Chapter 125: Can't Talk

She said: "Your Majesty, your love for your concubines, the concubines also have feelings, the emperor has so many concubines to take care of, it is also very hard, the concubines are here, the emperor doesn't have to worry too much." ”

After a pause, Zhao Qiujin said again: "The reason why the concubine wants to do that is because the concubine wants to live here peacefully, and she doesn't want so many concubines to think about it and think about hurting the concubine." The concubine is not a little sheep to be slaughtered, if you can't let the left side of the face be beaten, but also let people hit the right side, if anyone wants to hurt the concubine, the concubine will definitely double it back. This is the way of survival of concubines. If you don't want your concubines to be eaten by them, you should come to Mingguang Palace less. ”

"The concubines just want to live a plain life and study medical skills well, they don't want to be the phoenix on the branch, which makes everyone blush, and they don't want to bother to fight with others, if the emperor really loves the concubines, he will go to others more, so that they can pay less attention to the concubines, and the concubines can live a stable life."

"As for your political affairs, if you need the help of a concubine, the concubine is not to be defined, and you can tell it."

Zhao Qiujin said all the words that were held in her heart, and she hoped that Leng Lingzhe would understand. But he didn't expect that her heartfelt words were so harsh in Leng Lingzhe's ears, he loved this woman, but this woman wanted to push him away, saying that it was for her own survival!

Leng Lingzhe's heart, no one can pour cold water more than Xian Zhaoyi. Since she doesn't want my favor, let's put it away.

Leng Lingzhe smiled bitterly, "Concubine Ai's thoughts are really different from others, since you want this, then I can do whatever you want." ”

"Emperor Xie!" This is the result that Zhao Qiujin wants, but why is there some loss? Zhao Qiujin shook his head, he can live a quiet life in the future, great!

That night, Leng Lingzhe left gloomily. Aifei doesn't need herself, so don't make her unhappy. She wants a peaceful life, so give it to her.

Since that night, the emperor has not been seen in Mingguang Palace. Zhao Qiujin began her pure research work again, studying medical skills. Although her heart is sometimes empty, she is still happier than before. If you want to live your life, you must cherish and enjoy it.

Huan'er and Xiaohe, but they are a little worried about Zhao Qiujin, it turns out that the emperor is old, but now he is not coming, it seems that the mother has lost her favor again!

Leng Lingzhe has been wandering since he left Zhao Qiujin that night, and there are so many concubines in the harem, but they all welcome him! Only Zhao Qiujin, don't want him. He indulges in the heap of women, in his government affairs.

Concubine Shu, Leng Lingzhe was side-sealed when she was very young, she is not the emperor's favorite woman, but she is the woman who understands and feels for him the most. She watched Leng Lingzhe get drunk and die, lingering among the concubines like butterflies, and she was very worried. She knew that Leng Lingzhe loved Zhao Qiujin, but she didn't expect that after the Concubine Li incident, the two of them drifted apart.

The weather was a bit gloomy and it seemed like it was going to rain. Concubine Shu didn't care, she went to visit Zhao Qiujin, she wanted to talk to Zhao Qiujin.

In the Mingguang Palace, Zhao Qiujin guided Huan'er and Zhuruo, teaching them to know medicinal materials and medicinal properties, just like a mentor. The students are serious in their studies, and the teachers are very attentive.

Concubine Shu saw Zhao Qiujin looking like a happy life, and she was even more worried about the emperor.

Zhao Qiujin welcomed her visit very much and was happy. In the palace, Concubine Shu can think about her, she likes Concubine Shu and respects her.

"Xian Zhaoyi really has a heart, and this day is also interesting." Concubine Shu said sincerely.

"Sister Shufei, don't laugh at my sister, I'm so idle, they are willing to learn," Zhao Qiujin said with a smile.

Huan'er brought tea to Concubine Shu, "Concubine Niangniang, you can taste it, this is the jujube tea that our Niangniang has studied, and it is said to nourish yin and moisturize the lungs." ”

Concubine Shu took a sip, "Well, the thick jujube fragrance, the sweet taste, it's so delicious!" She was amazed.

Zhao Qiujin smiled, "If my sister likes it, bring some when you leave for a while, and go back and drink it slowly." ”

Concubine Shu drank tea slowly, chatting with Zhao Qiujin, and Huan'er and Xiaohe brought homemade snacks from time to time, which also made her novel. Hyun Zhaoyi is really living a fulfilling life! Concubine Shu felt even more distressed about Leng Lingzhe in her heart.

Zhao Qiujin was silent, for the sake of a peaceful life, he pushed the emperor away by himself, and he couldn't complain about others.

Concubine Shu looked at her, "Sister, the emperor is bitter in his heart, but he has no place to say." He has his world, his subjects, and his concerns, and you have to understand him more. ”

Zhao Qiujin nodded tearfully.

It was raining, washing away the stuffiness and the burden in Zhao Qiujin's heart, she wanted to hold Leng Lingzhe's hand again and follow his footsteps.

Zhao Qiujin is a man of action, and if the emperor doesn't come to her, she will go to the imperial study to find it herself.

Leng Lingzhe is really in the imperial study.

Gao Cheng reported: "Your Majesty, Xian Zhaoyi is here." ”

Leng Lingzhe's heart was in a ball, he wanted to see Zhao Qiujin, but he was afraid to see her. His face grew cold, and his heart wall was built. "Let her in."

Zhao Qiujin took a deep breath and went in, Leng Lingzhe looked at her calmly, his face was neither good nor bad, "The concubine has seen the emperor." ”

"Is there something wrong with Concubine Ai?" Leng Lingzhe's tone was steady.

Zhao Qiujin was a little embarrassed, "Oh, the concubine is fine, I'm afraid you can't be busy, so I'll come and take a look." ”

Leng Lingzhe stopped looking at her and gave Gao Cheng some folds, "Okay, then you can help me dispose of these folds." ”

Zhao Qiujin hurriedly took it, "Okay." ”

Next, there was nothing else in the imperial study except the sound of wheezing, the sound of reading, the sound of writing, and the sound of grinding, and occasionally, Zhao Qiujin asked, and Leng Lingzhe answered. It's not surprising that the atmosphere in the study room is good today.

Zhao Qiujin held it for a while, and she decided: "Your Majesty, the concubine has something to tell you." ”

Leng Lingzhe still didn't look up, "Concubine Ai, let's listen." ”

Zhao Qiujin said to Gao Cheng, "Father-in-law Gao, you go down first, and I will talk to the emperor alone for a while." ”

Elevation nodded and withdrew.

Zhao Qiujin walked to Leng Lingzhe's side, "Your Majesty, don't you want to look at your concubines?" ”

Leng Lingzhe looked up at her, his eyes were deep, Zhao Qiujin looked into his eyes, "Your Majesty, the concubine knows that what she said last time may have hurt your heart, but the concubine really thought like that at the time, thinking that everyone would be able to live a peaceful life, but in fact it was not." ”

She leaned her head on Leng Lingzhe's shoulder, "The concubine thinks that if you are pushed away, you can live with peace of mind, but unfortunately not, the emperor has taken root in the concubine's heart, not that you can pull it out if you want to." ”

Leng Lingzhe's heart seemed to be washed with warmth, but in a blink of an eye, he cooled down again. Today she thinks of herself, so she comes to be warm, and if she gets angry tomorrow, will she push herself further away? How long will her heart last?