There is a long flight of steps in front of the courthouse.

Before going down the steps, Xu Tanxi said: "Rong Li, you go home first, and my uncle and I will go to the old house." ”

Why don't you call him sir?

He began to become suspicious, and even a word or a word from her would be subconsciously speculated, then over-analyzed, and then cautious.

"Can I go along?"

The words he uses the most lately are can't, good, and can't...... It's all uncertain interrogative sentences, trembling temptations.

Xu Tanxi shook his head and didn't say anything else.

Rong Li didn't dare to say anything else...

After seeing Lu Huanong, he warned himself to be obedient, obedient, uncomplaining, and at the disposal of Xu Tanxi. He is actually very despicable, he knows that Xu Tanxi is easy to be soft-hearted, so he plans to be an absolute weakling.

"I'll wait for you at home."

"Hmm."

He asked hesitantly, cautiously, "You...... Will it come back? There was a clear pleading in his tone, and a slight sense of fragile helplessness.

Sure enough, Xu Tanxi's heart softened.

"Yes." She said, "I'm leaving." ”

She went with Wen Shiyu.

Rong Li stood in place, watching her leave, the steps were too long, and he had the idea of rushing up many times.

"Rong Li."

It's Xiao Ji.

He came out of the court: "Your expression," he heard the assistant say that the Xu family's case was heard today, "lost the lawsuit?" ”

Rong Li looked at the bottom of the stairs and was absent-minded: "Well, I lost." ”

Xiao Ji's mother, Ms. Chen Weiqing, also held a trial today, and the result was good, and she was only sentenced to six years.

"Where's Xu Tanxi?" He looked around and didn't see Xu Tanxi.

Rong Li lowered his head and looked at his shadow on the ground: "Let's go." ”

Gone, left him behind.

Ke Baoli was driving, and Xu Tanxi and Wen Shiyu were sitting in the back.

The sun was fierce and burned the eyes.

Xu Tanxi closed the window, and the eyes that had been looked directly at by the sun were very dry: "Uncle, did you already know?" ”

"Know what?"

"The truck driver was arranged by Rong Li." She looked at the ginkgo on the street outside the window, "On the day of the Lantern Festival, you came to Xiangyun Town to find me, is it because of this incident?" ”

Finally, the East Window incident happened.

"Well, I knew it at the time."

She looked into Wen Shiyu's eyes and asked, "Why didn't you tell me?" ”

Wen Shiyu didn't hesitate for a moment: "Because it's not your fault." ”

"It's my fault." Her eyes were barren and empty, "I know everything, and it's my fault to pretend not to know." ”

"Nothing." He looked at her, his eyes were gentle and firm, "Don't get into a dead end, it has nothing to do with you." ”

"Who does that have to do with that? Who is to blame? Is it to blame Rong Li? The light in her eyes went out at once, "But he didn't mean to." ”

"Whew-"

As if she couldn't hear him, she lowered her head and said to herself weakly: "But my grandmother and aunt are gone,"

It was as if two hands were pulling her, blaming and exculpating at the same time, about to tear her apart.

Wen Shiyu tried to drag her back: "Dumb, listen to me-"

"It's my fault." She looked up at the sun, her eyes burning red from the light, and she muttered, "My fault......"

She said it again, Wen Shiyu corrected it, and said her mistakes over and over again, but she couldn't listen to it and couldn't get out.

How could it not be her fault? She doesn't admit her mistake, what should Rong Li do?

The car stopped, she got out of the car by herself, and staggered into the old lady's room.

She stepped forward and knelt down in front of the statue.

"Grandmother, aunt."

After shouting, she was silent again, and after a long silence, she bent down and kowtowed.

"Don't come to Rong Li."

She didn't get up, just like that, touching her forehead against the cold ground so that she couldn't see the picture.

"Don't blame him."

"I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry."

“……”

Tears dripped on the futon, and she knelt from day to night.

After the sunset, the starry sky is coming, the community is so lively, who is playing music, it is a heart-rending love song.

Rong Li heard the sound of the door opening and immediately looked up.

Before the key was pulled out, Xu Tanxi stood at the door: "What are you sitting here?" ”

He sat on the steps of the entrance: "Waiting for you." ”

Xu Tanxi closed the door and put the key on the cabinet, she walked over and stretched out her hand to him: "It's so cold on the ground, why don't you take something to pad it." ”

She cried, and her eyes were red.

Rong Li took her hand, stood up, and hugged her: "I'm sorry." ”

"I'm sorry."

At night, the light came out, and the next day, it was Tangguang who woke up.

In the following week, Tangguang and Guangguang came out very frequently, Xu Tanxi was awake less and less, and the time was getting shorter and shorter, she couldn't sleep, and she always stuck to Rong Li when she was awake, clamoring to have sex with him.

