Chapter 48: No Courage to Elope

Fu Qingze walked closer to Song Jiu, and he said, "Ah Yan, I didn't know that you would come to Uncle Guo's Mansion to find me today, since the last time you finished talking to me in the Zhongyuan Palace, I never dared to go to you again, because I was afraid that my appearance would cause you trouble." ”

Song Jiu was silent for a while, and replied: "Qing Ze, what I said to you last time was indeed a bit excessive, I miss you very much these days, so I came to Uncle Guo's mansion early in the morning to see you, I didn't expect you to accompany your fiancΓ©e today, my arrival didn't bother you, right?" ”

"Of course not!" Fu Qingze replied anxiously: "Ah Yan, what are you talking about, you can come to see me, I can't be happy." ”

Song Jiu looked at Fu Qingze, and she asked, "You and Miss Zhao, when will the two of you get married?" ”

The smile on Fu Qingze's face instantly froze, and he was silent for a while before asking, "Ah Yan, what are you asking for?" ”

"It's nothing, I thought that you should be about to get married, and I want to ask about the date in advance, and I will prepare a gift for you when the time comes."

Song Jiu tilted his head, avoiding Fu Qingze's gaze, and he continued to ask, "Qingze, don't you even want to tell me about the day you got married?" Are you afraid that I will ruin your good life when the time comes? ”

"How could I possibly think that!"

Fu Qingze blurted out: "Ah Yan, you know, I don't want to be this parent at all, I never liked that Miss Zhao from beginning to end, I only like you......"

"Qing Ze, don't say it, what's the point of you talking about it now?"

Song Jiu directly interrupted Fu Qingze's words, she looked sad, and replied: "Even if you don't want to marry Miss Zhao again, you have no way to disobey, because this marriage was given by the Queen Mother herself, and you can't refuse." ”

Song Jiu's words directly pierced Fu Qingze's heart, he impulsively ran over and hugged Song Jiu in his arms, "Ah Yan, you still love me now, right, you were so cold to me before, it was because of my marriage, right?" ”

Song Jiu didn't answer his question directly, she took away Fu Qingze's hand around her shoulder little by little, and broke away from his embrace.

"Qing Ze, it doesn't matter if I still love you or not, you cherish Miss Zhao in the future, I came here today to get back what I gave you before."

When Fu Qingze heard this, a trace of surprise flashed in his eyes, he thought he had heard it wrong, and blurted out, "Ah Yan, what did you say?" ”

"I mean I want to take back the things I gave you before, after all, you are going to marry someone else, and you will only be sad to keep those things."

Fu Qingze didn't expect Song Jiu to be so clear with him, he hurriedly said: "Ah Yan, if you give me a little more time, I may not marry Zhao Yuyan." ”

"Do you want to disobey the Queen Mother's decree?"

Song Jiu's trip was just to get back the bag, she didn't want to stimulate Fu Qingze and make him do something stupid, she hurriedly persuaded: "Qingze, don't be impulsive, if you dare to disobey the order of the Queen Mother, not only will you take your own life, but even the entire Uncle Mansion, so even if you don't think about yourself, you have to think about your father and mother." ”

"Ah Yan, don't worry, even if I disobey the Queen Mother, the Queen Mother will not do anything to our Fu family, after all, my father is his own brother, even if the Queen Mother doesn't look at my father's sake, then if she wants to sit firmly in the position of the Queen Mother, she has to rely on our Fu Mansion to support her."

Song Jiu saw that Fu Qingze's heart was like a mirror, so she could only say it in another way, "Qingze, even if the Queen Mother doesn't blame the Fu family, then he will punish you heavily, I don't want you to be punished for this." ”

Fu Qingze smiled at Song Yan and replied, "Ah Yan, you don't have to worry about me. ”

"Qing Ze, I hope you can be well in the future, as for the relationship between you and me, let it pass!"

"In the past? How can my feelings for you be passed by saying that the past can be passed? ”

Fu Qingze had a bitter smile on his face, he grabbed Song Jiu's shoulders with both hands, and said, "Ah Yan, you still love me now, don't you?" ”

"Even if I still have affection for you, what can I do, you will be married, and I, as the emperor, can only bless you from afar."

"I don't accept that outcome."

Fu Qingze's tone became excited, "Ah Yan, let's elope!" I took you out of the palace, and we fled to a place where no one could find it, and lived happily together. ”

Song Jiu's pupils shrank in fright by his bold suggestion, she pushed Fu Qingze away and said, "Are you crazy?" Do you know what will happen if we run away and get caught? ”

"I know! The big deal is to lose your head. ”

Fu Qingze said resolutely: "With the muddy way of marrying a woman I don't love at all for the rest of my life, I'd rather take this risk, Ah Yan, as long as we win the bet, we can be together forever!" ”

Song Jiu took a few steps back, she took a deep breath, and replied, "Fu Qingze, you immediately kill this thought, even if you are willing to elope with me now, I don't want to!" ”

"Why!"

Fu Qingze asked anxiously, "Ah Yan, didn't you always hope that I could take you out of the palace?" Why don't you want to go with me now that I have the courage? ”

"Because I was disappointed again and again in the time I was waiting for you to agree, and now I don't have the courage to go with you."

"But ......"

Fu Qingze wanted to say something, but Song Jiu stretched out his hand to stop him from talking, "Qingze, I have already told you, if you miss it, you miss it, there is no turning back, didn't you promise me to give up?" ”

Fu Qingze's face was like ashes, and he said in a daze: "Ah Yan, since you are determined to cut me off, then why did you come to Uncle Guo's Mansion to see me today, your sudden appearance made my dead heart suddenly come alive again, I thought I still had hope, Ah Yan, why did you appear in front of me and make me have such an illusion." ”

"I'm sorry, it's my fault!"

Song Jiu just wanted to get the bag back, she really didn't expect that she would come over so rashly, which would also hurt Fu Qingze.

Fu Qingze felt even more uncomfortable when he heard Song Jiu's apology, and he said, "You don't have to apologize to me, what are you coming to me for today?" ”

"I ......"

Song Jiu hesitated for a moment and said, "I came here to take back all the things I once gave you. ”

"Why?" Fu Qingze asked sadly.

"What, why?" Song Jiu asked with a puzzled expression.

Seeing her like this, Fu Qingze finally couldn't control his painful emotions, he grabbed Song Jiu's arm and looked at her face fixedly, "Ah Yan, why did you do so much to me!" ”