At the end of this day, although he had passed many levels and obtained many treasures, he had been in a state of high mental tension, which made Ning Qingyun physically and mentally exhausted.

After eating that dinner meal comparable to swallowing medicine, Ning Qingyun meditated in a secret room that had been cleared, closing his eyes and recuperating.

As usual, as soon as he closed his eyes, the figures of the fairy and the children would appear in front of him, I don't know where they are now? How's it going? Ning Qingyun's heart was full of thoughts, worries, worries, and longings for all kinds of complex emotions, he couldn't tell what it was like, there was a sour feeling under his eyes, a crystal teardrop slipped from the corner of his eyes, and his closed eyes covered all the fragility, but the figure elongated by the dim light looked lonely and lonely.

The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, just because he hasn't reached the sad place.

In this corner that no one knows, there is a heart that misses another person, and a lonely soul that longs to return.

"Woohoo." Rong Xianxian was awakened by the sound of Xuanxuan sobbing, Xuanxuan's long eyelashes were already wet with tears, her eyes were closed and she kept sobbing, and her frowning brows showed the child's current extremely uncalm mood.

"Good boy, don't be afraid, don't be afraid." Rong Xianxian hurriedly patted her daughter's back and coaxed softly.

In her previous life, Xuanxuan often woke up in nightmares because of her insecurity, but in this life, the children lived a carefree life, and there was never a situation like this sobbing in her sleep.

Xuanxuan was slapped by Rong Xianxian and woke up, she opened her eyes and looked at Rong Xianxian, "wow" and cried loudly, sobbing and crying while calling her mother, Rong Xianxian glanced at her son who was sleeping next to her with a headache, and sure enough, Xiao Luo was woken up by her sister's crying.

"Mom, what's wrong with my sister?" Xiao Luo looked at them sleepily.

"Sister has a nightmare, it'll be fine in a while, Xiao Luo, you go to sleep first!" Rong Xianxian put her arms around her daughter with one hand and patted her son with the other, comfortingly.

"Xuanxuan, don't cry anymore, crying again will attract monsters." Rong Xian Xian lowered her voice and said in her daughter's ear.

Although the family of three slept in an independent tent, the cultivator's hearing was much sharper than that of ordinary people, and the movement here might affect others.

"I'm not afraid of monsters." Xuanxuan said with a sob.

"If you cry again, you're going to wake someone up, how rude it is! And if others know that Xuanxuan is crying, they will laugh at you! Rong Xian Xian said in a low voice.

Xuanxuan's crying voice stopped, "But I dreamed of my father, I miss him so much, I feel very uncomfortable, woo woo." The child's tears kept dripping like beads with broken threads, lying on the mother's shoulder and sobbing quietly.

Rong Xianxian didn't know what it was like in her heart, Xuanxuan was nearly two years older than Xiao Luo, and she had long remembered, although Ning Qingyun didn't talk much on weekdays, she loved her children very much, and Xuanxuan would occasionally mention him before, but her emotions had never been as intense as today.

"Xuanxuan, are you worried about your father?" Rong Xian Xian asked softly.

"Hmm." Xuanxuan thought about it for a moment and nodded.

"Dad is very powerful, you don't have to worry about him, maybe now he has found a beautiful aunt again, ready to have another beautiful baby!" Rong Xian Xian said deliberately.

"Like Daddy Gently? Daddy doesn't want us? Xuanxuan pursed her mouth and wanted to cry again.

Gently is a classmate of Xuanxuan's kindergarten, her parents divorced, and she gently followed her grandmother.

"Xuanxuan, if mom and dad can only choose one, who do you choose?" Rong Xian Xian said in a relaxed tone as much as possible.

Although it may be very cruel to let such a young child face such a choice, but it is getting closer and closer to the capital, Rong Xianxian chooses to settle down in the capital for the sake of the children's academic and personal growth, as well as to obtain a better living environment, so sooner or later they will meet.

The two children are her life, her treasure, and she can raise them well alone, and she will never allow the separation of mother and child to happen.

If the tragic death in her previous life is a knife in her heart, and the wound cannot be healed without revenge, then the portrait of her first love in Ning Qingyun's office is a stinger piercing her heart, reminding her all the time that the man she married has other women in his heart.

Rong Xianxian has a gentle personality on the face, but she is quite cold in her bones, and her love with Shang Yuege was also passively accepted, and when she slowly got used to it and the friendship grew, he and Zhang Xiaoxiao got along.

At that time, Rong Xian Xian was disheartened, and happened to meet Ning Qingyun who had helped her once, he seemed to be in the wrong state, Rong Xian Xian hesitated and stepped forward to ask, Ning Qingyun asked her, "Would you like to marry him?" ”

At that time, Rong Xian's immortal ghost nodded like a god, and since then he has gone farther and farther on the road of losing himself.

It was because of his words, "What children need is a mother, not a nanny", Rong Xianxian gave up her hard-working profession and was proud of her job, and went home to be a full-time mother.

Just because he said, "It's best to eat at home, and it's hard for you." "Rong Xianxian learned basically all the home-cooked dishes from a kitchen novice who could only fry eggs and boil noodles.

Ning Qingyun didn't like outsiders at home, so Rong Xianxian gave up her plan to hire a 24-hour live-in nanny, and only hired part-time workers and nurseries during Ning Qingyun's work hours.

Ning Qingyun is an extremely family-loving person, except for necessary entertainment after work, he doesn't go anywhere, and goes home immediately, Rong Xianxian is very confident in the relationship between them because of this, and feels that although there is some child's play when they get married, their relationship is harmonious, and it can be regarded as a positive result.

Rong Xianxian took care of the children at home, and after a long time, she was used to taking care of his family affairs, and things outside the family depended on **Qingyun everywhere, so in her previous life, she did not hesitate and waited for him with anticipation for three months.

Looking back now, I only feel as if I was poisoned at that time, and I always feel that I have lived a very happy life.

Even when she accidentally discovered that portrait, Ning Qingyun's face was obviously ugly, and she didn't notice anything wrong.

Rong Xianxian originally thought that the marriage between the two of them was two sad people huddling together for warmth, and they would be happy together for a lifetime.

Looking back now, I have to admit that this is just her wishful thinking, she loves him, she can't help it, she loses herself in love, but Ning Qingyun is always not far away, so that she can't see clearly, the way is unclear, so that sometimes she feels that it is within reach, and sometimes she feels unattainable.

In the previous life, in the desperate waiting day by day, under the arduous trek step by step, in the sleepless and frightened nights, the strong love receded bit by bit, the fiery heart gradually became cold, Rong Xianxian finally woke up, the only one who can rely on himself in this world is how ignorant and terrible it is to pin his hopes on others.