"He screams all day long, and his head hurts, and he likes to run around, I don't tie him up, in case he runs out and is abducted by human traffickers, and you are hit by a car, you are willing, right, I am not for his good. I'm your mother, you think of me like that. Mother Li also wailed and cried.

Li Xiaoxiao sighed: "Mom, I didn't mean that. ”

"That's not what you mean, what do you mean, I'm also his grandmother, do you think my heart is made of stone, I'm going to abuse him?"

Later, the matter evolved into Li's mother crying and complaining, Li Xiaoxiao apologizing, and Yin Yin finally took a deep look at Zhao Zeming in Li Xiaoxiao's arms before leaving with Gu Jiamu in her arms.

On the way back, Yin Yin's mood was not too high.

At night, Gu Jiamu fell asleep, Yin Yin took a bath, and before going to bed, he turned on the computer.

Since bringing Mu Mu back to the imperial capital, she has written a Weibo diary every day or two, about Gu Jiamu.

First, it is to record the changes in Gu Jiamu's situation, and second, she also needs a channel to confide.

The computer glowed with a cold white light, and Yin Yin's fingertips kept tapping on the keyboard.

[On the day of 201*month*, yesterday, I took Mumu to kindergartens and special education institutions for a walk. Dr Lim said that children with autism close themselves to a world and are not allowed to communicate with outsiders, and they seem withdrawn and unsociable.

But because of this, in order to help with the treatment, he should not be left alone, otherwise over time, it will only push him farther and farther, and continue to communicate with him constantly, so that he can slowly come out of his small world where he is alone.

When I took Mu Mu to kindergartens and special education institutions, I thought that there were children of the same age, maybe they could play together, maybe even if they couldn't play together, it would be good to have the atmosphere of that group.

But it was worse than I thought. Kindergartens are reluctant to accept children with autism. I can understand them, but at that moment, I still feel distressed, obviously my Mu Mu is so well-behaved, so good, I want to give him all the good things in this world, but there are so many people who are unwilling to accept him.

I admit that in my career, I am an independent and strong woman, but in the face of Mumu, I am so fragile, when I walked out of kindergarten, I almost cried, and later, smelling the sweet smell of Mumu in my arms, feeling the warmth of the little bun in my arms, I eased up.

As for special education institutions, I don't think it's very suitable for Mu Mu, Dr. Lin said that Mu Mu has a high IQ, and it is still different from most other autistic children, so he can't rush into special education institutions.

I took Mu Mu to the mall, bought him clothes, and looked at a new set of clothes on Mu Mu, I felt that my son was the best looking little man in the world.

The salesman said that Mu Mu is so handsome, he will definitely attract many girls to chase him when he grows up.

I also think that Mu Mu will definitely look good when he grows up, after all, Gu Shi'an and I are both good-looking, but will there be girls chasing after them? Maybe at first when you see his face, your mind will be different, but what if you know that he has autism. Will it be disgusted in the blink of an eye.

The thought of that situation makes me feel both sad and angry.

I told myself countless times in my heart that it didn't matter, even if Mu Mu was not liked by anyone, at least I, as a mother, would like it. By the way, Dad Gu and Grandma Gu will also like it.

Today, I took Mu Mu to Dr. Lin's doctor, Dr. Lin said that Mu Mu's condition has not deteriorated, but it has not improved, which is probably good news, I know that to fight autism, it will be a long process, it will be a few years, more than ten years, or even decades.

On the way back, passing through an old town, I happened to see the little boy named Zhao Zeming.

He was tied to the edge of the door by his grandmother, he was irritable and screamed uncontrollably, his grandmother was scolding him and screwing him, and even at the end I saw her holding a rag and making a gesture to shove it into the little boy's mouth.

How could I possibly watch it, just as I was about to go over to stop it, the child's mother came back, and I heard their conversation afterwards.

At that moment, I was thinking, what is the future of Zhao Zeming?

What does the future look like for other autistic children in this world, or more accurately, do they have a future?

And my Mumu, where will his future be......]

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On this day, it was a rare good weather, and Gu Shi'an had a rare vacation, so he planned to go to Xuanfu Mountain as a family and have another picnic.

Xuanfu Mountain is not steep or high, it is a rare place to go green, and Grandma Gu's body is also tough, so the family of four went together.