357. Energetic cleanliness

[But also the luckiest fate, I met more people, I became a reincarnation apostle, a nominal demigod, in order to grasp this contact, I longed to freeze this relationship as an eternal bondage, so I started the mission with you who felt that I could be deeply friends, and the result was not bad, the reincarnation apostle and his assistants, it sounds great, doesn't it? 】

[Ethical, Secular, Money, Material...... As far as we are concerned, these things are neither shackles nor necessities, we exchange ideas with each other with the ideas in our hearts, and my porridge, which is more than material constraints, is innocent and indifferent, not too much involved, only about each other. 】

[I used to think that I could acquiesce in the relationship between you and Karen, thinking that I don't need to pay attention to Karen, love is a matter of two people, if it is really love, then Karen and I should be unrelated to each other, the line between you and me, the line between Karene and you, should be a parallel line. 】

[It would be nice if I were so innocent and easy, but I am finally a layman, and when I catch a glimpse of the contact between you and Karen, I will be attentive, I will be uncomfortable, even if I am alone with you, I am sure that I still love you deeply, but I can also feel that you are concerned about the person in your heart. 】

[Some things must not be parallel, because there is the same node, I believe that Karen, too, will always feel that you have someone in your heart, but her thoughts are not the same as mine. 】

[I persuaded myself not to let myself be affected by the relationship between you and Kalian, so that my eyes were prejudiced against Kalian, but I can see that I have a heart disease in my heart, even if I rarely show my words and deeds...... It has never been commendable to have a subjective color on irrelevant things. 】

What is love for me? Mom and Dad pursued each other's future with great fanfare, Mom turned against the family, Dad fought for the future, I thought they were very noble people, even if Mom and the family were divided, they still did their duty as a descendant, although in the conflict between love and affection, Mom gave up family affection, but never gave up responsibility, Dad has always been unpleasant to his grandparents, out of sight and out of mind, but still fulfilled the responsibility of half a child. 】

[Stupid, stupid, stupid, so much money to burn...... This is my view in the past, but the more I experience, the more I feel that my parents will be people, they are emotional, and they let go of the former between family and love, they are emotional, and never let go of their innate responsibilities, even if it can be used, it doesn't matter if it is not pleasing to the eye, the reason for the distance relationship is prevaricated, if it is not for the mother's parents and the mother's model carved out, the distance of family can have long been reconnected. 】

[I regret that they didn't enjoy their lives after the plane crash, but then I traveled to the spring and caught a glimpse of their last smile, but I ended this wish. 】

[It's a pity, I can't do things like my parents, I drift away from the mundane society, and I am a demigod of the empire, but I am still an ordinary mortal, probably because of the relationship between love and this part, I want to treat the two lines as parallel lines, with Karen is a woman, I am a man, I can recycle your love with Kalian, because there are some things that only between you and me have an approximate statement to deceive yourself...... But you are the node of two lines, and there must be a moment when these two lines intersect and conflict. 】

[Meet the person who is porridge, fall in love and enjoy this emotion, it doesn't matter whether to pay or not, whether to repay or not, because I am sure that the person I fall in love with must be the right person, and then propose, get married, let the once fanfare, the alliance of gold and stone, brew the most long-term emotion, that is not only family affection, but heart and heart, the deepest restraint between people. 】

[I took the first two steps correctly, but the wrong step of the proposal, when you didn't reply, I had a clear answer, you are worried about the sorrow Karen's opinion, the two seemingly parallel lines intersect from the beginning. 】

[I know what you want, two innocent and easy loves, not because of seeing a love one, nor abandoning responsibility, but just a fool of fate, so that you met two people who should not exist in the same time without being able to catch precautions. 】

[The love in your heart is pure and rich, it seems to occupy your whole world, if you turn the emotions in your heart into numbers, for me who is not the only one in love, this love is not as good as half of yours. But I couldn't change my mind. 】

[You embrace two loves like embracing the whole world, it's not only the only thing you are nervous about, but the two people you fall in love with, two people who fall in love with you, I know, you can do your best to complete my request, even if it's your life, except for love. 】

[You also know that love is not so much nervous for me, it is just a small corner of my heart, but it can also accommodate each other's innocence, we have worked hard, and in the end we have not been able to change each other, you will not be spared to be affected by Karen in getting along with me, and I will not be spared because of your performance, I will have a prejudice against an innocent person in my heart. 】

[It has nothing to do with right or wrong, it has nothing to do with right and wrong, conflicts between people, it's just that. 】

