Shen Lin could feel the indifference and patience in Yan Jingzhe's deep voice through the phone.

When Shen Lin heard this, she couldn't hold back a silent wry smile.

Of course, she knew that Yan Jingzhe didn't need comfort, and she even knew what Yan Jingzhe needed most, but those three gentle words, Shen Lin was stuck in her throat and couldn't say anything.

It's not that you're unwilling to give, it's that you're unable to give.

His lips opened and closed, his throat trembled, and he was suffocated. It took Shen Lin a long time to say two words: "Jing Zhe"

Then there was a long whimper and longing.

She likes Yan Jingzhe. Moreover, Yan Jingzhe has almost become an inseparable part of Shen Lin's life.

He was always in Shen Lin's eyes and heart, because of his concern and tolerance for her, and all the compromises he made for her.

All of this was unbelievable to Shen Lin before. She always fixed her life cycle on the line of death. Over the years, few have really touched her heart.

Therefore, Shen Lin cherished Yan Jingzhe very much, but most of the time, Yan Jingzhe's request came too suddenly, which caught her off guard.

"It's not that I don't love you, it's just that I'm unadaptable, and accepting that you're a part of my life has drained all my strength." Once you get used to this feeling, you suddenly come to an extremely serious topic - marriage. ”

Speaking of this, the beautiful face crumpled.

She didn't know what words to use to express her feelings now. Shen Lin was afraid that the words would be used incorrectly, which would make Yan Jingzhe misunderstand and hurt him.

After hesitating for a long time, Shen Lin finally said again:

"I love you, but a lot of things need to be done step by step, and it takes me time to get used to it."

Yan Jingzhe on the other end of the phone was silent for a long time.

I don't know what the consequences of my words will be, and I don't know what he's thinking. A heart was instantly raised to the throat because of a long silence. She could even hear her heart and pulse beating clearly.

"Okay, I see, I'll give you time."

Yan Jingzhe's voice was very calm, so he couldn't hear any emotion at all. Shen Lin's hanging heart instantly became empty, and his whole body was cold, as if the blood in his whole body had been drained away.

"Thank you, Jing Zhe."

Shen Lin, when she said this, she was very vulnerable, and the hand holding the pen trembled because she couldn't control it.

She wanted to thank Yan Jingzhe for his tolerance and patience with her, but the more she explained, the more guilty she felt, so when she spoke, all she had left was thank you.

"Don't work too late and rest early."

"Okay."

Shen Lin hung up the phone and looked at the dark screen, feeling extremely sad and guilty, more of an indescribable sourness.

Yan Jingzhe did not accept her thanks. Does this mean that Yan Jingzhe can't understand her so-called difficulties? Shen Lin is still unclear.

Yan Jingzhe's thoughts are deeply hidden. If he doesn't want to say, it's hard for anyone to guess what he's thinking.

Shen Lin didn't dare to speculate. She feared that if she guessed wrong, the whole person would fall into an emotional vortex.

Putting down the phone, Shen Lin clenched the pen again, looked at the design drawings on the table, and tried to focus on the design drawings, but found that no matter how he diverted his attention, it seemed to be in vain, and his mind was still full of conversations with Yan Jingzhe.

In the end, Shen Lin gave up the spiritual traction, put down the pen, finished the day's work, and chose to go to the bar.

She knew that even if she went home now, her mind would only be Yan Jingzhe.

The peace of infinite tolerance, and the tone of voice hardened by disappointment.

If you had to find a place in your mind that wouldn't squeeze out Yan Jingzhe's voice, it would be a noisy bar with loud music all the time.

There, even if the music doesn't work, she has the option to numb herself with alcohol.

Although Shen Lin didn't like this place full of desire, in order to alleviate the pain in her heart, she found the largest bar in the city through the software and followed the navigation guides.

The reason why Dream Bar has become the largest bar in the city this year is not only due to its forward-looking decoration style and rich service types, but also because of the strong resources behind it.

It is said that the dream boss is just a young man who has just graduated from college, but he has the support of Huo Dashao, a famous figure in the city.

So, while dreamy nights are chaotic, few people dare to make trouble here. Shen Lin also took a fancy to this and dared to dream alone.

Shen Lin chose to sit alone at the bar, ordered a glass of tequila, and then let the deafening music fall on the eardrums, drinking in the dim light without any scruples.

After all, a bar is a bar, and no matter how good the law and order is, it's built ahead of time for all who come here to enjoy to their heart's content.

Most people come to bars just for a glamour hunt and an indulgence.

Groups of people match groups of people, and those who fight alone are like wandering fish throughout the dream, almost all of them are old activists. So when they see a single girl, the eyes are sharper than an eagle's.

Compared with the red men and green women in the bar, Shen Lin still wears formal clothes after work, but she can't hide her good figure at all. Under the loose coat, beautiful curves are still faintly visible.

