Chapter 88: Ruined
You can fool the whole world, of course, but you can never fool yourself.
Listening to his own questions sentence by sentence, one after another things that he didn't want to face surged up in his heart, Zhang Ning's heart was confused.
The pain that he had used to use the silver lightning to cut off suddenly hit his heart, and under the impact of that wave after wave of strong pain, Zhang Ning was even lost, he forgot who he was, what he was doing here, and everything he had.
At this moment, the pure white lightning that had been floating quietly in Zhang Ning's heart bloomed with silver light again, and under that light, all the pain subsided, and Zhang Ning gradually regained his consciousness.
"Do you need me to cut off all that pain again?"
Pure white lightning was quietly suspended, and a question rushed into Zhang Ning's heart unmistakably.
Do you need it?
Do I need the power of silver lightning?
Zhang Ning asked in his heart.
Isn't it nice to have a world without pain, without any burden, without any pain?
A hesitant look appeared on Zhang Ning's face, the temptation of the silver lightning power was undoubtedly huge, especially for Zhang Ning.
No!
Looking at the past that came to his mind, looking at all the hardships of the past that he was unwilling to face, Zhang Ning shouted loudly. "This kind of world is very relaxed, it is very comfortable, but it is not the real world, I am not small, I can no longer be the same as before, I can't escape all the suffering forever, I can't indulge like this anymore!"
I was wrong, yes, I was wrong.
I'm not strong enough, my heart isn't strong enough. I don't want my loved ones to die, I don't want to face suffering, I can't face everything, I'm a weakling.
I was a complete weakling, and I couldn't even face the tears left by my loved ones.
But......
So what!
It's because I'm not strong enough that I have to work hard to become stronger. It was because I didn't want to see the sad looks of my relatives that I worked hard. If I abandon all of this, am I still me? If I deliberately forget it because of pain, then is there any point in what I am striving for?
I'm weak, but I'm also strong.
Maybe others choose the path of killing and courage, maybe others choose the path of loneliness, but I am willing to choose the path of guarding, I will remember those pains, in order not to feel that pain again, I want to work hard, I want to become stronger!
The light in Zhang Ning's eyes became brighter and brighter, and he didn't notice that with the identification of his belief, Jiuhua's true qi became faster and faster, and his mind quickly condensed into a ball. All distractions vanished, replaced by incomparably firm thoughts.
I will no longer run away, I will bear all the pain, all the suffering, I will no longer run away from the sorrow, I will bear all the pain of parting, all the pain of longing.
Finally, Zhang Ning's mind condensed, his will was unprecedentedly firm, his spirit was unprecedentedly condensed, Jiuhua was really angry, and then ......
With a snap, Jiuhua's true qi turned violently, and all thoughts converged into a powerful force and flowed into Jiuhua's true qi.
The fourth layer of Jiuhua Jue, concentrate!
After entering the fourth layer of Jiuhua Jue, Zhang Ning's essence and spirit are perfectly combined with the body, although the connection is not close enough, but after all, it is connected, and with the depth of cultivation in the future, Zhang Ning's body will surpass King Kong and refine to the highest level, and there will be no flaws in the whole body, and there will be that ten thousand jun power with a casual punch.
However, compared to entering the fourth layer of Jiuhua Jue, what made Zhang Ning happy was that he had finally taken a firm step on the road of growth.
From today on, he will no longer be afraid of any suffering, he will take on the heavy responsibility on his shoulders like **, and he will face any difficulties. Relive one life, two lives as a human being, until now, Zhang Ning can be regarded as a real **. It is from today that he truly grasps his future.
The mood has been purified, and the road after that seems to have become brighter. Although the road ahead is still pitch black and endless, Zhang Ning can walk leisurely on this long road, in this darkness, his thoughts are no longer chaotic, but more and more refined.
In this way, I don't know how long I walked in this boundless darkness, and after turning a corner, Zhang Ning's eyes lit up violently.
The whole world is lit up!
Yes, the world in front of Zhang Ning is all lit up.
The brightness was so thorough that it almost made Zhang Ning's eyes flutter.
After successfully pushing Jiuhua Jue to the fourth layer, Zhang Ning walked through the long and profound road with a calm mind, but when he finished that road, what appeared in front of him was not anything else, but a line of sword mountains as high as a thousand meters!
A veritable mountain of knives made of countless blades!
As far as the eye could see, all kinds of knives broke out of the ground, knives stacked on top of each other, one knife after another, and thousands of knives accumulated into a mountain of knives as high as a thousand meters in front of him! Looking at the long knives that stood proudly, Zhang Ning felt a kind of knife spirit.
Nothing is broken, and the spirit of fearlessness is fearless!
"Your uncle!" Looking at the knife mountain in front of him, Zhang Ning couldn't help but scold. "Didn't Lao Tzu come last time when he didn't have so many curves! Why did this thing appear this time, isn't this bullying Lao Tzu's lack of strength!"
Don't blame him, after passing through the passage last time, he came directly to his destination, but now, looking at the towering Dao Mountain, Zhang Ning didn't have any thoughts. Although the knife mountain is not too high, it is at least five or six hundred meters, and the distance of five or six hundred meters is densely packed with blades.
However, no matter what difficulties are in front of him, this knife mountain still has to be passed, since he has entered the whirlpool, Zhang Ning will not give up until he gets the three-leaf purple orchid. But how to get by, there is a doorway here.
If you have the ability to fly, then you can naturally fly over, but the helpless thing is that Zhang Ning is not a birdman and can't fly. Then there is only one simple way left - destroy the knife mountain in front of you!
Of course, the so-called destruction of the Knife Mountain is not to directly destroy the entire mountain, the current Zhang Ning undoubtedly does not have such strength, Zhang Ning's idea is to open a path above the Knife Mountain, and smash all the long knives that stand in front of him!
This idea sounds very unreliable, but considering the even more unreliable plan that Zhang Ning considered before, this is actually the best plan.
After making up his mind, a golden light suddenly burst out in Zhang Ning's eyes.
Eyes of Truth!
The world in Zhang Ning's eyes has suddenly become a world composed of lines.
Pointing into a sword, Zhang Ning slammed his finger into the intersection of the black and white lines on the long knife in front of him.
File!
A crisp sound sounded, and the long knife sticking out of the ground snapped. Strange to say, at the same time as the long knife broke, half of the long knife on the ground also disappeared, leaving only the empty ground, as if no long knife had ever protruded from the ground.
God help me!
Seeing the scene in front of him, Zhang Ning laughed. Although the dangerous blade was destroyed, if there was still half a long knife left on the ground, the road after that would not be smooth enough. But now, after this long knife is broken, it will actually disappear out of thin air, how can Zhang Ning not be happy.
As for why the long knife disappeared, Zhang Ning didn't have the leisure to care about this. Anything strange can happen in the whirlpool, and if you want to find out everything, then you have to bear it.
Zhang Ning was secretly happy in his heart, his hand kept moving, and with the help of the Eye of Truth, he gently clicked at the intersection of the black and white lines of another long knife in front of him, and instantly destroyed another knife, and with a bang, the blade fell to the ground, and then disappeared.
"Wait, I'll definitely conquer you!" Looking at the towering sword mountain, Zhang Ning said confidently.
......
Time flies, and a week has passed in the blink of an eye.