Self-inflicted
The generation of boys born in the post-80s generation may be the most bloody generation in China after the liberation. These people were born in the important historical period when the black society matured, and they also made movies to commemorate their filthy youth, and many boys have seen the most bullish people since they were children are those who are mixed in the road and released from the trumpet, that is, it is like going abroad with a layer of gold, and there is a knife pinned to the waist, only when they speak, someone listens carefully.
Those thick-necked men with gold teeth and wearing floral shirts are deeply imprinted in the eyes of the boys, they are very comfortable, they are the most casual group of people in the boys' impressions, freedom, freedom of everything, free sex, they soak the most beautiful girls, and they like to see the girls in pain and happiness.
The boys found out, and it seemed that the failure of their studies meant that they had to pick up a knife and carve out a future for themselves. Facts have proved that such an idea, like all ways to make money, only created some people, and the other part of the people at the base of the pyramid were killed alive by such strange theories.
You must know that whatever is made of gold, it will be sold for gold at the same price, and people are the same, there are people every year, and there are many in that generation.
Despite the fact that it is so cruel, who would have thought that the wonderful life of the Black Society still constantly infected those hot-blooded silly boys, so many people could not become the real underworld, but they also learned a ruffian and became the scapegoat most like the Black Society.
Bei Bei never believed that Peng Cheng was in the underworld, although he really looked like a hooligan, this thing sounds a bit rustic when he talks about it now, Mr. Ma has cheated money on the computer, and who else can he cut with a knife. Regardless of anything else, with his Peng Cheng's financial resources, this matter is impossible, I haven't heard of any Taoist who has been like him. Relying on women to support them, they can't even afford to wear socks and pants, that's not the underworld, it's an out-and-out beggar gang.
Bei Bei was in a trap for a while, so how can she explain it now? At that moment, she especially wanted to help him lie.
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"Daughter-in-law, no one cared about me when I was a child, I wasn't tall, I looked a bit like a woman, I was still young, and I was bullied a lot. But I'm very good at fighting, and I can knock him down in a few strokes. Speaking of this, Peng Cheng seemed a little proud, he smiled shyly and blushed a little.
"Then you said that you can't always meet ordinary people, and I can't do it if there are more ordinary people, so sometimes when there are more people who beat me, I will suffer, I didn't want you to see my ...... Hey!" He paused for a moment and looked down at the back of Beibei's hand, rubbing his thumb back and forth on the back of his hand.
He stared at her, rubbed twice, took the girl's hand between his two hands, raised it to his chest, reverent as if facing a god, he raised his head: "I never thought I would meet you again in my life, daughter-in-law, you let me know what love is." ”
Bei Bei stared at his face expressionlessly, and her arms subconsciously shrank back. Peng Cheng dragged her, feeling that her dodge was becoming more and more obvious, so he gradually let go of his hand and no longer forced her. He was a little discouraged, his shoulders slumped, but he still looked at her greedily and never took his eyes off it, firm as a stubborn child, clear and clear.
Bei Bei didn't answer, she stood up and squeezed in front of the young man, this time, Peng Cheng didn't stop her. She didn't need to explain that she was leaving him, she was a little happy, in fact, it had nothing to do with this scar, I don't know why, she felt that he gave her an excuse, but that was not the real reason in her heart, but she could leave him in a dignified manner, and there was no need to explain any reason far-fetched.
The moment the door was closed, the girl's heart smiled, and it was hidden under the surface, and the end was very beautiful. Just as she leaned against the door to catch her breath as if she was relieved, something slammed into the door from the inside, and with a bang, the door seemed to bulge forward behind her, pushing against her back, and she was startled.
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They broke up, almost wishing for a thing, but it was less than two hours apart.
Peng Cheng is not a patient person, after Bei Bei left, he only thought for two hours before he was determined to continue to stick to her, and he sent her a message, which was concise and to the point.
"I'll be waiting for you at home in the evening. ”
The girl took out her mobile phone and glanced at it, the message was received, but she didn't reply, she was already determined not to continue to mix with the child, what a rare opportunity, well done, she wanted to be a woman who was cared for by men, not the mother of the child. She thought she could, she thought that all the men in this world were polite, she was a self-righteous guy.
