At the end of the year, the officials of the ancestral sacrifice Qing Officials Division were very busy, Guan Langzhong and the other two officials also went to help, as for Qingshu, Guan Langzhong directly gave her a holiday.

Qingshu felt more and more bored staying here, but she couldn't bear it and didn't show it.

As soon as she was on vacation, Yi An often came to see her.

On this day, she was concentrating on practicing calligraphy in the house, and Yi An didn't call her when she entered the study, so she looked at her calligraphy seriously.

Qingshu finished practicing the words and found her: "When did you come?" Why don't you tell me to go down. ”

"I'm fine. Qingshu, your writing is getting better and better. ”

"Where's the good?"

Yi An didn't say it, but said: "I look at your word very imposingly, just like the feeling when the sword is unsheathed. ”

Qingshu smiled and said, "The eldest princess said that my handwriting is strong and vigorous, which is similar to what you said." ”

"Or the eldest princess is more vividly depicted. Qingshu, as long as you persevere, you will definitely become a master of calligraphy. ”

Just like her, as long as she keeps fighting, she will definitely become a general.

Qingshu nodded and said, "Don't worry, I will stick to it and won't give up halfway." ”

Lin Fei said outside: "Girl, Second Grandma Shen is here. ”

"Who is Second Grandma Shen? It can't be your stepbrother's daughter-in-law, right? ”

Qingshu smiled and said, "Shen Zhan hasn't married yet, where did he come from?" It was my former classmate Chu Yun, who married Shen Pengtu, the second son of the waiter of the Ministry of Rites. ”

Yi An sighed: "It's the one who married a widowed cousin at home a few days ago to make a second room?" ”

There is Feng Xiaoyu, who is well-informed and the gossip king is here, and they all know and think about the new things in the capital.

"Yes, that's him."

Yi An snorted twice and said: "Your classmate is really good-tempered, but I directly abolished the third leg of Wang Yadao and then reconciled." ”

Qingshu glanced at her and said, "It's so easy for you to reconcile and leave?" It's okay if you don't have children, but if you have children, you can't take the children away and leave them for your stepmother to rub? took away the child, and it was difficult for the mother-in-law's family to live without help. ”

Unless someone with a particularly strong temperament, the average woman will endure discord as long as she can get by.

Yi An shook his head and said, "So what's the good thing about getting married?" How comfortable a person is. ”

"This is too one-sided, the eldest brother is very good to his daughter-in-law and children, so this matter still depends on the person."

Yi An nodded and said, "This is very true, my eldest brother and they all love their daughter-in-law and children." It's a pity that many people are prejudiced against us and don't want their daughters to marry into our family. ”

The Wu family is not allowed to take concubines, and if the original partner cannot be born, then he will pass on. So the Wu family's house is very clean, and there is no intrigue and competition.

Qingshu shook his head and said: "It's not that I am prejudiced against you, in fact, many parents who love their children know that you have a good family style." It's just that the men of your family have to stay in the border city, and the conditions in Tongcheng are difficult, and people who are not in good health can easily lose their lives when they go there. It is out of this scruple that they do not want to marry you. ”

Under normal circumstances, it would be impossible for Lord Zhu and Lord Jiade to marry Wu Zhengxiao.

Yi An smiled bitterly and said, "You are right. In fact, the men of our Wu family are all fine, at least they can marry daughters-in-law. But many soldiers in the army can only beat singles, and they shed blood and sacrifice to defend the border city, but they can't even marry a daughter-in-law. But those corpses in the capital are full of wives and concubines, and sometimes I think about it and feel that this world is really unfair. ”

Qingshu said: "There is no real fairness in this world, if you want to live well, you can only work hard." ”

Yi An nodded and said, "Go quickly, don't let people wait too long." ”

Qingshu saw Xie Xiaoxin in the small flower hall again, and saw that her face was still a little pale and said, "Why don't you rest at home on such a cold day, what are you doing here?" ”

Xie Xiaoxin said with a smile: "My body has improved a lot, and I have always wanted to thank you." I asked the female doctor Huang, and she said that I could go out. ”

A few days ago, Shen Pengtu married the second room, and the female doctor Huang was afraid that she would be depressed, and when she heard her say that she went out, she didn't object.

"You still need to pay attention if you don't sit well in confinement, if you suffer from the cold and get old, you will suffer."

Xie Xiaoxin said with a smile: "After more than a month of conditioning, my body has improved a lot. Female Doctor Huang said that as long as I keep a happy mood and stick to taking medicinal food, I can recover in a year at most. ”

"That's good."

Xie Xiaoxin took out a notebook from his arms, handed it to Qingshu and said, "This notebook is for you, and I will express my gratitude." ”

Qingshu took it and flipped it open, and after reading it, he returned the copybook to Xie Xiaoxin: "This thing is too valuable, I can't ask for it." ”

"If it weren't for the fact that you and I were dead, what would a notebook be worth!" Xie Xiaoxin said: "Qingshu, if you don't want it, you won't treat me as a friend." ”

Qing Shu hesitated and asked, "Where did you get this copybook?" ”

Thank you for the fact that there are very few copies in existence, and it is even more difficult to find such a complete one.

Xie Xiaoxin said: "My father gave it to me before I got married, don't worry, this handbook is not on the dowry list, and the people of the Shen family don't know it." Qingshu, this is my heart, you just take it! ”

"I didn't think I'd give you anything in return."

Xie Xiaoxin said with a smile: "I know that if you want to reciprocate, you won't say anything like that to me." Qingshu, I know you are genuinely good for me. ”

"I didn't know why, I thought it was too hard to live, it was better to die, and now I think about it, I'm so scared. If it weren't for what you said that day, I would still be immersed in it and wouldn't be able to get out. ”

Qingshu said: "Before you gave birth to a child, you were locked up at home all day to raise the baby, and no one in your mother's family comforted you, and the maid and woman around you couldn't go with you, and it was inevitable that you would be depressed after a long time." finally gave birth to a child, and his body was weak, and he encountered Shen Er doing such a shameless thing to hit you hard. At this time, the people around you just comfort you and tolerate instead of making you resist, and after listening too much, you feel that it is not interesting to live like this, which makes you feel disgusted with the world. ”

Xie Xiaoxin was shocked and asked, "How do you know so clearly?" ”

Qingshu smiled and said, "My sister goes to a private school to teach and earns six taels of silver a month, and that silver is not enough for her carriage and horses." There was a time when she was a little angry and didn't want to go, and my grandmother also supported it, but I didn't agree, I had to let her go, do you know why? ”

Xie Xiaoxin asked, "Why?" ”

"When people are always locked up at home, their horizons will become smaller and smaller, and the little big thing will feel as if the sky is about to fall." Qing Shu looked at her and said, "Let's just say that Shen Pengtu is going to marry the second room, I don't think it's a big deal." If you can bear it, you will continue to live, and if you can't bear it, you will leave, and it is not that you can't live if you leave anyway. ”