That's it. Shen Lin sat alone in the bar, so she quickly attracted the attention of several old activists.

Those few people observed Shen Lin for a long time. After confirming that Shen Lin was acting alone, they launched an operation almost at the same time. So, three or four people surrounded Shen Lin alone.

At that time, Shen Lin's third glass of tequila had just been drunk, and the new tequila handed over by the bartender was directly taken away. A delicate white face began to turn red.

Several sloppy men surrounded Shen Lin, smiling vaguely and obscenely.

Several people looked at each other, and the one who looked like a big brother spoke first.

"Beauty, are you alone?"

Shen Lin, who was a little drunk, turned his head, glanced at the person, turned around and continued to drink his own wine.

The rest of the people saw the person who was ignored by Shen Lin, and they couldn't help but boo and ridicule him.

The man who was ridiculed by everyone was stimulated and became more clingy.

The man stretched out a hand, gently placed it on Shen Lin's shoulder, close to Shen Lin's ear, and whispered, "How lonely it is to drink alone, why don't you drink two drinks with your brother?" ”

The man had already drunk a lot of wine before approaching Shen Lin, with the smell of alcohol all over his body, and his mouth still smelled of smoke all year round.

Turning his head, Shen Lin's neck instinctively shrank back a lot, frowning at the smiling man in front of him.

The man looked to be about thirty years old, but his smile was full of fine lines, and his face was very pale, which was clearly the dark circles of nightlife indulgence. At first glance, he is the kind of person who lives in nightclubs and bars all year round. This kind of person Shen Lin is not common, but Shen Lin, a person who is difficult to get along with in business, is often encountered.

Shen Lin laughed, and did not push away the man's arm on his shoulder, but said slowly:

"Yes, but it doesn't seem like fun to have just the two of us."

Shen Lin turned her head and looked at the other men who were still beside her.

"Why don't you join?"

As she spoke, Shen Lin suddenly showed a gentle and provocative smile at the people around her. Seeing several men who were already interested in her, they couldn't help but swallow their saliva and nodded quickly.

Several men sat on Shen Lin's left and right, lined up. They were all far away from Shen Lin, but their eyes were always on Shen Lin.

They each ordered a glass of the same wine as Shen Lin, and then squeezed forward one after another, wanting to toast Shen Lin.

Shen Lin held a wine glass in his hand and looked at the crowd swarming on the left and right. A clear voice said, "If you all drink with me like this, then I'm going to get drunk and go to the hospital." But even though I'm a woman, I don't ask everyone to let me. ”

After a pause, Shen Lin looked at a few people with bated breath and said with a smile:

"So be it, let's drink together and see who ends up drinking more."

When the man heard this, he was immediately interested, and shouted, "Is there any reward for drinking too much?" ”

After he finished speaking, he turned his head to look at his friends around him. Several men also joined in, asking Shen Lin what reward he could get in the end, whether it was a kiss or a one-night stand.

But Shen Lin didn't say anything, just to see who could drink to the end.

Although a few people were a little reluctant to hear this, they were all uninvited, and maybe there would be some prizes, but if they didn't go, they would really be gone.

"Mystery is the best."

Shen Lin smiled and drank all the wine in his cup. When those men saw this, they naturally did not show weakness and drank all the wine in their cups.

Watching a few people finish drinking the contents of their cups, Shen Lin nodded with satisfaction and asked the bartender to fill a few more people.

Although these people are old wine barrels in the wine field, Shen Lin has also learned the skill of not getting drunk in a thousand cups in the wine field.

The reason why her face turned red after two glasses of wine was simply a physical problem. It is easier to develop color after drinking.

Shen Lin wasn't good at drinking before. At the beginning, she was just a simple pour-in.

But when she went to the UK, she had to figure out a lot of things on her own, especially after returning home and opening a studio.

Although Yan Jingzhe always took care of her and protected her from participating in the cruel battles in the mall

But as stubborn as Shen Lin is, she feels that her career should be started by herself. Therefore, most of the time, the business she talks about is fought for by herself behind Yan Jingzhe's back.

After a few rounds, there was already some staggering among the few people. Although Shen Lin was a little dizzy, he seemed to be much more sober than the others.

After a few rounds, several men still couldn't drink Shen Lin, and gradually began to get angry under the urging of alcohol.

The man from before was the leader again. With a thud, he shattered the glass filled with amber liquid that the bartender had just handed over on the table.

"TMD, you're kidding us!"

He had drunk with many women, and he had never seen someone like Shen Lin who could drink.

Drinking it until she was in a dream. After drinking for an hour, the woman never left her seat, let alone went to the toilet. It's simply not giving anyone a chance to get their hands on those drinks, one cup after another, better than drinking water.