The beginning of my memory is in a simple orphanage.

The moss-covered brick walls and overgrown yards are Jiang Yu's deepest memories.

He didn't know why he was here, maybe he was abandoned, Jiang Yu thought.

Most of the children here are like that.

In the orphanage, the mother, who is forty years old, guards thirty or forty children ranging from the age of three to fourteen.

Jiang Yu remembered that at that time, he was the most popular among a group of children, because he had a good-looking face, and both girls and boys were willing to play with him.

The dean's mother will also be extra kind to him because of his face.

But I don't know why, Jiang Yu's good-looking face didn't let him be picked away.

In the orphanage, there are people who come to see the children every day, some who are volunteers, and some who are thinking about adoption.

Whether he is a volunteer or an adoptee, the first time I see him is amazement and love.

Jiang Yu was looking forward to it and scared.

However, each time he stayed.

Those who showed affection to him for the first time, ended up picking others.

He was confused and relieved.

At that time, Jiang Yu's idea was very simple, and he had no plan for the future.

He thought he would stay in the orphanage until he left as an adult.

However, at the age of ten, everything began to change.

It was a very normal day, and he played with the other children as usual.

That day, it was the first time he met that person, his titular father, Jiang Yan.

The black car stopped at the entrance of the orphanage, and all the children who were playing stopped and looked at the door with curiosity and anticipation in their eyes.

In the orphanage, all sensible children knew that it was very likely that they had come for adoption.

Jiang Yu stood in the crowd and watched, but he didn't look forward to it, maybe because he was disappointed.

The one who got out of the car was an elegant-looking man.

The man was also holding a seven or eight-year-old child in his hand.

The child was dressed in a beautiful dress, and a smile was bright on his proud little face.

At first glance, he knew that he grew up in doting, and his smile was carefree, and Jiang Yu was envious at that moment.

"Is Jiang Yu here?" When the dean's mother greeted her, the man asked.

Jiang Yu was a little surprised, surprised that this person actually knew him, but he didn't have any image of this person.

The dean's mother took him and the man into a room.

He was a little apprehensive and innocent, and his little hand pinched the corner of his white clothes, very nervous.

"Cut! Coward. The boy in the man's arms looked at him with disdain, his eyes full of disdain.

The first time someone said this, Jiang Yu immediately blushed and pursed her lips.

The boy didn't like him.

This was Jiang Yu's intuition.

It just so happened that he didn't like the boy either, and he didn't like it at first sight.

"I'm your dad." After the dean left, the man said.

Jiang Yu looked at him in shock, with suspicion in his eyes.

The man frowned, "I got the name Jiang Yu for you, and you are indeed my biological son." ”

At that moment, Jiang Yu froze, and his head went blank.

But I have to say that at that time, he was a little happy in his heart.

He also fantasized about what his parents looked like, and he also looked forward to the day when his parents would find him.

No one knows what he was playing in front of the orphanage every afternoon.

Because it was the end of elementary school at that time, there would be a group of students at the entrance of the orphanage.

Jiang Yu stood at the door, listening to those children's wanton coquettishness and begging for praise, with a deep envy in his heart.

So when the man said that, Jiang Yu looked forward to it again.

But when he saw the displeasure in the man's eyes, he was stunned and did not speak.

The man briefly explained why he was in the orphanage.

He was silent the whole time, not speaking.

"Dad, this is my brother." The boy's voice rang out, full of disgust.

Jiang Yu heard the man's voice and said angrily to the boy, "Yuanyuan, now he is not your brother, let's go." ”

At that moment, Jiang Yu's heart gradually turned cold.

Most of the children in the orphanage have a sensitive heart, and he is no exception.

Therefore, he could clearly feel the man's dislike and disgust for him.

That day, the man and the boy quickly left, and as they left, the boy looked at him with disdain in his eyes.

He stood alone in place.

From that day on, his life changed.

First there were several times when no one was framed, and then there was the rejection and disgust from those former friends.

It seems that overnight, he became the most disgusting existence of the children in the orphanage.

Later, he learned that several children in the orphanage had been bought by those people, and those children had smeared his reputation in the orphanage for a small benefit, and instigated him to be excluded.

"Xiaoyu, let's go." That day, the dean's mother sighed and said to him, "Xiaoyu, I'm sorry, my mother has to think about the whole orphanage. ”

Jiang Yu was silent, he knew that the dean's mother was a kind and gentle person, and if it wasn't for the unavoidable, the dean's mother wouldn't do this.

So Jiang Yu chose to leave.

When he left, the dean's mother secretly stuffed him with a sum of money, which was a thousand.

He didn't refuse, because, at that time, he needed the money very much when he had nowhere to go.

The money given by the dean's mother was scattered, and he carefully put the money in the mezzanine of his school bag.

Ten-year-old Jiang Yu had only lived in an orphanage before that, and she was precocious, but she had no social experience.

However, he knew one thing, his wealth was not exposed, so he pretended to be an adult and rented a room for a few days, and only carried ten yuan a day.

Those ten pieces sustained him for a day.

He tried to find a job, but was denied.

At sunset, Jiang Yu stood alone on the street, dazed and didn't know where to go.

That life was interrupted in a few days, and that day, he met a thief, who seemed to have already targeted him, so he was robbed of half of his money.

At that time, Jiang Yu didn't understand why he was so unlucky, and it wasn't until later that he didn't know what bad luck was, just because someone didn't want him to have a good time.

Relying on the last bit of money, he lasted for more than half a month, and finally was penniless.

On the bustling street, Jiang Yu walked silently, and he only had two yuan on him.

It is far from enough rent, even if it is used to buy steamed buns, there are only eight.

Jiang Yu at that moment was strange, and there was no way to be afraid.

So be it, starvation.

Jiang Yu thought.

When the last money ran out, Jiang Yu finally ushered in hunger.

At that time, he had no place to live, so he lived on a bench in the garden, and he chose a remote place, curled up, and slept with hunger.

Xu was unlucky for several days, and the heavens couldn't see it, so he met his grandmother.

It was a pale-haired, wrinkled-faced, but kind old man.

The old man met him hungry on his brow.

"Che'er, Che'er, my Che'er."

That day, Jiang Yu was walking on the road and was suddenly hugged.

The rickety old man hugged him and burst into tears.

He couldn't help but be stunned.

Afterwards he explained that she had confessed her mistake, but the old man was still stubborn.

When it was learned that he was homeless, the old man offered to take him in.

At that time, Jiang Yu was too hungry, he knew that the old man had no ill will towards him, and he urgently needed a place where he could live in peace, so he agreed.

Later, Jiang Yu learned that the old man also lived alone.

The old man's son and daughter-in-law died a few years ago, and the remaining grandson was also lost.

The successive repressions made the old man a little delirious.