"I will." He hesitated, but still hugged her, so that the two bodies were close together, and he exposed the most straightforward reaction to her, and said in her ear in a suppressed voice, "I'm not a gentleman, I'm a hooligan." ”

Lin Hemiao's face turned red instantly, and he blinked stupidly, letting him hold him like a piece of wood.

For the first time, I know what desire is.

Cheng Ji stepped back a little, slowing down for a long, long time...... He let go of his hand and patted her on the head, as if it wasn't him who had just played hooligan: "Go to sleep." ”

Her face was still hot, her feet couldn't move, she lowered her head, and whispered, "Is it because I'm young?" She raised her head timidly, her love opened in her eyes, like a peach blossom wet from the rain, her voice became smaller and smaller, "It's not small, my classmates who didn't continue to study have already given birth." ”

Cheng Ji looked at her for a long time.

She was so embarrassed that she didn't know what to do, so she immediately changed her words: "I didn't mean to give you a baby." ”

Wrong wrong.

She reexplained: "It's not that I don't want to give you a life. Still not right, the corners of her eyes turned red, and she continued to explain anxiously, "I know you don't want to." ”

The more she spoke, the redder she became, "I—I've bought condoms." She reached into her pocket, touched the hard bag, and immediately retracted it, as if she had touched a hot potato, "I ......"

She shut up, and the more she explained, the more confused it became.

Cheng Ji went in, took a blanket and threw it to her: "Wrap it first." ”

"Oh." She was frustrated.

When she wrapped herself tightly, Cheng Ji talked to her: "Do you want to repay the favor?" ”

She nodded, and immediately shook her head, it was true to repay her kindness, and it was true that she liked him.

Cheng Ji wanted to smoke a little: "You don't owe me anything." ”

"You saved me twice."

On those two occasions, if he hadn't appeared, she would have definitely fallen into the abyss and her bones would have been gone, so she didn't use the word "help", but "save".

"Last January, at the door of the Floating Residence, do you remember?"

Cheng Ji nodded: "Remember." ”

Lin Hemiao was very surprised, when she first went to the tattoo parlor to see him, she told him that her name was Lin Hemiao. He replied: Lin Hemiao, study hard and make progress every day.

She thought he didn't remember.

"Then do you know why I helped you?"

Lin Hemiao said categorically: "Because you are a good person." ”

Cheng Ji smiled, good man? He's not.

He grabbed her hand and rubbed his fingertips against the scar on her wrist, and said, "I've bitten here." ”

Lin Hemiao was stunned and didn't remember it at all.

"You were that tall at the time." Cheng Ji was less than the height of his waist, "I also held a roasted sweet potato in my hand." ”

At that time, she was four or five years old and rarely spoke. She sat on the big rock at the entrance of the village with sweet potatoes in her arms, tilting her head and looking at the clouds in the sky.

Suddenly, there was a huge splash in the pond in front of her, it was winter, and the water was very cold, and it splashed her feet.

"Hey!"

It was a little boy from the same village, about the same age as her, and he threw a stone into the water again, and smashed the water high: "My mother said you have autism, what is autism?" ”

She ignored the little boy.

The little boy was angry: "Are you dumb? ”

She still ignored it.

The little boy pushed her: "Hey! ”

At this time, the little boy's companion came and said to him, "Don't play with her, my grandmother says she's an idiot, and whoever plays with her will pass it on." ”

When the little boy heard this, he was so frightened that he hurriedly jumped back, glared at her viciously, threw his nostrils up, and scolded: "Hmph, big fool! ”

"Big fool" She continued to look at the sky and continued to be in a daze. She wondered, why can't she see the stars during the day? I really want to go to the sky and see what the stars look like.

The little boy went to play with his companions.

"Hey."

Someone shouted to her again, she was a ragged teenager.

The boy was very thin and thin, and he wore a very thin and ill-fitting garment in such a cold winter, and the clothes were still torn, and no one patched him, and the broken places were so torn.

The boy walked over and glanced at the sweet potato in her hand: "Do you know who I am?" ”

The little girl was staring at him intently.

The young man pointed to heaven and said, "I am the God who dwells above, your God." ”

She was stunned, dumbfounded, wooden.

No wonder others call her a fool, what a fool. He began to follow the temptation: "Don't believe? ”

She didn't speak, like a mute.

The young man stretched out his hand, which was full of chilblains and scarred: "Give me your sweet potato, and God will help you become two." ”

The little girl who had not spoken until now finally spoke: "Liar." ”

“……”

The boy thought at the time, this is not a fucking fool, but he was so hungry that he couldn't take care of it, so he reached out and grabbed it.

