Chapter 0404: Awakening
Fu Xiangyun didn't think about it today.
When she returned to her cabinet, her mind was in turmoil.
The whole person has a sense of chaos, like a layer of separation from the world.
When she met her for the first time, the prince was not yet the prince.
She didn't think that she would be able to enter the backyard of the Sixth Highness.
But when she really came in, she naturally wanted to get ahead.
It's just that......
She was inexplicably ...... Oh, maybe it's not inexplicable, I already disliked the eldest lady when I was outside that day.
When I entered the house, I didn't even have a bed.
A man like His Royal Highness, heroic and magnificent, of course she likes it, who doesn't like it in the backyard?
But in the eyes of His Royal Highness, there is only the eldest lady.
Today, she didn't choose to leave because she wanted to live a good life, but she knew it clearly...... She has never integrated into this mansion.
Qiu Niangzi said all day long that what is the meaning of living like this, but that is just lip service.
She never asks for trouble just because she can't see His Highness.
Although Wei Niangzi and Ning Niangzi were resentful because they were not favored, they also understood that if they left the Prince's Mansion, they might not be better than they are now in the future.
It's not favored at the moment, but at least you don't have to think about it.
As long as you can let go of this, there is nothing wrong with it in the future.
After all, they are all people who have served His Highness, more or less, and they all have some incense. Not the same.
Needless to say, Song Niangzi and Hu Niangzi are not to mention, although they are not favored, but they are people who have been serving since the Jin Palace, and they will not be sad when they enter the palace.
But only she Fu Xiangyun is different.
She has nothing, and her mother's family is just an ordinary person.
Staying, it's just embarrassing to death, so why bother?
Whether you want it or not, it seems that there is only one way.
The maidens who served her were also terrified, and did not know what to do.
"If you two want to, I'll ask the eldest lady,...... Forget it, you decide for yourselves. If you stay, you will not be without a way out. Fu Xiangyun sighed.
The two female envoys looked at each other, but in the end they did not choose to follow.
They are female envoys, and they belong to the house, and there are no slaves in the house...... There's no need to follow.
After all, they weren't brought in by Fu Xiangyun.
Fu Xiangyun saw that they didn't speak, so he also understood, but he just smiled and couldn't say anything.
What henchmen can a lady who is not favored?
In the past few years, she only has monthly money, and she has no extra money to support loyal servants, which is not unusual.
The two female envoys packed her things for her, and all her clothes and jewelry could be taken away.
At the same time, the main courtyard and the front yard also sent money and cloth and jewelry respectively, both of which were given to her as a dowry.
Take it away, you can use it however you want.
At this time, Fu Xiangyun really didn't know whether to cry or laugh.
Just sitting there, I didn't know what to do, when Mrs. Liang came.
She got up: "Liang Niangzi." ”
"I'm just here to see." Liang Niangzi sat down and looked at Fu Xiangyun.
She stared at Fu Xiangyun's face, in a trance, still the same face, how could she ...... Don't you feel that those bright colors are coming?
She frowned, puzzled.
The person in front of him is also beautiful, but there is too much hesitation and helplessness on his body.
There is no confidence in the eyes, and there is no certainty.
is really too far behind the Fu Xiangyun in her memory.
At this time in the previous life, the main courtyard had already died.
The Wang family has fallen out of favor for several years, and Fu Xiangyun is the time to be proud.
At that time, she ...... It's really different from the person in front of you......
In the morning, she saw His Royal Highness's glance at Wang Niangzi, and also saw Wang Niangzi's gaffe.
That's what I haven't seen in my previous life.
Wang Caiping in the previous life, when his son did not die, he was always indifferent. Be confident.
Even after his son died and fell out of favor, he never had such a gaffe.
But in this life, she knew that her son was still there, but she ...... But that's what happened.
"It's changed so much. It's changed so much. Liang Niangzi smiled and said a few words.
"Liang Niangzi?" Fu Xiangyun screamed in confusion.
"Nothing, I mean...... When I entered the house, and now. Not just you, but everyone has changed too much. Liang Niangzi stood up: "I just thought, if you can be favored, what will it be like in this backyard?" ”
Fu Xiangyun didn't know how to answer.
She thought, then she will also follow the example of the eldest lady.
But who knows, she has never been favored after all.
"Do you believe in the past and this life?" Liang Niangzi asked.
She believes, and everyone today believes.
"Maybe you were the woman in the backyard in your last life?" Liang Niangzi smiled.
Fu Xiangyun pursed her lips and was silent, she only thought that Liang Niangzi was deliberately stimulating her.
Liang Niangzi let out a long sigh: "That's it, I'll go back, I won't send you." ”
Fu Xiangyun didn't salute this time, just watched Liang Niangzi walk out.
On this day, she couldn't leave, and of course the house didn't get rid of her right away.
Naturally, I packed up and left.
That night, she dreamed of many fragments.
There are women who drug others, and there are people who drug her.
Also, in the dream, the lady of the Zheng family who met on the street below the Taoist temple.
Because he refused to take the crutch and go back to serve, he was insulted by everyone, and he didn't look at the humiliation, but he was killed in public.
Her young son was left unattended, but within a few days he fell into the river and drowned.
Her lame man couldn't stand the blow and killed himself with a scythe.
Leaving an old and sick aunt alone, she wanted to avenge her family and sue Wang Mazi.
It's a pity that the form was handed out, but she didn't survive herself, but she died of illness in half a year.
Then Wang Mazi has long run away and disappeared without a trace, but where to find it?
After waking up, Fu Xiangyun's eyes were full of tears.
In the first half of the dream, I forgot about being drugged, but I remember it clearly in the second half.
Of course, she didn't think that this was her past life.
It's just that she suddenly thought that if there was no mediation in public by the eldest lady that day, maybe this would have become a real thing.
Perhaps, this is the reason why the eldest lady and Her Royal Highness dislike her from beginning to end.
To this day, she has to admit that she also had vanity back then.
In front of the public, he used words to make others have nothing to say and make others wake up......
She was also happy to listen to the praise of everyone.
It's just a catastrophe.
Fu Xiangyun got up, went to the main courtyard, and knelt outside.
After kowtowing three times, he got up: "I really understand the incident of the year today, it was my youth, vanity and selfishness. Today, I know the teachings of the big lady. I also know that the eldest lady's vision and knowledge in the past years were above me. I just wanted to tell the eldest lady that I really knew that I was wrong. This time, I will never see you again, I only wish the eldest lady a smooth life. And I will always take this as a warning, and in this life, I will not dare to make such a mistake again. I'm here, goodbye lady. ”