Xie Yinghui has no confidence in herself.

She was originally one of the most noble ladies in the capital, although her father was only a small prefect at the time, but her mother was the daughter of the Cao family and the queen's sister, which was enough to make up for this shortcoming. She usually interacts with the girls of high-ranking officials and dignitaries, and she has to consider marriage, and she will only choose people from the best high-ranking families. If it weren't for the fact that she had a good impression of her cousin Cao Wenheng since she was a child, it is estimated that when she said that she was married, she would say which prince's little son, or which eldest princess or eldest princess's heir, right? For example, Ma Yurong's brothers were actually the objects that Cao Shuqing considered.

At that time, Xie Yinghui would never have the slightest lack of confidence in herself. She thinks that she can be on an equal footing with the sons and daughters of the Cao family, and she doesn't have to let anyone at all, and when she comes to the prince, she dares to say what she wants to say, even if she meets the princes in the palace, she will not be afraid.

But all of this has completely changed from the moment Xie Pu's house was copied and Xie Pu was imprisoned. She became the daughter of a criminal minister, as if she could only rely on a foreign family for the rest of her life. When she found out that the Cao family turned out to be the culprit of her father Xie Pu's accident, and her biological mother Cao Shuqing wanted to put her and her brother's future aside for selfishness, she knew more clearly that she was no longer the most worrying famous lady in this dynasty.

In the eyes of the world, she is the daughter of a woman who does not abide by women's morals, her mother is not filial, and her daughter's upbringing is not much better. The more infamous Cao Shuqing is, the more her daughter will be looked down upon. Even if she has been living in her father's family, and has a respected uncle and grandmother Song who is in charge of upbringing, the situation is not much better. Those who know her details will definitely dislike her; And people who don't know her details, her temper, and don't allow her to cheat on marriage. Although she often told Xie Mulin that this time she went north, it was estimated that she would have to discuss her relatives in Beiping. But deep down, she didn't believe that she could marry a good family.

It is estimated that my father will pick a scholar with an innocent family background and a little talent, and let her out, right? She doesn't expect to be an official wife in the future, her husband and wife are honored, she just hopes that in this life she will never hear others talk about her biological mother again, and it is enough to spread her gossip.

Unexpectedly, her father Xie Pu not only chose a scholar from a scholarly family for her, but the other party was also talented and had a bright future, and she didn't have any bottom in her heart. I am afraid that this Huang Juren is weak at the moment, and he is forced to accept this family business because of his father's official position and power, and he is reluctant in his heart. In the future, whether Huang Juren is secretly dissatisfied, dislikes her, or hates his father's strength, it is not a good thing. And she is even more afraid that even if the other party is willing to accept the marriage, she will regret it after noticing how many gossips are entangled behind her in the future. When that happens, how will she deal with herself?

Xie Yinghui said to Xie Mulin anxiously: "Actually, I didn't think that I must marry into some official family, if I am worried that the door is not the right one, it will insult the lintel of the Xie family, then find a family that is good with my father and father, and choose a child with a gentle temperament to marry, that is." I don't expect to marry any young talents, people have a good future in the future, if because of me, I suffer from rumors, wouldn't I be a burden to others? Even if people don't care at first, they will feel impatient after a long time. ”

Xie Mulin was surprised when he heard this: "Eldest sister, what do you mean by this...... You are not dissatisfied with Huang Juren, but because he is talented and has a bright future, you are not willing to marry him? You're too presumptuous! Where are you unworthy? You are both talented and good-looking, you are just the right age, you have a good temperament, and your character is also upright, I think you are much better than many of the ladies. No matter how good Huang Juren is, it is only after he lifts people in the examination that he is regarded as a sweetheart, and no one has seen him in the past. Why can't you deserve such conditions?! ”

Xie Yinghui pursed her lips: "My father never asked people at all, if they are unhappy, but because of my father's official position, power and grace, I dare not refuse, won't I gradually resentful in the future?" I see that my father admires this Huang Juren very much, and believes that he has a bright future, so he intends to cultivate it to form a good fate. If it is because of me that this good karma becomes a bad karma, it is too unworthy. ”

Xie Mulin snorted: "Eldest sister, you are too worried. Daddy let you meet people first, and then come to the door to discuss marriage when you feel satisfied, just hoping that you can marry the person you want to marry, instead of giving the marriage indiscriminately. Although Daddy has been by your side for a short time and doesn't know you very well, this fatherly heart is not compromised. He thinks about you so much, just hoping that you can be happy, how can he rashly force a marriage and leave hidden dangers in your marriage? Moreover, Daddy inquired about this Huang Juren, and inquired very carefully, it was impossible for the other party not to be unaware, and most of them knew that Daddy had taken a fancy to him as a son-in-law. When he arrived in the capital, he came directly to the door to deliver the letter, instead of handing the letter to the shopkeeper Mao for forwarding, which shows that he is not necessarily unhappy in his heart. ”

Xie Yinghui still shook her head: "My father has several daughters, in addition to me, there are three girls who are not like words, you and the fourth sister are at the age when it is time to say goodbye." Even if the fourth sister is a concubine and younger, isn't there still you? Maybe Huang Juren will think that Daddy is planning to marry you to him? You are much better than me in terms of origin, so how can he not be happy......"

Xie Mulin's gaze flickered. This is certainly impossible! Xiao Rui had already proposed to Xie Pu, and that was before he entered Beijing. There is also the support of King Yan behind this marriage, and it is impossible for Xie Pu to change his hexagram. And the fourth sister Xie Yingfen has long been eyeing Yang Chun, the grandson of the second room, and the Song family and Xie Meijun have talked about this matter, and I don't know if they have told Xie Pu through the family letter. The Xie family currently has no daughters in marriage, only Xie Yinghui and Xie Yingrong. The latter has a black history with Xie Pu, where is it as important as the former?

Xie Mulin could only say to Xie Yinghui: "Eldest sister, you have only met Huang Juren in a hurry, how can you know what he thinks in his heart?" That's good, marriage is related to your whole life, and you can't just rely on a hurry to decide, and you can't rely on your father to arrange it. If you have a good impression of Huang Juren and are willing to consider the possibility of marrying him, let's find a time to meet with this Huang Juren, explain the situation in person, and ask him if he cares about your life experience and whether he is willing to marry you. If he doesn't want to, don't talk about it. Based on Daddy's evaluation of his character, it is estimated that he will not talk about this matter casually. And if he wants to, that's easy. You communicate carefully with each other to understand each other, if you are willing to achieve a marriage, it is not a blind marriage and a dumb marriage, is it? ”

Xie Yinghui looked at her second sister dumbfounded: "You mean...... I went directly to him and asked......" Before she finished speaking, her face turned red again, and she spoke incoherently, "No, no, no...... No way! What does this look like?! He's a foreign man...... We don't know each other! ”

Xie Mulin rolled his eyes: "If you really plan to marry him, you can't just rely on that quick glance?!" Make it clear to your face, what's so bad?! Only by understanding each other's true thoughts can you determine whether he is the right person for you. Frankly speaking, eldest sister, it is not easy for Dad to pick out such a person, if you miss it, you may not be able to find a more suitable one in the future. It's true that your marriage is more difficult, but there's no reason to give up your life's happiness because of your biological mother, right?! If you have a chance, of course you have to fight for it! If you succeed, you will have a good life in the future. Fight for failure, and you have nothing to lose. Don't you want to prove to your birth mother that you didn't go with her back then, and it was the right choice?! ”