Chu Yin was stunned, she didn't think that she would suddenly ask herself this question, since she had already seen it, she could only answer Gu Qin truthfully: "It's been like this for the past few days." ”

From the night she was poisoned, she kept vomiting blood, but she covered it up well, so Gu Qin didn't find out until now that if she didn't want Gu Qin to know, Gu Qin wouldn't know at all.

Gu Qin only realized this at this time, he thought that everything was developing in a good direction, but he didn't expect that all this was just his own fantasy, and her physical condition was getting more and more serious.

No wonder her face was so pale, there was no blood at all, she looked extremely embarrassed, and she didn't realize it, and he felt very painful when he thought of this.

"I'm sorry, if only I had found out earlier, it must have been painful, right? I can't even imagine how you spend your time when I don't know it. ”

Gu Qin didn't know what to say in order for her to forgive herself, so she could only apologize to her one by one, Chu Yin smiled and nodded at him: "I'm fine, in fact, everything is not as serious as you seem, but it is indeed a little uncomfortable, but it is not so painful." ”

Chu Yin comforted him in turn, she really didn't want to see him like this, this was what she didn't want to say, she just didn't want to see Gu Qinzhang blame herself like this now, so she kept all this out of her secret, but she didn't expect this secret to be discovered by him so soon.

"Then why didn't you tell me? I've said it all, no matter what happens, tell me as soon as possible, I want to bear it with you, whether it's pain or happiness, I want us to experience it together. ”

Gu Qin tried his best to suppress the impulse in his body, whenever this time came, he wanted to rush into the palace and kill him, if it weren't for him, he and Chu Yin, why would he be like this.

All of this is because of him, Gu Qin's hatred for him has deepened a little, and he can't wait for that plan, he really can't wait, and even wants to see the moment he falls now.

"What's the use of telling you? Gu Qin, have you thought about it, this matter is not something you and I can change, life and death are originally destined by God, what I can do now is to make myself look like a nobody, so that at least it will not make other people who are worried about me sad. ”

Chu Yin also felt very uncomfortable and depressed, Gu Qin felt that it was okay to suppress herself, but all she could do was like this, even if she told Gu Qin all the pain in her heart, what could he do to help herself?

Gu Qin was speechless by her question, and he didn't know how to answer her question just now, but he suddenly realized that he was just venting all his dissatisfaction on her.

Obviously, the person who did this from beginning to end was himself, but he was always unwilling to admit it, so he vented his deep dissatisfaction and pain on others, and this other person is the person he loves the most.

"I was wrong."

He buried his head in his knees and hid his most embarrassed side, not wanting to show such an embarrassed appearance in front of Chu Yin, Chu Yin cried and shook his head.

"I never blame you, I just don't want us to live in pain every day, since it's destined to be this result, why can't we face every day happily? Do you have to force yourself to be the way you are to feel good? ”

This sentence was said to Gu Qin, and at the same time to herself, Chu Yin took Gu Qin into her arms, she never blamed Gu Qin, even if she knew that she would die soon, she thought that she might not be able to be by his side.

"You can accept this result calmly, but I can't, you don't know at all, I know how desperate you were at the moment of poisoning?"

Gu Qin choked up and said, he can't sleep well these days, he has sent countless people to inquire about the divine doctor, as long as there is a little hope, he will not let go, and he always feels that a miracle may happen to him soon.

But he didn't expect that God would be so cruel to him, what he was waiting for was not a good result, the dazzling blood on her body reminded him all the time, Chu Yin really couldn't be with him for too long, he couldn't accept this result in his life.

No matter what Chu Yin told him, he couldn't accept it.

Gu Qin reluctantly compromised, "Since you can't accept it, then let me have nothing to do from beginning to end, so maybe your heart can feel a little better, and I don't have to be as uncomfortable as now, we can all deceive ourselves, nothing happened." ”

Chu Yin said to him very calmly, he knew that Gu Qin was unwilling to face this result, and seeing that he was unwilling to face it, he accompanied him to deceive himself, and nothing happened.

Gu Qin hugged her tightly and said sorry over and over again in his heart, but he knew that the three words sorry were useless, everything had already happened, and there was no room for redemption.

At this point, why should he force so much?

Both of them slowly compromised in each other's embrace, and in the blink of an eye, a few days passed.

In the past few days, Su Manxue has been staying in the palace to accompany Chu Yin, the relationship between the two is getting better and better, and Su Manxue is almost about to forget Ji Jiuhua who stayed in the mansion.

Ji Jiuhua waited in the mansion day by day, but he never waited for Su Manxue to come back, he realized that he seemed to be left out in the cold, and after this point, Ji Jiuhua hurried to the palace and wanted to take Su Manxue back to his mansion.

It's just that he was just about to go, when he was suddenly entangled by something.

He was walking on the road when he was suddenly stopped by a woman, who looked ragged, sloppy, and had a faint smell on her body, but the face that was exposed was very beautiful.

"Ji Gongzi, please help me, only you can help me, please." She pulled Ji Jiuhua's sleeve and refused to let go, Ji Jiuhua's cleanliness habit was very serious, and she couldn't push her away at all in the face of her dirty appearance.

He could only watch her stand in front of him, and he said helplessly: "I don't even know who you are, what else do you want me to help you, I don't have much silver on me, can you see that these are enough?" ”

Ji Jiuhua felt that she was mostly here to beg, and touched her body, there was only a little broken silver, and he handed her all the broken silver, thinking that although the money was nothing to him, it was a lot of money for a beggar.

But she didn't accept her money, "Ji Gongzi, I really have something important to ask you, can you find a place where you can talk?" ”

Ji Jiuhua looked her up and down, she was indeed a little familiar, but she couldn't remember who she was.