The girl's attitude did not embarrass Peng Cheng for a long time, the message was not returned, and the call came soon. Bei Bei insisted on hanging up, not answering any of them, and finally the smart child changed a mobile phone and called, and did not mention the words of not answering the phone, and said: "Daughter-in-law, my mobile phone is broken, this is someone else's phone, I think about it, even if you want to abandon me, I will not give up on you, I am afraid that you will regret it, I will wait for you at home at night." Peng Cheng grinned, as if what happened in the morning had never happened at all.
"I'm not going. Bei Bei coldly rejected him: "Let's not ...... in the future"
"Okay, don't say hurtful things, you will regret hurting me like this in the future, I'll pick you up at the station at night!" Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Peng Cheng, who hung up the phone angrily without waiting for Beibei's answer.
Bei Bei found out for the first time that she was actually such a person, and she didn't tell him that she Wen Beibei was going to say goodbye to him Peng Cheng. What's even more infuriating is that she didn't even avoid him, as if she wanted to catch up, she took the commuter bus home, met him at the station, and finally, under his push and shove, went home with him.
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Facts once again prove a truth, what others do to you, you find it yourself. How can this make so much sense, it is the same for everyone, Bei Bei has not yet found out that this is her pit. The future is all made up of today's present, and when she recalled these things again, she was surprised to find that she didn't have to be indignant at why life did this to her, because life was her own choice.
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Peng Cheng told Bei Bei how each scar was cut and when it was. She asked him if he didn't go to the doctor every time he was cut, and Peng Cheng nodded.
There was too much damage hidden in his black eyes like grapes. Bei Bei touched his head and combed his hair with her fingers, soft hair, very unhealthy, not very dark, thin like silk threads, soft on his face.
Peng Cheng quietly turned his face away: "Daughter-in-law, how do you know that I never go to the doctor?"
"Because a treated knife wound is not like this, the wound does not turn over on the outside. Beibei's fingers touched one of the longest scars: "There will be needle holes after stitches, you can stand up after cutting at a glance." Peng Cheng hadn't read any books, and he couldn't understand topics like protein coagulation when he explained too much, but he was very smart, and Bei Bei knew it as soon as he said it.
He lifted the placket of his shirt, pointed to the reddened cut left by the operation, and said, "Do you mean that?"
Bei Bei smiled slightly.
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At this time, Wen Beibei forgot the most important question, why these knife wounds were cut, and she paid too much attention to the question of how the knife wounds grew, like being able to show off her knowledge. As long as a person is alive, any injury will slowly heal, which is understandable.
Peng Cheng deliberately avoided it, and he only said when and who cut those injuries, but he didn't mention a word about the reason for cutting him. You must know that no one walks on the road, they will swing a knife and slash people for no reason, they are not Mei Chaofeng, and he Peng Cheng is not a moving target. As for the reason for this, Peng Cheng did not mention it, but he could only explain that this reason is difficult to say, and nine times out of ten it is not a good thing.
The young man was lying on Babe's lap, reminiscing about the past, and he said that after each cut, he hid at a friend's house. She asked him if he had never had a tetanus shot, and he didn't even know what tetanus was, and he said that he was always dazed, sleepy, and when he woke up, the blood clotted into a clot on his back, sticky to his clothes, and when he was no longer confused, the wound was healed.
If it was really fed by God, Bei Bei's heart throbbed uncomfortably, he was so pitiful. She pulled his arm, leaned on his thin shoulder, and dragged him hard, the process was very simple, the cut was bleeding a lot, and he fell asleep in a daze when there was more blood, and the blood flowed a little more, and the platelets coagushed through the clothes, and the wound stopped, and then he probably woke up, but he was still in a state of blood loss, and when he was not confused, he would have survived when he was awake, otherwise he would have lost too much blood, and then hemorrhagic shock, and then died.
"Does your mother care about you?" Bei Bei raised her head slightly to look at him, looking at his ignorant and confident appearance, no wonder he lost so much blood during the operation, and he insisted on not going to the hospital.
"Which mother?" Peng Cheng asked her suspiciously, and Bei Bei was at a loss.
"Adoptive mother. ”
"I ran back and forth, sometimes here, sometimes over there, they didn't know where I was, they all thought I was there for the other party, and most of these were cut by Song Guofen. ”
Babe touched his head, and he looked at her like a puppy hungry for affection, his dark eyes evading her gaze. Then he reached out and grabbed Babe by the shoulder, leaned close to her face, and kissed her on the mouth.
"Daughter-in-law, don't leave me, if you ......" Peng Cheng couldn't go on: "I'll be your junior." ”