Did I hear me wrong?

"The tumor is fine at the moment, but if you continue to get pregnant, the condition will definitely worsen," Liang said, "and it will greatly shorten your survival time." ”

I was stunned for a moment before I came back to my senses: "That...... Is there any way to do it? ”

Liang Tingnan asked: "You mean to keep the child?" ”

I nodded.

Liang Tingnan shook his head: "The youngest recorded premature baby in the world is twenty weeks, and you are only five months old now." But these five months are the five months of normal treatment, and pregnancy must stop treatment, so there will be no five months. ”

I said, "So I don't have that much time at all." ”

"Yes." Liang Tingnan said, "Moreover, you must not have stopped taking the medicine, right?" This drug has an almost 100% teratogenic rate, and there is also a possibility of genetic cancer in children. ”

“……”

Although I knew for a long time that I couldn't be a mother, I still felt ...... when things really came to me It's very uncomfortable.

"The embryo is still very small and has not yet taken shape." Liang Tingnan said, "You don't have to have too much psychological burden. ”

I nodded, "Okay." ”

At the beginning, after finally fully understanding that Prosperity would not touch me, I once thought about whether to give him some medicine.

I want him to touch me once and let me have one of his kids.

Although many people, such as Mu An'an, feel that having a child is very difficult and raising a child is also terrible, I still want to have a child with the man I love.

I wanted that kid to have eyebrows and eyes like him and a mouth like me, so that when the three of us stood together, it was a lot like a family.

I also wish that kid could be as good as him and as stable as me.

No, it's good to be exactly like him. I'm too cowardly, too honest, and I'll just bury my head in studying, thinking that hard work will pay off. I'm not smart enough, I'm too stubborn, and it's a risk that children like me are a risk, a risk that you might end up with an unhappy life.

Thankfully, this risk is now completely non-existent.

Lying on the operating table, I didn't shed tears, the only thought was: I should take the birth control pill.

It's not that I'm afraid of this knife, but when this child comes, I want to take it away with this knife.

This is the child of my dreams, but I have to choose to take it with this knife with my own hands.

I kept telling myself: this world is material, there is no soul, there is no retribution.

But I am doing iniquity.

The surgery was quick.

The operation was performed by a strange female doctor, and she did not mince words throughout the whole process. But I think she must have read that news too, what would she think?

This woman is fooling around everywhere, and now she is going to shed a wild seed?

I didn't dare to think about it.

In fact, the doctor only told me a few words and said, "Don't have sex for a month." ”

I tore up the abortion slip and left only the pregnancy test slip.

As the only child in my life, it only has such an ultrasound photo. Because it is unformed, it cannot distinguish gender, and I can't even call it by pronouns that represent human beings, only "it".

It's so cold, it's like an object.

I intend to put the checklist behind the image so that if anyone worships me, they will worship it.

Back to Liang Tingnan's side, he still has a lot of patients here.

I was afraid to see so many people, so I went back to the ward.

Lie down on the bed. Whenever I feel depressed, I always like to sleep because I can get a short period of peace.

I closed my eyes and had just fallen asleep when I suddenly heard the faint sound of the door locking.

I almost instinctively got out of bed and ran to the door, and was about to open the door when I saw the doorknob spinning, followed by a heavy knock on the door.

Liang Tingnan's voice came from outside the door: "She really hasn't been here." ”

A bustling voice came: "Open the door." ”

"You can't find her even if you turn this place over." Liang Tingnan said, "It is impossible to receive your wife in a place like the Third Hospital, after all, there is no reason for people who live in the city to go to the suburbs to see a doctor. ”

Indeed, the Third Hospital can be said to be the farthest hospital in the city from the city center.

"Bang!"

There was a sudden loud bang on the door panel, and Fanhua's speech slowed down, and his tone became more and more ruthless: "What are you talking about? I told you to open the door. ”

"This ward is being disinfected." Liang Tingnan said, "I'm sorry. ”

Be quiet......

Suddenly, there was a lot of noise outside, screaming and talking, and I heard someone persuading, saying, "Mr. Fan, if you have something to say, you can't ......do it."

"Calm down! Go to the dean......"

It's chaos.

Could it be that prosperity has hit Liang Tingnan again?

I wanted to go out immediately, but I couldn't open the door when I turned the handle.

After a long time, the sound outside the door gradually stopped.

Soon, the door opened.

It's Liang Tingnan.

He squeezed in directly, carrying a women's down jacket in his hand, and said, "Go, I'll take you away." ”

He wasn't hurt, but his collar was messy and obviously ripped off.

I asked, "Where is he?" Where are you taking me? ”

"He suddenly answered the phone and left." Liang Tingnan said, "While he is gone, let's leave quickly." I don't want you to see him, he's so violent, you need to rest. I'll take you to my house. ”

I hurriedly said, "No, the outside has already said that I am ......"

"I usually live in a hospital dormitory, and no one knows it's my house." Liang Tingnan put the down jacket on my shoulders and said, "I borrowed it from my colleague, it's a bit big, you will wear it." They didn't give you a coat when they brought you. ”

"But ......"

"Don't." Liang Tingnan smiled, with a straight face, "I asked, they sent you from the FH Building, and it would take at least two hours to drive over at that time." If it's an emergency, you're dead, and I can't hand you over to him. ”

I asked, "Who sent me?" ”

"The woman." Liang Tingnan said, "She kept asking about your illness, but I didn't tell her. Say you just had a bad cold and fainted probably because of low blood pressure. ”

It's Yu Ruoruo.

I said, "Thank you." But I can go to my sister's house. ”

"Nope." Liang Tingnan actually refused, "During the three-day observation period, you can't go anywhere, you can only stay at my house." ”

“……”

I couldn't help but get a little nervous.

Liang Tingnan may also realize that his tone is too strong, so he softened his tone and said, "I'm just not at ease." It's true...... I'm not worried about your sister. I have no ill will towards you, and I will certainly not hurt you. ”

I said, "I know you mean well, but I still want to find my sister." ”

Liang Tingnan showed disappointment.

I quickly explained: "I really don't think you're a bad person, you don't mean that." It's just that I've made friends of the opposite sex before, and I've been to his house to play. He's as good as you are, but my dad has a big tantrum. ”

Liang Tingnan's expression softened slightly, and said, "Because your father is more traditional?" ”

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