[I, boasting of being extraordinary, with an extraordinary IQ, is always a layman, why did I recycle Delisha that day? Because of the innocence of love she shows? Because she was the most beautiful in my opinion? Trying to make yourself fall in love with someone else because you can't tolerate your inattention? Due to the desire of innocence physiology? In hindsight, I realized that it was all scattered and scattered. 】

[When love is no longer innocent, when I take the initiative to defect to you and my love...... This is not to be sarcastic about you, because for me this is my defection to you, I took the initiative to reclaim the love of others, and I defected to the mutual only that I thought, the impulsiveness, the sperm on the brain, the physiology of revenge, the subjective self, the physiology of hope...... I made many mistakes. 】

[I also made it clearer, the restraint between us, I was careful to connect, but it also made it inevitable to go to another level, many people want to love me, but I can't convince myself to respond, I can't love so many people, and I can't recover so much love. 】

[From the moment I hugged Teresa, it became clear to me that I was a mortal, far from being as simple and majestic as I thought, and the love in my heart could be decisively broken, and I had the only effective responsibility to take Delisa's emotions...... I should be sorry for her, as far as love is concerned. 】

[Little, when I wrote this letter, I was asking myself a question...... Do I still love you? The judgment is that I still love you, but I'm sorry, I won't take back your love, I can't love you in words and deeds, I can't make commitments, I can't take responsibility, I can't respond, I can't call, I can't fall in love or fall in love? I don't think so, but I'm sure I still love you. 】

[I can also uphold the stubbornness of my parents and parents, some things will never be flexible, yes or no, the result is that you failed to change me, and I failed to change myself. 】

Shigezakura was silent, her fingers gently turning to the last page, and every time she looked at it, she felt that the letter in her hand had become a little heavier, and she was panting in her heart.

[I asked the boss a question, can time be changed? She said that I was not asking about time, and replied: Time does not change, but only gives a vehicle for the transformation of those things that will eventually change. 】

[So, I pinned my hopes on time, some responsibilities can only be afforded, and some things can only be recycled, but I am greedy for our contact...... Year, year, year, millennium, 10,000 years...... It can also be that the budding love will find a home, or the relationship can gradually become indifferent and broken, like a stranger, or it can gradually mature, clear but impulsive, or it can still stubbornly chase what it is in mind, or it can be in love that leads to another kind of bond, or it can be stubborn and I finally change...... The future is stuffed with sexuality, which is so fascinating and terrifying. 】

[I thought about it for a long time, and finally I couldn't solve the current terrain, because it has nothing to do with right or wrong, but you and I are eager for things, and looking for things is in people, and things are in the sky...... I don't have an answer, I throw the question to time, and we don't lack this thing. 】

[Let's take a big gamble with no wins, bet on our future.] 】

[On the premise of not interfering with your ego with my skills, I can only entrust the cut to time, throw the dice called the divide with my own hands, and wait for the moment when the dust settles. 】

[Before the reunion, cherish, don't remember. 】

Kong Zhen ...... Find things in people, and make things happen? ”

Chong Sakura muttered softly, walked out of Kong Zhen's bedroom, put the letter on the table in the hall, and then went upstairs to her bedroom, she tested the next step into the stigmata space to explore Kong Zhen, but Kong Zhen completely closed the stigmata space, and now she can only vaguely feel the direction where Kong Zhen is.

"Crimson Pill, I have something to do, don't bother me."

Crimson blinked vaguely, not understanding what Shigezakura was talking about, but she nodded quickly.

"Okay big sister!"

White and unblemished

"Kong Zhen, this is ......"

Karen read the letter on the table with a lot of confusion, and then looked at the others: "Is it because of my ......?"

"Are you just so porridge? Kong Zhen himself said that it has nothing to do with right and wrong...... It's just a conflict, a conflict between reality and ideas, between the present and the future. Himeko rubbed her brows and sighed, "That guy Teresa also ran away, and I have to arrange a place for Kong Zhen and Kiana to live, what about Kiana?" ”

"She's ...... at her uncle's house"

Raiden Mei Yi looked a lot more energetic, and when she read this letter, she was instantly energetic, and the slackness caused by the drug was driven away, and she returned to her usual appearance: "The matter between Kong Zhen and the head of the school...... She must be a little careful, but she has to take care of the things in front of her first, and you know the environment of her uncle and Kiana. ”

"She? Watch? Himeko tugged at the corners of her mouth, "I don't think there will be a fight...... But all in all, how to say it now? ”

Bronya stood up with the Howler doll and Ciel, her eyes flickering in thought, but she didn't reply.

