Chapter 452: Self-righteousness
After Su Manxue woke up, she saw that the position next to her was vacant again, Ji Jiuhua was still not by her side, and he left him early in the morning.
She turned a blind eye to Ji Jiuhua's departure, she was used to it, he didn't know where to go early every morning, Su Manxue was about to go out to the palace to meet Chu Yin.
But he didn't expect Ji Jiuhua to come in soon, he was holding barley porridge, and his voice was gentle: "When you wake up, drink the porridge, and then go out later." ”
Ji Jiuhua encircled her in his arms and fed her to drink the porridge little by little, and Su Manxue lay in his arms, taking a bite at a time
Finished drinking the porridge.
These days, her belly is getting bigger and bigger, and she can barely walk, and the maid next to her helps her out of the house, "Otherwise, I'll send you over." Ji Jiuhua couldn't stand it, Su Manxue was like this now, and got up to support Su Manxue.
Su Manxue waved her hand, "I'd better go over alone, anyway, there are maids around me to support me, and if you go over, Chu Yin will definitely ask you about Gu Qin again, I don't want to give her these extra hopes." ”
Last time, Ji Jiuhua appeared, Chu Yin thought that Gu Qin had a whereabouts, and chased Ji Jiuhua and asked a lot, but Ji Jiuhua could only answer her that Gu Qin's whereabouts had not been found for the time being.
Because of this incident, after Su Manxue returned home, she scolded Ji Jiuhua and asked Ji Jiuhua, and felt that it was all his problem, which made Chu Yin full of hope.
So since that fight, Ji Jiuhua has not appeared in the palace again, and when he thought of this matter, Ji Jiuhua quickly dispelled his thoughts.
"Then let the maid help you over, and let the maid tell me anything about it."
Su Manxue nodded, feeling that Ji Jiuhua was becoming more and more verbose, since she was pregnant, she was no longer like before, but she had to tell her everything.
This made Su Manxue a little funny and helpless, with the support of the two maids, Su Manxue still arrived at the palace, and Chu Yin is now becoming more and more decadent.
Locked herself in her room all day long, didn't even go out of the door, she only felt that she was very depressed, and Su Manxue couldn't see Chu Yin so uncomfortable.
"What the hell is going on?"
Su Manxue found Chu Yin and saw that she was lying on the bed, her eyes closed, without saying a word, Cuizhu kept kneeling beside her, Su Manxue didn't know what she found, but looking at the way she looked now, she knew that it must have something to do with Cuizhu, but she didn't know what Cuizhu did wrong and provoked Chu Yin.
"It's fine."
Chu Yin said weakly, Su Manxue frowned, "If you have anything, just tell me, don't hide it like now." ”
Su Manxue's tone was slightly angry, the most unaccustomed thing was Chu Yin, there was something to hide from herself, she knew that she cared about her very much now, but she was still like this, which made Su Manxue feel like she was excluded.
"Actually, it's not a big deal, it's just that Cuizhu inadvertently suddenly mentioned Gu Qin, she said that Gu Qin has probably had an accident, let me be mentally prepared, don't be as depressed as now, I gave her a slap."
Chu Yin said lightly, but Su Manxue knew that she must have been very uncomfortable just now, otherwise it would be impossible to do this kind of thing, after all, Chu Yin has always treated the maid beside him very well, and it is impossible to slap the maid.
"What the hell is going on?"
Su Manxue waved her hand at Cuizhu and asked Cuizhu to leave quickly, Cuizhu had been kneeling in the room for half an hour, and now that she was finally liberated, she only felt relaxed all over.
After Cuizhu left, Su Manxue sat down beside Chu Yin's bed, "I know you're in a very uncomfortable mood now because of Gu Qin's matter. ”
"But Gu Qin's matter, in a short period of time, there will definitely be no way to know his whereabouts, don't be too sad, once there is any whereabouts, Ji Jiuhua and I will definitely find a way to inform you immediately, and there is no news of the accident until now, which means that he must be fine now."
Su Manxue said a big call, just to make Chu Yin feel a little better, and not to be as depressed as before, but Chu Yin didn't, because her words restored her mood but felt even more depressed, she didn't want to hear any words of comfort now.
"Okay, you don't have to say these words to me now, I've heard these words many times, I just want to know what happened to him now, you go back first, don't come here for the time being."
For Chu Yin, every appearance of Su Manxue was like a kind of hope to her, but Su Manxue's words would soon make her hope completely shattered.
Rather than this, Chu Yin would rather Su Manxue not appear by his side, and he might feel better, not as uncomfortable and depressed as he is now, full of hope, and finally disappointed It feels really painful.
Su Manxue didn't understand Chu Yin's feelings at all, because she couldn't really empathize at all.
Chu Yin didn't speak again after she finished saying this, she knew that Su Manxue would definitely be able to understand what she meant, "I know what you want to express." ”
Su Manxue's voice was a little hoarse, "I understand what you want to express, I won't appear again during this time, if there is anything, just ask the maid next to you to come and inform me, as soon as Gu Qin has any clues, I will notify you immediately." ”
After saying this, Su Manxue almost fled in a panic, she never thought that her appearance would be so cruel to Chu Yin, and now Su Manxue realized that being by Chu Yin's side these days did not comfort her, but only aggravated her pain.
I'm afraid that in Chu Yin's heart, she is also another source of her pain, Su Manxue felt very uncomfortable, she thought that she had comforted Chu Yin, but she didn't expect that all this was just her own self-righteousness.
In fact, these didn't play a role in Chu Yin at all, but they were a kind of counterproductive effect to her, and she was still complacent.
After Su Manxue returned to the Ji Mansion in embarrassment, she saw Ji Jiuhua waiting for her at the door, Su Manxue didn't know if Ji Jiuhua knew what she said to Chu Yin.
But Ji Jiuhua was able to appear in front of her at such a time, which was a great happiness for Su Manxue, she hugged Ji Jiuhua tightly and enjoyed every minute and second of happiness in his arms.
"It's okay, your appearance is enough for me to be the greatest happiness, stay by my side in the future, don't go anywhere."
Of course, Ji Jiuhua knew how worried Su Manxue was about Chu Yin these days, she couldn't sleep almost every night, always thinking about Chu Yin, and muttering over and over why Gu Qin hadn't gone down until now.
This was also a kind of torture for Ji Jiuhua, and he also wanted to tell Su Manxue everything he had gotten in his hands, but in order to prevent Su Manxue and Chu Yin from being hurt, he still held back.