to practice skipping rope on the playground, Zou Wei looked at the watch and walked over, Wei Xiaoche looked at Zou Wei, she has always stood at the back of the team.

Maybe there was no tacit understanding, so when practicing, she always fell off without a few people, so she stood in the back, quietly, and didn't go up once.

And during the time that Zou Wei was in the playground, Yu Xiaoya had already arrived at Zou Wei's house.

There was a knock on the door, and Zou Wei's mother opened the door.

"Auntie!"

"Xiaoya, come on, come in!" I haven't seen her for a long time, Zou Wei's mother is very happy and has prepared a large table of her favorite dishes.

After Yu Xiaoya came in, she saw the dishes on the table and said, "Uncle, aunt, this table of dishes, I am treated like a daughter!" ”

"You are my daughter, go wash your hands, let's eat!" Zou Wei's mother took the soup out of the kitchen and said.

Although Yu Xiaoya moved away a few years ago, Zou Wei's home has always been here, and Yu Xiaoya can be regarded as growing up in this family, and she often lives here on occasional holidays, so she is very familiar.

After washing his hands and returning to the dining room, when he passed by Zou Wei's bedroom, he saw Zou Wei's baby piano, which was also covered with a dust cover. It looks like it's been a long time since it's been played.

Yu Xiaoya's favorite food is the steamed egg made by Zou Wei's mother, and when she came back after washing her hands, she saw the steamed egg in front of her. This dinner is all Yu Xiaoya's favorite food, she eats a lot of face, and when she finished dinner, she talked about Zou Wei directly on the table.

"Uncle and aunt, I avoided Zou Wei today because I wanted to ask something about her." Yu Xiaoya suddenly became serious.

"We all know, just ask if you have anything!" They had already guessed that there must be something wrong with Xiaoya at this time.

“…… Before...... Didn't I leave not long after that incident? I want to know what Zou Wei's state is like after I leave! ”

“…… We don't talk about it much at home, for fear that Zou Wei will be sad! ”

"She was ...... during that time Pretty bad, isn't it? ”

Zou Wei's mother recalled: "At the beginning, her condition was okay, at that time, the doctor said that her deafness might be temporary, so we all waited for her to recover slowly, but in the end, what the doctor said was permanent deafness." ”

"Then she ......"

"We haven't told her about this result all along, but you should also understand that Zou Wei is very sensitive and smart, and we think she actually knows!"

“……”

"Once when I went to her room to bring her fruit, I saw a video of her lip teaching on her computer, and we didn't ask anything at that time, and for about half a year, we didn't have to say anything slowly, and we didn't have to write down what we said in a notebook. We knew she was pretty much already learning. ”

"Then she said that she was going to start school, and before we could say which school she wanted her to go to, she said that she would go to cram school during the winter vacation, and make up all the lessons for the first half of the year, and if she couldn't adapt to this way of listening, she would go to a school for the deaf and dumb. It's as if she doesn't need us to help her with anything, she always takes care of all the things we worry about, all the things that should be decided, and during that time I sensibly made your uncle and I feel very sorry for her. ”

"And has she ever played the piano since?" Yu Xiaoya finally asked what she had been wanting to ask.

"She never played in front of us, but sometimes, when she was at home, I would hear the piano when I came back from work, and sometimes I could hear it when I opened the door, but as soon as we came in, she would do something else, as if she hadn't played before. She's always stealing bullets! ”

"Stealing bullets?" Yu Xiaoya was a little puzzled.

"She must be afraid that we will be sad, afraid that we will be disappointed, she used to like to play the piano so much, and the piano played so well, at that time her father and I always said that she would become a pianist or something in the future, now think about why she said those words at that time!" Zou Wei's mother regretted it.

"That means she still likes the piano!" Yu Xiaoya said thoughtfully, and was also looked at by Zou Wei's parents.

"If you like it, you must like it!"

"Uncle and aunt, do you want Zou Wei to perform on stage again?" Yu Xiaoya asked expectantly.

"Perform what? Do you play the piano? ”

"Yes."

“……”

"We recently had a theatrical performance at our school, and I want her to participate in it again with me, just like when I was a child!"

"But...... She's ...... now. Can you play well? ”

"I'll help her! I'm just a little afraid of her......" Yu Xiaoya swallowed.

"Afraid of what?"

“...... I'm afraid of her...... Stuck in the memories of the past, I don't know if she will be disgusted, and I don't know if she really wants to play again on stage. ”

"I don't think we'd better take any chances, I think it's good that our daughter is like this now!" Zou Wei's father was a little worried when he heard Yu Xiaoya say, since that incident, he just wants his daughter to be safe.

"Uncle, she must still have regrets in her heart, don't you want her to make up for it?"

“……”

"We're in our third year of high school and we're about to graduate! Zou Wei has been in school for the past three years, living like a transparent person, she doesn't make friends for fear of being discovered, I want to leave some unforgettable memories for her high school days! Yu Xiaoya looked at the state of her parents and explained her intentions.

Zou Wei's parents heard that their daughter, who was so lively and cheerful in front of them every day, didn't make friends at school, and Zou Wei's mother's tears flowed instantly.

In the end, Zou Wei's parents were persuaded by Yu Xiaoya. After Yu Xiaoya left, Zou Wei's mother walked into her daughter's room, touched the piano that had not been played for a long time, and found that there was no dust on it, thinking that every time she practiced a song when she was a child, she would move two chairs and put them in the room, like an audience, so that her parents would sit there and listen to her performance. ”

Although Yu Xiaoya had the consent of her parents, she was still thinking about how to say this matter.

Zou Wei came home at night, entered the room, opened the lid of the piano, and looked, in fact, Zou Wei's heart still loves the piano, her academic performance has always been in the middle and upper reaches, when she was a child, when she first performed on stage to play the piano, her parents sat under the stage, and at the end of the performance, other parents were boasting about her excellence to her parents. She saw it in her eyes, and at that time she secretly made up her mind that she must practice diligently to play better, but now it feels so ironic!

Remembering like this, she silently closed the lid of the piano again.

In fact, in her heart, there is also a small flame, which appears from time to time. When she was a freshman in high school, Yu Xiaoya was not by her side, and she didn't dare to think about going on stage or anything. But now it's different, Yu Xiaoya is here, so when Yu Xiaoya talks about accompaniment, although she says that she can't do it, she really wants to say goodbye to her favorite piano.