"Do what you have to do, and it's not that Mr. Kong Zhen can't go back, just wait." Fu Hua spoke quietly, "He's just going on a trip, don't forget how many things are going on now, Otto wants to reform the destiny, popularize science and technology, human society has to witness the changes that have really been caused, there are big and small events in the St. Freya Academy, and the collapse has not completely disappeared, and it can also be that the demon dream in the beginning has caused enough deterrence to it, but one day it will come back." ”

"We have a lot to do...... Teacher Kong Zhen's matter, as he said, just wait for time to give everyone an answer. ”

Himeko clasped her hands, frowned and sighed, she is not very porridge with such a passive method, but the problem is that Kong Zhen slipped away with Teresa and ran away as a Huberian...... Although they are all one by one, it is not a problem to fly into the heavens and the earth, and it is not a problem to move a distance in the heavens and the earth, but can they find Kong Zhen? Can you find the Hyperion, which can be dodged at any time, can travel faster than the speed of light, and even simply jump to the world?

It's a lot of difficulties, Kong Zhen's hand, there is no way to find him anywhere.

But it is true that we finally have to deal with the matter in front of us.

In order to protect Honkai, Otto will be destined to develop an organization that is superior to mortals, even if he has the power to dominate the world, and can unify the skills and dexterity of all mankind, he didn't do that, because he needs to protect Honkai, he needs Honkai to develop to the scale he needs, and then delve into the power of Honkai, the new life and death of Karen.

Adult human beings, ignorant of the real world, live in their own stable and easy life, but this terrain finally needs to be broken.

As for the so-called horror and riots that arise from the so-called revelation of the truth, in an environment where there is sufficient power to connect the order, it is just a joke about an excessive interpretation of the dark side of mankind, with the power of fate, all the kingdoms of the world cannot hold any effective resistance, no one will choose to go to the end in an environment where there is no doubt about losing, there is no danger of the order breaking up without fighting, and if the order does not collapse, the group will not be in chaos.

It can also take only a few days to make a decision to lead from a transcendent secular organization to a government structure that unifies the world, the latter is undoubtedly more helpful to humanity than the former, and it is even more bad to say that there will be any nervous results for all people to report the collapse.

There can also be a chaotic period of reorganization, but people still have to live, and no one will cut their bellies and hide the pearls, not to mention that they have not seen the display of the collapse with their own eyes, and even if they have seen it, after they are familiar with it, they will only regard it as a natural disaster that occurs in the operation of the planet, and they will fight and make a living, who will start destroying themselves before the disaster comes? Unless it's destined to find something to do and announce the horrible organization talk that humanity will definitely finish.

But, these are all things...... Dealing with issues peacefully, constructing peace, showing force, sharing civilian technology and common sense, popularizing the knowledge of Honkai energy, etc., etc., Himeko feels that she will be busy to death, and she has to go to the Japanese government to negotiate peace.

Downstairs, everyone is talking about it, and in the upstairs room, Chong Sakura is quietly knitting a piece of clothing, about this kind of needlework, she has gradually become familiar with this kind of thing, and now the needlework in her hand is poured into her blood and sweat.

When Kong Zhen proposed to her, she was moved, but since the matter of Kalian had not yet been decided, she hesitated and chose silence, and then Fu Hua entered and interrupted the topic......

The male descendants are different, she understands Kong Zhen's thoughts, and also knows the reason why Kong Zhen can tolerate her and Ka Lian, persuaded Ka Lian, consolidated Ka Lian's relationship, and then she can marry Kong Zhen, she can't regard Kong Zhen as the only one, but worship, get married, and connect, that is the couple.

Whether it is exercising the responsibility of Kong Zhen, whether it is seeing different thoughts, feeling guilty, or filling the uncontrollable things in the soul with the body......

No individual can be abandoned.

From that day on, she was planning her wedding dress, and she could convince Karen to marry Kong Zhen...... What a wonderful future that is.

Chong Sakura is clear that this is partial, can't see Karen as the only, can't see Kong Zhen as the only, for both Karen and Kong Zhen, it is an invisible danger, but she is also clear, only when she thinks that it is dangerous, will she think that she has been in danger, only to pay, to strength, to transform, the ability to obtain a good ending for herself, for others.

If you can't avoid the danger that your actions and thoughts bring to others, you can only fill in and change it......

It's just that the situation is finally not going as expected.

"Kong Zhen, let's gamble...... I am happy to pay for you, the ability to make you worse, what level do you want to break off friendship, the ability to give up this fate, and treat it as a bad fate to cut off......"

Shigezakura, who was kneeling on the tatami mat, lowered her head slightly, gently biting off the last silk thread, and then she stood up and looked at the white clothes that were finally completed in her hand, her eyes were slightly blurred, from the hope and expectation of starting to sew the wedding dress, to the worry and panic later, and then to the current grief and severance of relations.

