Yan Jingzhe laughed softly: "How do you know? You don't have to know, either, because the favored ones always have something to fear. ”

In front of Shen Lin, all of Yan Wenxuan's were displayed little by little. Yan Jingzhe watched Shen Lin's expression change little by little, fear and guilt, and the ice that he didn't want to believe seemed to be melting little by little.

He was not only talking about Yan Wenxuan, but also himself. He just didn't dare to say it. He knew that Shen Lin would not accept it, and would even run farther and farther.

How could Shen Lin think that just one child would give so much for her?

Moreover, she was still such a young child that she suddenly felt that a crack had opened in the dark corner of her heart, and a large amount of sunlight had been sprinkled.

Then the warmth is invaded by guilt.

"I'm sorry, I don't know."

"There's nothing to regret, he's willing! You see, I didn't stop him either. ”

I didn't stop myself either, even if you couldn't see anything. Yan Jingzhe said silently in his heart.

But all this is not so simple in Shen Lin's eyes. She was so panicked.

Although she has been pursued since she was a child, she also always rejects others because she still feels inferior because of her dead mother.

When she gathered strength and actually went out, she received a huge amount of harmful feedback, and even caused her to be ridiculed for the rest of her life.

After all this, she was scared for a long time. She refuses to believe that there is someone in this world who can truly love another person, neither a relative nor a friend.

People are selfish, wrapping themselves up and isolating themselves from the world.

So she got used to being alone, standing in the wind and rain, being tested and attacked.

However, at this moment when she refuses to believe anything, someone quietly hugs her, not asking for anything in return, unwilling to tell her, just simply loving her.

She wondered if she should also accept the warmth that this little guy with open arms, even open hearts, brought her.

"I think I should apologize to him personally."

"And then?"

"Then tell him that I love him too, but adult feelings cannot be forced."

Shen Lin raised his head and looked at Yan Jingzhe firmly.

Yan Jingzhe was suppressed. At the time, he didn't know how to react. He could only look at Shen Lin. It took a long time for his eyes to start moving and his brain to think.

It's just that he still maintains the elegance of a gentleman, holding his red wine glass, turning around and walking to the other end of the kitchen, facing the pot and Shen Lin in front of him, he said, "I'm hungry, fry me an egg." ”

And Shen Lin, who was still very firm for a second, was also stunned after hearing Yan Jingzhe's inexplicable request.

Yan Jingzhe looked at her expression and smiled.

"We're even," he said. ”

But Shen Lin still didn't know what Yan Jingzhe meant, and he was still staying where he was.

"Okay, I'm not kidding you, I'm really hungry." Yan Jingzhe pointed to the pot opposite and said with sincere eyes, "I want to eat eggs, please fry one for me." ”

Shen Lin looked at Yan Jingzhe's sincere and funny eyes and nodded helplessly. Haoxia, although the skirt is very long, it has not reached the state of mopping the floor after all.

"Is it enough to just eat an omelette?"

Shen Lin walked to the pan, looked at the tools, walked to the huge stainless steel refrigerator with fresh ingredients, grabbed the doorknob of the refrigerator, turned his head, and looked at Yan Jingzhe and asked.

"Omelettes are fine, aren't they?" Looking at Yan Jingzhe, Shen Lin deliberately pointed to what Yang Xiao had done before, and the fox asked.

"Do you want me to eat this cold?" Yan Jingzhe followed Shen Lin's line of sight, picked up the fried egg beside him, and looked at Shen Lin with a sneer, with an expression of disbelief, as if to say, 'Do you hate me so much?' ’

Seeing that Yan Jingzhe had misunderstood so much, Shen Lin hurriedly shook his head.

"No, I just think you should eat something nutritious." Shen Lin turned around and tried to open the refrigerator in front of him.

Shen Lin is not an athlete. She spends almost all of her daily life in the design studio, so she has fair skin, even though she tans easily. Of course, she was also weak.

Seeing that the muscle lines of Shen Lin's forearms began to appear under force, Yan Jingzhe put down the cup and walked towards her.

Standing behind Shen Lin, raise your arm, put your big hand higher than Shen Lin, and open the refrigerator door forcefully.

didn't notice Yan Jingzhe's arrival, Shen Lin was still pushing the refrigerator door hard, because the door was suddenly opened, and it tilted back by inertia, so the whole person fell into Yan Jingzhe's arms.

Yan Jingzhe quickly grabbed her shoulder with his other free hand, otherwise she would probably fall to the ground.

"Are you alright?"

A deep and magnetic voice sounded behind Shen Lin.

She escaped from Yan Jingzhe's embrace in horror, pinned her somewhat messy hair behind her ears, shook her head, and said nothing.

Yan Jingzhe just looked at her calmly and said slowly, "I want to eat pasta, is that okay?" ”

"Okay, is that a spiral or a butterfly?" She quickly turned her head and looked at the refrigerator, looking for all kinds of spaghetti in the refrigerator like a hotel waiter.

I can't help but laugh at the cute and flustered side of the little woman. Yan Jingzhe cleared his throat and said, "Ordinary pasta will do." ”

"Okay." When Shen Lin returned to him, he immediately began to look for ingredients, and Yan Jingzhe's hand was placed in front of the refrigerator to help her share the panic in her worries.

