Chapter 274: What kind of feelings do you have for me?
At that time, Mu Chengzhu was still thinking that it didn't matter if Yun Shifei really liked Cheng Yan, anyway, they might not see each other for the rest of their lives.
But I don't want to, it turns out that they have been in the capital all along.
So Yun Shifei came to Beijing to go to college, is there a reason?
Mu Chengzhu didn't know what the relationship between Yun Shifei and Cheng Yan was at this time, but it seemed that they weren't talking about friends, right?
Cheng Yan heard Mu Chengzhu's words and raised his eyes to glance at him.
Without autism, these eyes are cold and sharp, like some kind of beast, which is intimidating.
Mu Chengzhu suddenly remembered what Zhao Haishuang said in the community before, and Cheng Yan bankrupted the Cheng family.
Nine times out of ten, it's true.
Cheng Yan didn't want to talk to Mu Chengzhu at all, he took Yun Shifei's hand: "Let's go." ”
"I don't want to go, I want to go back to school." Yun Shi scarlet road.
Cheng Yan also sensed that Yun Shifei's mood was wrong, and thought of what Mu Chengzhu had just told her, the secret between the two of them.
What's the secret?
Whatever it is, they were able to have secrets, or they made him jealous to the point of madness.
His terrible possessiveness, wanting to make her whole person his, how could she have secrets with others.
Thinking about it, Cheng Yan didn't restrain his strength, and pinched Yun Shifei's hand too hard, and Yun Shifei, who was in pain, frowned.
Cheng Yan came back to his senses at this time and let go, but he still didn't let go of her.
He said, "Then I'll send you back to school." ”
Yun Shifei originally wanted to refuse, but he thought that he also wanted to ask Cheng Yan about the matter and make a decision about the matter between the two.
Otherwise, the more you think about it, the more uncomfortable it will become.
So, Yun Shifei let Cheng Yan lead her to the school.
Unconsciously, the two came to the lake where Yun Shifei stayed for an afternoon yesterday.
Yun Shifei sat on the chair with Cheng Yan.
Yesterday, she watched as the others went in and out of pairs, and she sat alone.
Today, she is not alone, but unfortunately this person next to her...... He's a liar.
She sat on a chair, looked at the lake in front of her, and asked Cheng Yan: "Do you know, yesterday afternoon, I also sat here for a long time and thought about a lot of things." ”
Cheng Yan looked at her with deep eyes.
Yun Shifei couldn't stand him looking at her like this, his eyes were easy to soften her heart.
However, what she can't stand the most is that she was deceived by others.
Especially being cheated on by someone you like.
The events of her previous life brought too much shadow to her.
"Cheng Yan, what kind of feelings do you have for me?" Yun Shifei suddenly turned his head to look at Cheng Yan.
The two looked at each other, and this time, Yun Shishuang's eyes were clear, and he no longer dared to look at him like he did in the past.
Cheng Yan didn't expect Yun Shifei to suddenly ask this, he already felt that she was in a very strange mood today.
No, it should have been weird since yesterday.
What happened to her? Or from him, what was discovered.
"I like you." Cheng Yan said.
He said this from the bottom of his heart, and he had told her several times.
He liked her, so much so that he wanted to possess her and melt her into him.
Such a strong liking.
However, there are too many emotions, too much love, but he can't say it.
Because he was also a little afraid in his heart. Huaxiu Chinese
If he really confessed his thoughts unreservedly, he was really afraid that he would not be able to control himself from now on, lock her firmly by his side, and never let her go anywhere.
Yes, this dark thought in his heart had been swirling for a long time.
From the moment she treated him well and pulled him out of the darkness, he had already thought about doing it, thinking that if he died, he would also drag her to hell.
However, when it came to the last step, he was reluctant.
Because he was reluctant, he couldn't show all his thoughts in front of her. Before he wants to reveal his thoughts, only if she loves him as much as he does, he will not feel particularly empty in his heart.
The past upbringing made him unable to love someone well, for fear that the person would betray her.
Although, now Yun Shifei also likes her, but now, it is far from enough.
Besides, there must have been a problem between them at this time.
So, that's all he can say.
Looking at the young man's serious face, Yun Shifei was thinking, what kind of liking does he like?
Like to play with her? Or do you really like her?
Yun Shifei thought for a while and asked, "Then why did you lie to me for so long?" ”
For three years in high school, he hid it for three years, treating her like a fool.
In fact, even if he lied to her in the last year and a half.
Cheng Yan was stunned for a while, and after a while, he said, "You know everything." ”
"I see, you've been pretending from beginning to end, so are you also pretending to be pitiful and win my sympathy?"
Obviously, he has his own ability, and the help of the Qin family is helping him.
How could it be so miserable in the Cheng family?
She felt so stupid and believed that he was pitiful, only to find out in the end that she was 10,000 times more pitiful than him.
"I'm sorry." Cheng Yan stretched out his hand and wanted to touch her head.
Yun Shifei subconsciously avoided it and didn't let him touch it.
So, his hand awkwardly stayed in the air, and after a while, he took it back.
Yun Shifei looked at Cheng Yan, her eyes were red, and she looked very pitiful: "Cheng Yan, you never know how hurtful your disguise is sometimes." ”
If he could stand up when she was slandered that she was with him at that time, would her fate not be like that in her previous life.
I will not be burdened with the charge of humiliation, and I will not give up on myself......
Yun Shifei felt that her thoughts were getting more and more chaotic, and she didn't know what to say.
So, she stood up and looked at Cheng Yan: "I'm really ...... I can't accept that I'm sorry for you. ”
After Yun Shifei finished speaking, he stood up and left quickly.
Cheng Yan looked at the back of her leaving, but did not chase her.
At this moment, his feelings are complicated.
Yun Shifei's appearance was an accident for him, and he had been in disguise until then.
Originally, he also thought about whether to tell her the truth of the matter, but he gave up after thinking about it.
didn't expect that the moment she found out the truth now, it would be so uncomfortable.
Cheng Yan sat on the chair and thought quietly about Yun Shifei.
She was made to cry by him because he cheated on her.
In fact, he can also understand Yun Shifei's sadness, she likes him and treats him so well.
In the end, it turned out to be a hoax.
Now, what should he do?
The apology just now, it is obvious that she is unwilling to accept it.
Thinking of this, Cheng Yan pursed his lips, he wanted to sincerely apologize to her.
In the past, what she had done for him, he had done it for her all over again.