The needle and thread are sewn out gradually, irrigating the changing mood, but no matter what......

Honkai can be built, the shrine maiden costume decorated with pale blue cherry blossoms is invisible, and the naked fox-eared foxtail Ka lets go of her white clothes and plans to wear it on herself.

The slightly honest fabric, the white silk thread without variegation, and the needle and thread are poured with complicated and indescribable emotions.

The corners of Delissa's mouth twitched, and she looked at Kong Zhen with hatred: "So why can't you control that thing in your crotch?!" Won't it be over if you just knock me out?! ”

Kong Zhen was shocked and slapped the flying pot away: "Hey, hey! Is this my fault?! ”

"That's right! It's all your fault! I still don't see how you can be so extreme! Theresa sighed heavily, and she was in the twilight...... Probably said in a tone of approval, "Are you running away from this guy now?" There's no way to go against your will to just have an immortal life, and there's no way to recover it against your will, so you can only escape, and wait for time to give yourself an answer, I said are you so extreme? Is it good to refuse at all? ”

Kong Zhen raised his eyebrows and looked at the little man: "You seem to have your own thoughts and ideas...... When I asked you yesterday, you were scared and scared, so tell me what you think. ”

"My thoughts? Now I'm going to turn around and go back, the people around me are all family members, what is there that I won't talk about? What contradiction is there to risk death? What contradiction is there to make a permanent difference?! Delissa glared at Kong Zhen, and said angrily, "You made us the assistants of the reincarnation apostles, and the people around us are all young girls, isn't it normal to get along with each other and fall in love over time?" Isn't it normal to be impulsive when emotions build up? ”

"Love is not the purpose of life, if you can't recycle it, then refuse, even if other people don't give up, then you just insist on your idea and refuse it?! If you make the contradiction so big, it must be because of your energy and cleanliness, and you are too good in this regard! It's like a problem of a mother and a woman falling into the water and having to choose who to save......"

Kong Zhen said: "I will definitely save my mother, although there is no such approximation, and ......"

"Don't interrupt me!" Teresa roared back, waving her hands, "I just don't know how to face anyone else!" But I know that no matter how bad the result is, I won't find anything too big! Divorce is divorce, aren't the people around you rising? Isn't it always time to live? It's like living unclear without love! Give me back now! No matter what the problem, we must face it! ”

"Is that what you think...... I thought you were doing things according to your mood one after another, and you have been mixed up for many years. Kong Zhen thought for a moment and smiled softly, "But how about listening to my thoughts?" The idea of being too extreme and energetic for you. ”

Delisa calmed down a little and frowned: "Okay! You said! Hurry home after that, they're all so adults and like little children! ”

"I haven't fallen in love with you yet, I'm still in love with Chong Sakura." Kong Zhen's words almost made Teresa, who had spoken a lot of reason, explode on the spot, but the little man either took a deep breath and calmed down, and then took off the pendant on his ability to cause Judas: "You go on, I'll listen." ”

"But people definitely don't just do things by emotion, you are my assistant, I have the responsibility to help you, to relieve you, and you are the same, we already have a relationship, you take the initiative, I also take the initiative, then I have to take this responsibility, see you as a wife...... At the same time, I'm trying to fall in love with you, I'm not running away, but choosing, when I don't love Chong Sakura, when I put you in the position of love in my heart, when I can take care of my responsibilities and emotions, let's go back. ”

"From the beginning of the time, other people are family members, and you are lovers."

Kong Zhen looked at De Lisa, whose expression gradually became a little rigid, and said softly: "And if you go back now, I will not fall in love with you completely, so give each other some time." ”

“…… Ahh You're a foul! Throw the question at me again! Teresa tugged at her hair frantically, feeling that she was always doing this action during this time, and then she estimated that she would go bald early, grabbing her head and thinking about it in distress, she said in pieces, "Go back...... Not going back...... Get back...... Not going back...... Get back...... Not going back......"

It is good for the people around you to go back, and it can alleviate the contradictions that arise...... Although I have to face a few more difficult things, I can always handle it, and the most nervous thing is that I can go back and get up with the people around me! But according to Kong Zhen's words, if he goes back, he can still see himself as a lover with responsibility, but he will hardly fall in love with himself......

Don't go back and let the time be cut? Will you go back after Kong Zhen is completely in love with herself?

Teresa scratched her head vigorously, waiting for a headache, but she said arbitrarily, "Go back!" Some things have to be faced after all, and the people around you just have something to say, do you think they are all thugs? And do you still think that you are a special recruit for porridge? Really, I must have lost my mind......"