"Black pepper beef gravy?"

He likes the stubborn Shen Lin, the flustered Shen Lin like a deer, and he also likes Shen Lin with a smile on the corner of his mouth. Yan Jingzhe whispered like a coquette: "I like cream mushrooms." ”

"Okay, I'll do it for you now." Shen Lin nodded vigorously, as if to express how focused he was on cooking noodles without any interference.

Yan Jingzhe knew that Shen Lin was nervous because he was standing behind her.

After seeing Shen Lin get the first ingredient, he turned around and returned to where he had been standing, picked up the red wine glass again, and watched the little woman busy looking for other ingredients in front of the refrigerator.

Without Yan Jingzhe's invisible oppression, Shen Lin immediately relaxed. Carefully search for the ingredients, and in a few minutes you will find them all.

The little woman, with a pile of cold ingredients in her hand, turned and kicked the door of the refrigerator and walked to the counter.

Yan Jingzhe looked at her staggering appearance and tried to step forward to help several times, but each time Shen Lin successfully stood firm, Yan Jingzhe had no chance to pass. He was really worried that the little woman would fall to the ground completely. After another thrilling walking process, Shen Lin finally put all the ingredients on the table.

Relieved, Shen Lin first poured most of the water into the pot to cook the spaghetti noodles, and then began to prepare the ingredients for the sauce.

Yan Jingzhe saw Shen Lin's orderly preparation process, and had to admit that this was really a bit surprising.

Although he was very hungry, he was worried that Shen Lin would not be able to do anything at first, so he just asked Shen Lin to help him fry an egg, but he didn't expect that Shen Lin could make pasta and seemed to be very skilled.

Shen Lin turned around to get the whipped cream and saw Yan Jingzhe's slightly surprised eyes.

For some reason, he said, "What's wrong?" ”

"It's nothing, I just didn't expect you to be so skilled." Yan Jingzhe told the truth.

"A person who has lived abroad for four years and does not learn to do so can only be forced to starve." Shen Lin picked up the milk and continued to make the sauce.

When she was studying in the UK, she used to work in a restaurant. Because she lives alone and doesn't know how to cook. In order to solve the problem of livelihood, she always takes advantage of some gaps to steal the skills of a chef in the back.

At that time, there was a good black intern brother in the restaurant, who was always the last one to walk in the kitchen. She and her black brother take turns using the leftover ingredients, following the chef's method, and then learning cooking techniques together.

After that period of hard work, Shen Lin's Western cooking skills have been trained very well, almost comparable to the chefs of Western restaurants.

Four years, it seems to be an understatement.

If Yan Jingzhe hadn't heard about what happened before Shen Lin went to the UK, he would almost have thought that she was just the child of a wealthy businessman who went to the UK to study.

It's just that Shen Lin was obviously desperately alive in those four years, and even slept less than five hours a day.

It's not enough to just study one course, there are other courses and work-study programs as well.

"Tired? Those four years. ”

Yan Jingzhe put down the cup and asked calmly, as if there were no waves in his heart. However, staring at Shen Lin's sapphire-like eyes was pity.

"Life isn't easy, we all have to adapt to it."

Shen Lin simply summarized the first half of his life and gave this sentence to Yan Jingzhe.

How much pain have you experienced? There are too many, but that's all in the past, so there's no need to talk about the past all the time. Memories only bring more pain.

So, get used to keeping your mouth shut and allowing yourself not to remember the pain.

However, many things don't disappear by silence, they don't come without active recollection. But it's like foam boards, which still show up when they're pressed into the water.

Therefore, some people can't help but hate.

So Shen Lin is back, revenge, revenge at all costs.

For those who don't understand, even Yan Jingzhe, she doesn't want to explain, because she is always used to taking everything on her own.

Shen Lin thought as she stirred the creamy mushroom sauce.

Suddenly, the tall man hugged her from behind her.

Shen Lin knew that it was Yan Jingzhe, and only Yan Jingzhe would be like this, but she was still in a hurry, so the wooden shovel fell into the pot.

He never pulled his feelings for Shen Lin back to the original point, but he was worried that Shen Lin would not be able to adapt, so he silently kept his distance, waiting for the moment when her cold heart melted.

However, looking at the bitter back, Yan Jingzhe finally couldn't control himself.

From the moment he hugged Shen Lin tightly, he felt Shen Lin's throbbing, but he still hugged her tightly, and then turned her to himself, gluing the lips that were completely different temperatures together.

It all came so suddenly. When Yan Jingzhe's tongue reached into Shen Lin's mouth, Shen Lin's only reaction was to resist with his own tongue and push Yan Jingzhe's tongue out of his mouth, but it was precisely because of this resistance that it caused an even stranger reaction.

At this moment, the flames were ignited at this moment, and sparks flew between the two of them, and they began to turn a deaf ear to everything outside.

Yan Jingzhe's hand caressed Shen Lin's waistline, and with great enthusiasm, he tested every part of her. Be careful not to be too fast or too rude, so as not to scare Shen Lin.

Under the influence of Yan Jingzhe, Shen Lin was intoxicated and even addicted.

If you ask her now, is she still afraid to face her truest feelings? I'm afraid she can't answer.