The light of the computer reflected on her soft face.

Yin Yin opened his Weibo and changed his Weibo name to: Beautiful Trees.

Ruyu's fingertips tapped on the keyboard, and she began to write her first diary on Weibo:

[Today, probably a turning point in fate, I took Mu Mu back to the imperial capital from my hometown and took him to the hospital.

The doctor said: Mu Mu has autism, and at that moment, my whole head went blank. I was at ease at all times, but suddenly I was confused, I didn't know what to do, my body reacted faster than my thoughts, and my tears fell first.

He is three years old, and doctors say that his condition is somewhat serious and that it is difficult to treat. At the age of three, he still hasn't spoken, let alone called out to his parents, and I don't know if I can hear that "mom" for the rest of my life.

After learning that Mu Mu had autism, I really, really blamed myself for not taking good care of him, either before he was born or after he was born.

It's me, who isolated him from this world with my own hands, and I'm not worthy of being Mumu's mother.

Many people, many examples are proving that once a family has an autistic child in the family, then not only the child is ruined, but the family will also be broken.

When I got out of the hospital today, I happened to see it.

The child has autism, and she is afraid that he will run away and disappear, so the child's mother can only tie him with a leash.

The child's father cheated, and the grandmother said that most of the reason was because of this autistic child.

I saw the sadness and despair in the mother's eyes, and I also heard the grandmother's complaints about her grandson.

At that time, a thought crossed my head: Mu Mu also has autism, so will Gu Shi'an be? Will he be like the child's father, leaving me and Mu Mu behind?

People's feelings, in the face of trials, are not really so fragile?

My relationship with Gu Shi'an for more than ten years, from school uniforms to wedding dresses, will it also come to such a sad result.

Gu Shi'an's perception was very keen, and he immediately sensed my uneasiness, and immediately opened his mouth to reassure.

And when I saw the redness in Gu Shi'an's eyes, all of them were gone, and in that moment, I believed him wholeheartedly for no reason.

I believe that Gu Shi'an is a good husband and will be a good father.

When I woke up, I saw Mu Mu walking back and forth in the room, restless, I was really panicked, I didn't know what to do, and I didn't know how to comfort him.

I couldn't get the key to open the Mumu world, and I couldn't communicate with him, so I could only look through the transparent window and watch him uneasy in that small world, but there was nothing I could do.

Later, I learned that it was his work and rest.

At the dinner table, watching him eat obediently, his cheeks bulging, at that moment, my heart was satisfied.

It's just that when my soup was handed to his mouth and he didn't respond, my heart sank a little bit.

He couldn't communicate with me, his mother, even if he refused.

But just when my heart sank to the bottom, he opened his mouth, and I couldn't believe it, and I was ecstatic.

At that moment, I was unreasonably determined, no matter whether Mumu's condition improved in the future, I would always be with him.

The cartoons that children like, Mu Mu doesn't watch them, and he probably doesn't listen to the bedtime stories I tell, my Mu Mu, he stays in another world.