Self-righteousness (I)
Everything in the world exists because it will never be realized.
Peng Cheng suddenly bounced up from the bed, and the sweat on his forehead rolled down his cheeks to his chin. He was immersed in the darkness of the bed, and on the ground, there was a white moonlight, which shone brightly. The young man held his breath for a long time, but finally vomited out, gasping for breath.
He swallowed his saliva raw, still palpitating, his Adam's apple was moving up and down, his throat was very dry, he frowned slightly, and it hurt a little. Why did he fall asleep again, Peng Cheng thought to himself, Xu had stayed up too long, and he had always fallen asleep inexplicably in the past two days. He looked at the finger that couldn't be lifted, it was still hanging like a second child, and he broke it with his other hand, it still hurt a little, so he was relieved.
He felt a little thirsty, smashed his mouth, and even his tongue seemed to be dry, he looked at the table next to him, and there was only an outdoor hot water kettle left, which was still brought by Bei Bei when he first moved over, and the girl was very careful.
"Cheng Cheng, it's not good to drink cold water, you drink something warm. "The sun was still in early spring, still bright yellow-green, like a young girl's breasts, green and tender, and she smiled beautifully, showing an unusually beautiful row of teeth.
All these days passed, and Bei Bei didn't mention that night again, she really acted like nothing had happened, but she was still gone, he could feel it. I don't know why, Peng Cheng hates her good mood, the quarrel is terrible, she got his heart, his promise, but she abandoned it.
Peng Cheng picked up the kettle and opened the lid, the water in it was already very cold. He took the kettle in his hand and fiddled with it, feeling a little strange in his heart, why he smashed so many things that day, and only this kettle was placed in such a swaggering position, but it was the only one who was spared. He put the kettle under his nose and sniffed it, and it didn't seem to smell, as long as it didn't smell, he could drink it.
I remember that on the day Bei Bei came with the kettle, he brought a box of honey over, and he said that he didn't eat it, and it was almost in the big closet. The young man arose, and walked to the middle of the white moonlight, in front of the great closet, and tossed in the middle of the pile of clothes.
The glass of the large wardrobe was shattered, and only a shelf was still poked there, like an epitaph reminding him that things could be eaten indiscriminately, and words could not be talked indiscriminately. There was nothing left in the house, just like himself, and now he had nothing left.
The lamp in the room Peng Cheng never repaired again, anyway, he had already adapted to the darkness, as long as it didn't fit his eyes, he felt that everything was fine. Bei Bei treats him like a stranger, she plays diplomacy with him, very polite diplomacy, polite and distant, saying the same things as before, and saying different things than before.
He slept so hard today, he shouldn't have closed his eyes, why did he fall asleep? Sleep was so scary. He has been at home for three shifts, and from that day on, he came back after work, and came back after work, and he wanted to prove it to Beibei, but Beibei never came again.
"Beibei, you're coming!"
"Oh, I'll take a look! I'll be free in a moment. "She always said she was free for a while, but she was never free. After waiting long enough, Peng Cheng began to wonder, why was her Wen Beibei's heart so ruthless?
He took a sip of the water, and to be honest, it had been left out for too long, and it did not taste right, even the taste of honey was not quite right, like glue had been added. He took out his phone and looked at it, it was so dark, and the time was only nine o'clock. The little thing clicked on the card ring, Peng Cheng looked for it in the call record, looked for a long time, and finally found Beibei's phone, he held the phone, thought about it, and then he looked for it in the call record again, and then dialed it.
"Aunt Xue, what are you busy with?"
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On weekend afternoons, Loni had been following Beibei, and when she had the opportunity, she said that she had something to do, and said that she went to the chairman's office to talk about it.
Roni held a coffee-colored bag, held it up in front of her as soon as she entered the door, and smiled with a greasy smile on her face: "I have an important event in the evening, I want to wash my face and put on makeup." ”
"That's it, then you just say it! Use it casually, what kind of activity? Are you on a blind date?"
Beibei actually asked casually, and she didn't expect Loni to answer herself, Xu Loni was too confident, but she smiled a little shyly and answered. To say that this Loni is also twenty-nine, with a twenty-one or twelve-year-old face, and it is very tempting. She was very shy, a little proud, saying that this time this boy was a college classmate of her high school classmate, but the relationship with her high school classmate was average, and after college, she went to the army again, and now she is an active duty soldier with a high rank.
"How tall is it, is it taller than Brother Zhou?" Brother Zhou is a veteran, I heard that he is a fifteen-year soldier and a non-commissioned officer.
Loni blinked, unable to hide his excitement: "Much taller than Brother Zhou, he is now a company." ”
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"No need to do this! Little beauty, a company-level soldier, not a big money, what do you think you are doing? Afraid of pressing out the folds?" Bei Bei looked at Lorney's nervous appearance, she sat on the commuter bus, and she didn't dare to sit next to the seat.
"Why don't you Sister Beibei, a company-level cadre, don't you have any strength at home to mix with a company-level cadre now?" Lonnie's delicate little face raised her eyebrows brightly, and it seemed that she already had a place in her heart before she saw anyone.
"Look at our Brother Zhou, fifteen years of soldiers! He is a non-commissioned officer, his hand has been so seriously injured, he has not even had a job when he has changed jobs, and he has come to us with his own job, less than 15,000 a month. ”
It seems that a woman should be a man's match for an animal, and all the good lives are the future of the man, and the most self-serving thing is to give birth to a better child and support his own dignity.
"Have you seen him before?" Bei Bei had been a little sour.
"Sister, what do you look like with such good conditions! I haven't seen it, but my classmates said it's a little short, and it's okay. ”
I remember Loni once said: "My boyfriend must be more than 1.8 meters big, I'm so short, I have to find a taller, improve the breed! ”
"Don't you accept anything less than 1.8 meters? Don't you say, is that lame?"
The little beauty was in a trance thinking about something: "Oh! I can have everything, I used to think, I have so many boyfriends, I can't make it, maybe, God just arranged a short one for me, I found the wrong place, hey sister, do you think he thinks I'm short?"
"Isn't he tall? Besides, you're so pretty. ”
"yes. Lorney smirked.