"Yun Jiu, Miao Miao said that I was lucky." Akihisa spoke softly, his voice in a trance.

"Probably." She said.

"Of the 30 children who were taken away that year, I was the only one who was lucky and didn't go over."

But she couldn't be happy with such luck.

Akira and her sister have been ruined, how can she be happy even if she is clean?

Yun Chu hugged Zhao Jiu tightly.

He didn't speak for a long time.

No one knows how blessed they are at this moment.

How glad he was that his Zhaozhao was not hurt by those animals, how glad that those filths did not appear on Zhaozhao.

It's not because of disgust and disgust.

It's his Zhaozhao, who was only five or six years old at the time, how could she, ......

But these words can't be said, because Zhao Zhao is very sad and sad now.

If he knew the happiness in his heart, Zhao Zhao would be very angry and angry.

"Zhaozhao, I will find out the cause of Yu Miao's death."

It's one of the few things he can do at the moment.

Back then, the people in Yuyin Orphanage were all captured and sentenced to death, and he had no choice but to cut those people with a thousand knives.

He pursed his lips for a long time, and his eyes were cold.

She didn't believe that Miao Miao would commit suicide for no reason, and she was fine before, so something must have happened.

Just as Zhao Jiu was thinking about it, she received an email from her buckle.

It was Yu Miao who sent it to her.

Shohisa's fingertips trembled, and she immediately clicked on it.

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It's been a long time, now that you've finished the high school entrance examination, I hope you can be admitted to the first high school as you wish.

It's just that for a long time, I'm afraid I'm going to lose my trust, I'm sorry.

For a long time, you know what?

I was so tired and tired, so tired that I almost lost the courage to live.

I was adopted at the age of five, and I came to this family, and I had my parents, and my sister, so I was really happy at that time.

It's just that happiness always seems to be short-lived.

Remember the day we met at the hospital?

Since that day, everything has changed.

The eyes of those people were getting stranger and stranger to me.

At that time, I couldn't understand it, but later I realized that it was pity, sympathy.

Gradually, that gaze changed again.

It's complicated, there is pity, there is sympathy, but there is also resistance, and there is struggle.

They sympathized with what I was going through, but they couldn't look me in the eye anymore.

Is it really ridiculous?

Childlike words.

These are probably the four most disgusting words I've ever heard.

I don't know who said it leaked.

The whole elementary school knew that I was not clean.

The older ones looked at me with surprise and disgust.

The head teacher talked to me several times, probably sympathetic and comforting me.

But no one knows, I don't want those sympathy and comfort, I just want them to ignore me and let me grow alone.

In the fourth grade, the homeroom teacher changed.

I hate the new homeroom teacher.

Because after she learned about me, she made me stand up in class one day.

"Student Lu, can you tell us about your experience? I want to use you as a teaching material to educate children about this. ”

At that moment, my face was bloody, and the inquiring and puzzled eyes of my classmates made me want to escape.

How can a person be so cruel?

This person is also my homeroom teacher.

I couldn't figure it out.

I didn't answer that day and stood in class for a lesson.

The head teacher was also dissatisfied with me, probably because I didn't answer, which made her very shameless.

The students liked this new homeroom teacher very much because she was humorous and loved to joke.

However, only a few students in the class were disgusted and hated.

I'm one of them.

Because the jokes in the head teacher's mouth that make people laugh are the scars of those poor students and unsociable people.

Because I didn't give face to the head teacher.

The people in the class who were looking at me strangely and didn't like me started to target me.

From the prank at the beginning, it became more and more serious later.

No one stepped up to help me.

Because I have always been isolated in this class, I don't have a single friend.

I hate them!

I hate them even more for making mistakes, and after saying the wrong thing, their parents laughed and said a childish saying.

Childlike words?

Is this the reason why they wantonly play with and tear other people's scars?

What a hate!

I finally graduated from elementary school.

I thought it would all pass.

However, in junior high school, those people still refused to let me go.

My story was passed on to junior high school.

Junior high school students understand what those quails are better than elementary school students.

And so those suffocating gazes reappeared.

It was as if a huge net was holding me around.

I don't know how many nights I lost sleep.

Do you really want to give up your life sometimes?

But I hesitated.

I asked my sister, can I go to another province to study high school after junior high school?

Absolutely.

My sister said to me.

My sister is probably the only one in the family who shows a little warmth to me.

After finishing junior high school, change places and start over.

This is my goal and dream.

For this reason, I worked hard to forget to sleep and eat.

I endured all the school violence for this.

I was really happy to meet you in the next province during the New Year.

I guess I'm lucky.

Jiujiu, you've changed a little, but it's still the same Jiujiu I like.

You're really lucky.

I hope you can always be so lucky to take my share and live the life I want.

For a long time, I'm sorry, I broke my promise about a school and a class.

But I really can't hold on anymore.

How can they be so cruel?

Obviously I didn't do anything from beginning to end, and silently endured their violence for three years.

But they still want to destroy me, completely destroy me.

For a long time, I couldn't take the high school entrance examination.

Because those people stole my admission ticket and tore it up in front of me.

At that moment, all my persistence collapsed.

Those people ruined all my hopes and walked away on my toes.

I'm really desperate.

I really can't hold on anymore.

I went to the school rooftop that day.

It used to be a place where I was bullied every day.

I sat there for a long time.

I really want to jump.

But I held back.

It's been a long time, you're still taking the high school entrance examination, and there are still two days left.

If I knew, I would be distracted, I can't hurt you.

I'll wait, wait, wait.

It's finally the third day.

For a long time, I'm sorry, I'm really tired, I really want to give up.

For a long time, I want to accompany my sister, she should be very lonely, I just want to be a companion with her.

I had a dream on Tiantai Mountain, and in the dream I went back to the orphanage, when we were both young, and my sister was still there.

We were inseparable every day, and my sister would hum songs to me and tell me a lot of big truths......

Everything in the dream was really beautiful, and finally I woke up laughing......

Long, goodbye.

May you be happy and live the life I've always wanted to live.

- Yu Miao

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After reading it, Zhao Jiu was silent for a long time, and tears slipped down his eyes and fell into his mouth, salty.

There was a coldness in her eyes.

"I'm not going to let those people go." She said.

"Zhaozhao, I'll accompany you."

As long as Zhao Zhao can not be so sad, he is willing to accompany Zhao Zhao to do anything.

Zhao Jiu didn't answer, she thought about it again, thinking about how to avenge Miaomiao.

She didn't let go of any of those people.

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