Song Jiu immediately became anxious when she heard this, she struggled to get off Fu Qingze, "You let go of me, I won't go back to the palace, I have to find Gu Shengan." ”

Fu Qingze saw that she couldn't stand on the ground, so he could only hold her hand, he stared at Song Jiu, and said, "Ah Yan, you are really stubborn, you must do whatever you want, even if you hit your head and bleed, you won't look back." ”

"Qing Ze, as long as I don't find Taifu for a moment now, I will be so flustered that I can't breathe."

Song Jiu clutched his chest, and the expression on his face was painful.

Fu Qingze took off the hat on her head, found that there was blood flowing down her head, checked her hands and feet, there were several abrasions, large and small, he was so distressed that he quickly took a bottle of gold creation medicine from his arms, he carefully wiped the blood stains on Song Jiu's body, and then lowered his head and gently gave her medicine.

Song Jiu's right arm rubbed a sharp stone, and directly wiped off the skin, the wound was blurred with flesh and blood, when Fu Qingze was giving her medicine, she bit her lip in pain, and directly stretched out her hand back several times, refusing to let Fu Qingze touch it again.

"Ah Yan, the wound on your arm is too serious, I have to help you clean the wound, and then bandage it with medicine, otherwise it will be difficult to heal when the wound becomes infected and inflamed."

Song Jiu could only stretch out her arm again, she bit her lip and said, "You light it up, it hurts." ”

Fu Qingze poured the disinfectant on Song Jiu's hand and said, "Now you know it hurts?" Why aren't you afraid of pain when you have to be strong just now? ”

Song Jiu had tears in his eyes, "I was so anxious that I didn't care about the pain, but now I found out that it hurt so much when I took the medicine!" ”

Fu Qingze finished bandaging Song Jiu's wounds, and then took out a handkerchief to gently wipe away her tears, "Ah Yan, listen to my advice, you go back to the palace first and wait for the news, I promise you that I will definitely do my best to find out Gu Shengan, and when the time comes, whether he is dead or alive, I will tell you as soon as possible." ”

Song Jiu lowered his head and didn't answer, Fu Qingze saw that she was shaken, so he continued: "It's useless for you to continue to stay here, after all, you are now injured in your hands and feet, and you have a hole in your head, you can't go far at all, if you have to insist on limping to find Gu Sheng'an, I will still be distracted to take care of you, there is no way to gather my guards to find Gu Sheng'an." ”

Song Jiu thought for a while, and suddenly looked up at Fu Qingze, "Are you really going to try your best to find Mrs. Gu?" But you just said that you wish he died sooner. ”

"I do want him to die, because I can't stand him controlling you with power every day, I want to give you back your freedom, but since you are so reluctant to him now, then I won't do anything to him anymore."

Song Jiu looked at Fu Qingze suspiciously, "What you said is true?" ”

Fu Qingze's face was injured, he reached out and grabbed Song Jiu's fingertips, "Ah Yan, you don't believe my words?" Do you think I'm going to lie to you? ”

"If it were on weekdays, I believe that you would not lie to me, let alone hurt me, but once it comes to Taifu, it is difficult for me to fully believe you, after all, in addition to you, even your father Fu Xiujie and your aunt Empress Dowager Fu also want Taifu's life, and the grievances between you are too deep, so I can't guarantee that you won't attack Taifu."

Fu Qingze's eyes were gloomy, and he said: "It turns out that you always insist on staying here and refusing to return to the palace, you are afraid that even if I find the seriously injured Gu Sheng'an, I will take advantage of the danger to kill him, right?" ”

Song Jiu didn't open his mouth to deny it, Fu Qingze knew in his heart that she was acquiescing, he smiled sadly, "Ah Yan, we used to be so close, what did you go through to make you so alienated from me, you would rather rely on Gu Sheng'an now than believe me anymore, your indifference and suspicion are like a sharp knife, poking into my heart one by one." ”

Song Jiu smiled coldly, and she replied: "Qing Ze, I told you, people will grow up and change, maybe I used to be like a little girl, I had to rely on you for everything, but now I have become completely different, I don't need you anymore, I just need Taifu." ”

Fu Qingze's face was like ashes, and the light in his eyes faded little by little, "Do you have to say it so cruelly?" ”

"I'm sorry, I don't want to do that either."

Song Jiu took a deep breath, "But if I don't make it clear to you, you don't want to accept the reality, and I don't want you to be addicted to the past." ”

Song Jiu raised her head, she looked at the mountains in the distance, and continued: "Qing Ze, we should all look forward and move forward. ”

"Forward?"

Fu Qingze suddenly pulled Song Jiu forward for a while, and the two came to a steep slope, surrounded by thorns, he sneered and replied, "Ah Yan, do you see that there is still a road ahead?" ”

Song Jiu looked at the steep slope, his eyes flashing slightly, "What do you want to say?" ”

Fu Qingze's face was a little excited, and he replied: "I just want you to understand that it's not right that you keep moving forward, because there is a high probability that the road ahead is a dead end." ”

"But if you don't go ahead and see, how will you know if this road is a dead end?"

"I know, I don't have to go."

Fu Qingze stared at Song Jiu, and he continued: "Ah Yan, if there is no more you on the road I walk in the future, then no matter where this road leads, it will be a dead end for me. ”

Song Jiu's heart moved, and she sighed softly, "Qing Ze, if you could have said these words to me without hesitation when I confessed to you, then maybe the result would have been different......

Song Jiu stopped as she spoke, she was thinking, if Fu Qingze hadn't flinched and avoided Song Yan at the beginning, maybe Song Yan would not have sacrificed to summon evil spirits because he couldn't get a response from his lover and was desperate in his heart.

But if Song Yan didn't summon spirits that night, and she didn't enter her body, then she would either be wandering around now to absorb resentment and become evil spirits, or she would be devoured by evil ghosts and her soul would be scattered, thinking of such a tragic ending, Song Jiu suddenly felt that her current situation was not particularly bad.

Although she was still trapped by the ghost curse, and the red thread around her waist became more and more bewitching and terrifying, she was at least alive.

Fu Qingze saw Song Jiu's gaze far away, and his whole person fell into deep thought, he couldn't help but stretch out his hand and shake it in front of her, "Ah Yan, what are you thinking?" ”

Song Jiu shook his head and replied, "I didn't think about anything, I just felt that providence made people." ”

"Ah Yan, that's why you're so indifferent to me now because I disappointed you at the beginning, right? I didn't mean to turn you down at the time, I was so scared. ”

"I know."

Song Jiu replied: "Under the circumstances at that time, no matter who it was, it would be afraid, so I never blamed you for retreating. ”