Rong Li took her to see a psychiatrist every day, and the effect was not very obvious, but at least Huang Wenshan had a way to make her fall asleep.

"It's not going well." Xu Tanxi slept in the lounge next to her, although the sound insulation was good, Huang Wenshan still involuntarily lowered her voice, "Miss Xu's personality consciousness is weakening. ”

If this continues, the main personality may disappear completely.

"I just talked to her for a while, and negative sentences like 'I'm not good,' 'my fault,' and 'it shouldn't be like this,' came up many times." Huang Wenshan said, "It's because she's self-loathing and has a tendency to depression." ”

Rong Li sat opposite: "What should I do?" ”

"Gotta untie the knot."

Huang Wenshan glanced at him.

His shoelaces were tied in dead knots, his face was cold and pale, his dark circles were obvious, his eyes were very depressed, and there were scabs on the index finger and thumb of his right hand from cigarette burns.

Huang Wenshan felt that he should also do a psychological consultation.

"Mr. Rong, although it can't be explained medically, I have always felt that the cause of Miss Xu's illness is you. At the time of the hospital fire, it shouldn't have been Tangguang who came out of the fire, if it was her, it would be impossible for her not to know, I think it was Miss Xu after the memory was briefly fused, that is, as you said before, Miss Xu shared Tangguang's memory at that time. ”

Rong Li asked, "I'm sorry, can I smoke a cigarette?" ”

"Yes."

She remembered that Mr. Yung had quit smoking.

Rong Li lit a cigarette and held it between his injured fingers, he smoked hard, but when the smoke came out, it was slow and leisurely, which was the most choking and hurting lung smoking.

Very sad.

But fascinating.

Huang Wenshan continued: "The personality of Guangguang appeared at that time, and Tang Guang said that the first time she had a conversation with Guangguang in the mirror was in the hospital, indicating that she first had 'Rong Li' in her previous life, and then Guangguang appeared. After that, the psychiatrist did hypnosis and suppressed the two sub-personalities, and it was not until Miss Xu met Mr. Rong in Xiangyun Town that the sub-personalities began to be active again. ”

In fact, there are rules, the appearance, silence, and activity of the sub-personality are not untraceable to me, and if you string the timeline together, you will find that the central point seems to be circling Rong Li.

"The first time Tang Guang appeared was six years ago, Mr. Rong, I actually suspect that Miss Xu saw you six years ago."

Rong Li took a piece of paper and shook the cigarette ash on it: "I don't have an impression." ”

"Maybe she's seen you unilaterally, but of course, there's no medical basis for any of this, it's my guess. I don't know if Mr. Rong, believe it or not, Miss Xu said about the past and present life, I'm ashamed to say it, I'm a little confused as the main director. ”

To be honest, it's a bit outrageous, after contacting Xu Tanxi, Huang Wenshan doubted his professional ability more than once.

"To get back to the point, I want to make it clear that don't underestimate your influence on Miss Xu, the medicine I prescribed shouldn't be as effective as Mr. Rong."

Xu Tanxi slept until dusk, and Rong Li carried her into the car, but she didn't wake up.

It was getting dark, and the sky in the distance was like a painting splashed with red paint by a lonely painter, the tone was warm and bleak.

Rong Li covered Xu Tanxi with a blanket, called a substitute driver, and returned to Luhu Bay.

"Nothing."

"Nothing."

He couldn't wake her up, so he had to pick her out of the car. Rong Guan was closed in Cheng Ji, and the living room was not lit, and it was dim.

He couldn't see very clearly, so he carefully put her on the couch, covered her with a blanket, and got up to turn on the light.

The hand was pulled.

"Nothing.

She said, "It's Tangguang." ”

Rong Li crouched down, her silhouette like a blurry silhouette in the dim light, illusory as if it was about to turn into smoke at any moment.

He slowly approached and kissed her cheek, cool, real.

She pushed him away: "How can you kiss Tangguang?" ”

"I'm kissing Xu Tanxi."

She woke up when she parked, her eyelashes wouldn't pretend to be asleep, she betrayed her, and her eyes wouldn't deceive, Rong Li recognized it at a glance.

"How can you pierce me?" She got angry, kicked off the blanket, and her eyes were red, "Tang Guang is okay, she can be with you with peace of mind, Xu Tanxi can't." ”

She blinked, tears rolling down her eyes and smashing on the back of Rong Li's hand.

"Rong Li," she looked at him quietly, tears streaming fiercely, "I'm very uncomfortable. ”

Rong Li wanted to hug her, raised his hand, but didn't dare to touch it: "Where is it uncomfortable?" ”

She shook her head and said she didn't know.

Don't cry, don't cry, as soon as she cries, he wants to hand her a knife.

He withdrew his hand that had been stiff for a long time and stepped back: "I'll go, shall I go?" ”