Chapter 247: His Past
When Fang Kaiyi saw the comic book, the coldness in his eyes began to waver.
He hesitated for a moment before reaching out to take the book.
Sure enough, there is no child who can resist the charm of comics.
Yun Shifei felt that he had succeeded in his choice.
But she also knows that it is not so easy to make this child cheerful all of a sudden.
She had learned a little about psychology before, and she also knew that the shadow caused by childhood can last a child for a lifetime.
Just like her, because of the lack of love, she has always had low self-esteem.
And the two most important people in this child's life don't want him anymore, so it must be a big blow to him.
Take your time.
Aunt Dean also said that Fang Kaiyi was very sunny when he was a child, and showed her a photo of him when he was two or three years old.
Yun Shifei accompanied Fang Kaiyi for a while before getting up to leave.
When leaving, Fang Kaiyi suddenly raised his head to look at Yun Shifei and said, "Goodbye, sister." ”
didn't expect Fang Kaiyi to take the initiative to speak, which made Yun Shifei a little surprised.
"Goodbye Xiaoyi, my sister will come to see you again when she is free."
Yun Shifei followed Cheng Yan and forgot to get out of the car, but he felt more and more unhappy with Cheng Yan.
When they met, Cheng Yan was already very unhappy, and now it is even worse.
Yun Shifei dared to talk to Cheng Yan before, but now he doesn't dare at all.
She really didn't know why Cheng Yan was unhappy.
In the past, Cheng Yan, who had autism, Yun Shifei found it difficult to understand, but now Cheng Yan, she only feels that it is even more difficult to understand.
It's really a bit of a brain-drain to be with the big guy.
Yun Shifei was still thinking about it, but she didn't know that Cheng Yan, who was walking in front, suddenly stopped, she didn't see it, and hit Cheng Yan's back with her head.
The boy's back was strong and hard, and it hurt her forehead a little.
She couldn't help but rub her forehead, Cheng Yan had already turned to look at her, and said with a frown: "What are you thinking?" ”
"I miss you." Yun Shifei sighed, but he didn't expect to say what was in his heart.
These words finally made the gloom in Cheng Yan's heart disperse a little.
He asked, "What do you think?" ”
"Why are you angry?" Yun Shi asked.
Looking at her little expression full of doubts, Cheng Yan's thin lips pursed: "Why are you so good to that kid just now?" ”
That kid is quite similar to him when he was a child, which makes Cheng Yan feel that he is not her only one, she helps him and likes him, maybe she just likes this feeling of saving others?
This indescribable feeling, Cheng Yan's patience is about to run out.
He didn't want to guide her, he couldn't wait to tie her up directly to be his girlfriend, and see if she dared to provoke others.
How possessive he is, only he knows.
Especially over the years, no one has ever walked into his heart.
She walked in and wanted to get out? He didn't allow it.
Thinking of this, Cheng Yan's face was a little gloomy, and he was not allowed.
But I heard the girl's voice hurriedly explaining: "Don't be angry with a child, I just think that he is very much like you when you were a child...... So I couldn't help but help him. ”
Yun Shifei suddenly felt as if the more he explained, the more messy he became. But she felt that Cheng Yan thought that she was so helpful, and that he was also one of the ordinary people she helped.
Not really.
She just felt that the child was very similar to Cheng Yan when he was a child, so she wanted to help him.
However, she explained it this way, and when Cheng Yan waited for it, she should ask why she had to help like when she was a child, so how should she explain.
At this time, Yun Shifei's mind seemed to be stuffed into a ball of cotton wool, and the more she pulled it, the more messy it became, making her feel a little unconscious.
But who knows, Cheng Yan heard her words and quieted down inexplicably.
He asked her, "You say, he is like me when I was a child, and you helped him?" ”
Yun Shifei nodded: "When you were young, you should have been as helpless as him." ”
Cheng Yan looked at the bright face of the girl in front of her, her big black eyes were full of concern.
He suddenly asked, "Then do you want to know how I lived when I was a child?" ”
The big guy actually wants to take the initiative to confess to her when she was a child?
Before she could speak, Cheng Yan suddenly grabbed her hand and walked forward.
The boy had grown up unconsciously, and he held her hand tightly in his palm with a wide palm.
Yun Shifei's face turned red, and Cheng Yan actually grabbed her hand tightly.
Cheng Yan walked forward with her.
There was a small hill next to the welfare home, and Cheng Yan took her over there.
Zhao Pan originally wanted to follow, but he didn't move when he thought about it.
He still has a lot of insight and knows that Mr. Cheng has something to say to Miss Yun now.
The two climbed up a small hill.
Cheng Yan sat on the lawn, and Yun Shifei also sat next to him.
It was already dusk, and the sun was shining obliquely, and a blood-red patch fell on them, dragging the shadows for a long time.
"You should know that I am Cheng Guomin's illegitimate son, right?" Cheng Yan looked at Yun Shifei.
This is not a secret, basically everyone in the community knows it.
Yun Shifei nodded.
Cheng Yan lowered his eyes, as if to hide his thoughts, and he said in an emotionless voice: "Since I was born, I haven't seen my father, and my mother has always taken me." My mother was very nice, good-looking, and had a good personality, and she rarely lost her temper, and we lived in the alleys, and we lived quite poorly, but it was also one of the happiest times of my life. ”
Listening to Cheng Yan narrating his past, it was clear that when he spoke, he calmly seemed to be stating his life, but Yun Shifei listened, but his heart was very tight and painful.
Cheng Yan continued: "Later, Cheng Guomin appeared, he and my mother have been entangled, everything they say is turned against me, I only know that they have had many disputes. ”
"At that time, my mother also said that she would take me out of Nancheng, but before she could take me away, we were on the way to the station when we were hit by a fast-moving truck."
Yun Shifei was suffocated, but she didn't expect that she had always thought that Cheng Yan's mother didn't want him, but it wasn't like that, his mother died.
"Later, Cheng Guomin took me to his house, and when I was in high school, I met you."
As the young man spoke, he raised his eyes to look at Yun Shifei.
His pupils were very dark, and he was extremely serious when he looked at her, although it was also cold, but it was not so frightening to Yun Shifei.
Yun Shifei felt that how could he be afraid of him.
She wanted to hug Cheng Yan at this time, and Cheng Yan's experience made her want to cry.
He watched his mother die, so he was hit with autism.
It's no wonder that when he got better, he didn't save Cheng Huai.
Because the accident could have been avoided.