This is an essay that should be written in a million words, but today I received the most single reader recommendation votes since the beginning of the article—84 at a time, so I shouldered the keyboard in advance.

If the big guy who voted sees this essay, please take off your pants and give me a chance, okay? Because I'm an adult who fights the streets, everyone knows it...... Some pleasure, once I tasted it, I thought... I think... Every day......

All have your 84 sheets... And I'm not a pervert ... It's just that after taking off the pants, hugging the thighs comes faster, more accurately, and more in place... When it is through cloth...... I'm afraid you won't be able to feel my fiery sincerity.

If it's a young lady... Then forget it...... I'm afraid of burning you.

If a million words were written now, the Huo family would be dead. This is a doomed ending, as long as you read the first volume, you will have an idea, so it is not a spoiler. It's a pity that it hasn't been written yet, so that another point can't be said. It's good that it stops my manic stuff, suppresses my throbbing stuff.

There's no driving here, so don't get me wrong... I'm a little excited and incoherent.,I think everyone understands.,I'm talking about restraining my own code word hand and my heart that wants to spoiler.,Try to avoid leaving a shadow on new readers in this content... If there will be one in the future.

As for the old readers...... emmm…… What the? See here... Is there still light in your hearts? Turn off the lights for me! … Shut down... The electric switch was pulled together... (Whispering BB here...... There are few regular readers... I'm so sorry... Write here... The content is getting more and more unpleasant... But don't give up! I swear to God that I knock the pumpkin seeds... Later... It will definitely be ...... in the future It must be even more unpleasant. ）

In addition, those who have been telling me that a million words must be God, please step forward, I will soon have a million words, if you don't make up God to me... I... I'll write another million words.

When I started writing, I wondered what kind of story I had to write to describe all my stupidity, incompetence, vanity, vanity, arrogance, extremism, suspicion, viciousness, cunning, hypocrisy, indifference, and ...... and courage. All the way down, write to... it... It turns out that I am so stupid, incompetent, selfish, vain, arrogant, extreme, suspicious, vicious, cunning, hypocritical, and indifferent...... And there is no courage at all. Truth be told, when I write a lot of plots, I don't want to write like that at all. I know that's wrong... It's a 24K pure fool's own.

Now I'm still obsessively trying to get back things that are impossible to get back, and I don't even dare to write a sand sculpture to give some whimsical whitewashing.

I have a reader who said... (I do have a reader, and that reader is really not myself) Maybe this article will do better in the historical category. Maybe maybe maybe it will, after all, the prince will be in trouble, and everyone is so gossipy. However, so far, I haven't even given the name of the national capital in the book, and the official position system has been passed by (as if I could write it). So it's okay not to let it go, so as not to affect the peace of Huangquan of my ancestors for eighteen generations, after all, I have a mother and fear.

Professor Luo Xiang, a well-known ghost animal protagonist at station B, once said (really not Lu Xun said), "In our life, 95% of things are uncontrollable, from birth, you have to be on the stage that you did not choose, and the performance is not your own choice of script, you can only work hard to play your own script well." Although it is painful, as long as you work hard to act your script well, there will be something wonderful in the pain. ”

Why quote him, the main thing is... The ultimate meaning of my writing is... Piling up two famous quotes can pull up the grid. If that quote doesn't seem to have a direct relationship to the context, the level rises exponentially. Because the Chinese teacher will think that you have understood...... You have sublimated the soul of the original text, and with this amazing skill......... I never passed a language.

In the year when most people just landed, everything they could contact with the outside world was revolving for him, and he could do anything. Then, as he slowly grew, this universe that belonged to him began to gradually collapse. Can't get the toys he wants, can't eat his favorite snacks, the people around him no longer let him unconditionally, the scenery in front of him is dazzling, one pair of hands can't take everything he sees, and frustration and subversion flood flood into life.

The life of ordinary people, the further back, the more powerless they become.

That's why I wrote this! May all readers see the light of day, not add fuel to it.

I want you to reconcile with the night, and try to have a sweet dream as much as possible, instead of being afraid of insomnia in the dark.

I want you to look forward to tomorrow and gain, not to cling to yesterday and loss.

I think all your blood and tears should be given to a beautiful dream, not to disgusted people and things.

I think you're steadfast and fearless in your life, and you always know what you want.

If you like wings, don't get trapped in a lake with anger and hatred because you get bitten by a fish while drinking water. He even cut a cut in his face as a cheek so that he could go into the mud, just to rot and die with the fish.

And don't be teased by the running beast when you can't fly, and be attracted to the two legs, and rely on the witch at the bottom of the sea from now on.

If you can, you can. If you can't, smile happily, after all, you will never lack a unique color.

I think I can face the stupidity, incompetence, selfishness, vanity, arrogance, extreme suspicion, viciousness, cunning, hypocrisy, and indifference, and have enough courage to allow them to exist, and it is best to stalk and chase the vegetable market aunt to erase the whole 999 yuan and give the sleeping cat a kick to let it know that the world is sinister.

And the key to all of this is that I didn't do it.

If I can understand myself, then I should understand others.

If I can defend myself, then I should be able to guard against others.

So, you see, I hope that no reader will become any character in the book. I think you can easily fall fast,

Whether it is weak or strong at this time, whether it is in a smooth road or a bumpy road.

I think you're willingly reminiscing about the past.

When enjoying the moment, it's all about peace of mind.

I want you to be open-minded, just go and become the person you like, not afraid of the future.

I think you, with your innocence and kindness alone, can cross all the collapsed hills and ravines.

I think after reading this book, you'll be glad that you can live that way, rather than be annoyed that you can't.

I also want to set up a torii, I'd rather you can't understand the characters in the book.

Like, I really can't understand how the steamed buns that have been left for three days can still be eaten.

It came from the fact that I had never had a dying hunger or a forced despair.