Later, I developed a love for drawing.

The soul has omnipotence and creativity, and the painter's brush has infinite possibilities.

The world is so colorful that I can't see it, but under my brush, I present the most gorgeous and dazzling picture scroll to everyone.

Painting allowed me to see the colors of the world, and it was also because of painting that I met my wife, whom I knew and promised.

I have two dogs in my life, one is pudding and the other is ice cream.

Ice cream has been with me for many long, many years, from his childhood, growing up, and in the prime of life, but his old age and death. It is my most loyal companion and friend.

I can't understand why Cheng Tao and they are cruel to killing small animals, shouldn't they be the most loyal companions of human beings?

I can't forget the day Ice Cream passed away, the snow fell suddenly and heavily, and on the way home, even though Ice Cream was there, I still bumped into it a few times.

On that day, I could seem to feel the weakness of Ice Cream, his back was already bent, and he was panting as he walked.

It wasn't until the moment I got home that it collapsed into my arms, rubbed against me, and never breathed.

That day, I held the ice cream for a long, long time, and I wished that the ice cream was just tired and asleep, until my mother came back, I didn't know that it was dead.

And Pudding, the only friend I have in Kengkou Village, has known each other since we met, but it has only been dead for a few months, but I will never forget it for the rest of my life, the pudding who will find a cane for me despite his little body dripping into the muddy water, and the pudding who bared his teeth at others when they bullied me.

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I have never resented my mother, and I have always been afraid of being a drag and burden on my mother.

In the nine years in Kengkou Village, in such a malicious environment, my soul was numb and cowardly.

In fact, on that night when I was dripping into the icy river, it was not only because of Cheng Tao's pandering, not only because I was afraid of becoming a burden to my mother, but also because of my own cowardice.

Although it has only been nine years, I am really tired and tired.

I might as well just sleep in the river.

But at that moment, my mother grabbed me, and he saved not only my life, but also my soul.

Mom made my numb soul come alive little by little.

Later, my mother divorced my father and took me out of Kengkou Village, and I realized that the outside world can also have warmth and kindness.

The luckiest thing in my life is to be a mother's child. Mom, you once said that you feel guilty for me because you gave me a pair of black eyes that can't see the light, but I don't blame you, because Mom, you are my eyes.

My biggest regret is that I didn't see the light sooner, if I could, I would have seen my mother earlier, and I wouldn't have seen the light the day you died, Mom.

It was also after seeing the light that I realized that my mother was really the same as I imagined, a beautiful and gentle woman, even if you were dying, your hair was gray, your face was full of wrinkles, and your eyes were cloudy, but you were still the most beautiful mother in my heart.

Mom, I love you.

The night gave me black eyes, but I used them to find the light, and Mom, you are my light.

If I can, I hope that in the next life, I can still be your child, and I can listen to you call me again: Xixi.