She was very protective of food, and grabbed the hand he had grabbed the sweet potato.

He said angrily, "Let go." ”

She clung tightly, and the sweet potatoes he snatched were still hot and a little hot.

"Release!"

"Give me back."

"Release!"

After the young man warned her, he still didn't see her let go, so he bit her hand.

She is also a shaft, so she won't let go, the young man tasted blood in his mouth, he couldn't bite off her flesh, he could only let go of his teeth, he spit out a mouthful of blood: "Damn, it's okay to pay you back!" ”

He popped the sweet potato, threw it to her, and then pushed her down: "This stone belongs to Lao Tzu." ”

She sat down on the ground, wrinkled her face, and looked distressed at the sweet potato in her hand that had been pinched by him.

The boy lay down, occupied the big stone, looked at the blue sky, and touched his shriveled belly. The sun was so dazzling that it hurt his eyes, and he raised his hand to block his red eyes.

The boy thought the little girl was gone, but after a while, a sneering, milky voice called out to him, "Brother." ”

She's not gone yet.

The boy opened his eyes and glared at her.

She was holding a sweet potato, and her bitten wrist was still bleeding, and asked him, "Are you hungry?" ”

Nonsense!

She pinched a little bit of the burst sweet potato meat, put it in her mouth and ate it: "It's so sweet." She gave him the rest, "Give it to you." ”

The boy looked at the sweet potato, a little stunned.

The little girl who was scolded as a dumb and an idiot told him, "Don't lie, my sweet potatoes are for you." ”

She put the sweet potato on the rock, wore a large, thick jacket, and ran awkwardly to the house, her shoes not fitting. She fell, and his bitten wrist hit the glass, and blood flowed.

As soon as the boy jumped off the rock, she got up and ran.

He looked at the blood on the ground, looked at the roasted sweet potatoes on the stones, and scolded with a smile: "Little fool." ”

The little fool of the year has grown up, and he is slim and slim, and his wrist is also good, but he has a scar.

"I don't remember."

Lin Hemiao was not impressed at all.

Cheng Ji grabbed her hand and raised it, so that the scar on her wrist shook in front of her eyes: "You were still young at that time, of course you won't remember." ”

He let go.

Lin Hemiao touched his wrist: "But I only gave you a sweet potato." "She felt very insignificant.

Not just a sweet potato.

Cheng Ji originally ate a hundred family meals, his parents went early, and his only grandfather also walked when he was five years old, and no relatives in the family were willing to take care of him. Many people in the village and outside the village gave him alms, because they felt sorry for him, until one day, a certain master's family was missing ten yuan, and the master's son said that he stole it, and then everyone believed the words of that son, because he had no father, no mother, and no one to teach, so in their eyes, he was bad in his bones, and his hands and feet were unclean.

He doesn't eat 100 meals anymore, he plans to rob and cheat and steal, anyway, he is bad in his bones.

His first "guest" was her, and the last.

Because the little girl holding the sweet potato said, "Don't lie to anyone, my sweet potato is for you." ”

He ate her sweet potatoes, so he listened to her and didn't go to be a liar.

He put his towel on her wet hair: "Go to sleep, little benefactor"

The next day, it was New Year's Day, the street was very lively, the vendors selling rock sugar gourds were selling, a festive song was put in the supermarket on the street, and the tourists who came to Xiangyun Town sat under the tree, and let the old people in the town braid her hair with ribbons.

The door was pushed open from the outside, the wind blew in, the wind chimes hanging on the door rang, and Xu Tanxi raised his head when he heard the voice: "Hello." ”

The person who came took off his mask, it was Xiao Ji. He was wearing a jacket with a bit of street style, his hair was undone, casual and lazy, but he was good-looking: "You opened this store?" ”

He has a pair of peach blossom eyes that seem to be a lot of love, he is not well-behaved, and he can even be said to be a bit demonic, which is completely different from him last night.

Xu Tanxi nodded.

He stepped forward and asked, "Is there any strawberry-flavored sugar?" ”

Xu Tanxi said yes and pointed it out to him.

He pulled the bag and filled it with sugar, as if chatting: "Miss Xu, do you remember me?" We met at Nancheng Hospital. ”

"Yes." When Qin Zhaoli was injured, she saw him in the hospital, "How do you know that my surname is Xu?" ”

He looked up, a smile on his lips, "You don't remember me." ”

Xu Tanxi didn't understand this sentence.