Chapter 30: Back to Basics?

Yan Jingzhe stood up and stepped forward to block Shen Lin's way.

"What are you doing here?"

Without answering Yan Jingzhe, Shen Lin looked at the familiar face in front of him, and the cold feeling in the bathroom that day returned to his body again.

"I look at the work of the studios that the company has invested in, can't I?"

Yan Jingzhe took this for granted, which made Shen Lin unable to refute and had to avoid Yan Jingzhe's eyes.

"Of course, you can look at it as much as you like." After speaking, Shen Lin turned sideways and wanted to cross Yan Jingzhe and return to his design table. As a result, as soon as one foot stepped out, he was pulled hard by Yan Jingzhe and hugged into his arms.

Shen Lin, who was hugged, was like a cat with a finger caught in the neck. In Yan Jingzhe's arms, he struggled with great difficulty, showed his claws, and said hatefully, "What are you going to do?" ”

"You're still mad at me."

Yan Jingzhe's tone was affirmative, and his own pain was also affirmative.

He was well aware that his unconscious and chaotic thoughts at that time had made him make a big mistake, even unforgivable, but he didn't want to miss Shen Lin like this.

Shen Lin listened to Yan Jingzhe's words, as if the scar that had been hidden for a long time had been torn open again.

What can she say? Yan Jingzhe is right. She was very angry, but she knew more clearly in her heart that she was angry with her complicated emotions towards Yan Jingzhe.

"If I admit my mistakes, will you forgive me?"

Yan Jingzhe hugged Shen Lin and asked cautiously, as cautious as holding a precious treasure that would pass away at any time.

"Will you admit your mistake?"

Shen Lin looked at Yan Jingzhe, as if he was indifferent, and even a little aggressive. In fact, she didn't think that a proud person like Yan Jingzhe would admit her mistakes. The reason she did this was to force Yan Jingzhe to leave.

Yan Jingzhe looked down at Shen Lin, his eyes looking complicated.

All of this in Shen Lin's opinion, Yan Jingzhe was extremely angry because of her excessive demands.

Look, she knows that this man's dignity is heavier than the sky, and it is impossible for him to apologize.

Shen Lin was proud of her correct inference, but she was also uncomfortable because of this inference.

Speaking of, what is she? It's just the other party's partner. Even if Yan Jingzhe got carried away and did something wrong, he didn't have to put down his dignity to apologize.

However, at the next moment that Shen Lin determined, Yan Jingzhe's thin lips slowly opened, accompanied by the hoarse words "I'm sorry", which vibrated from his vocal cords to his mouth and into Shen Lin's ears.

Shen Lin refused to believe her ears and eyes.

Yan Jingzhe looked at Shen Lin, those fox eyes turned around, looking at him in disbelief, so cute that he just wanted to kiss it.

But he didn't dare to actually kiss it. Yan Jingzhe is scared now. , afraid that any excesses without Shen Lin's consent would anger her, then forgiveness would be completely away from him.

"Why?"

Shen Lin looked at Yan Jingzhe, hesitated, moved his lips twice, his eyes turned red, and it took a long time to finally ask this sentence.

'Why' do these words have too many meanings?

Why do you do it when you know it's wrong? Why do you say sorry after you do it? Why is she the only one who has endured all this?

The pain is hers, and the forgiveness is hers.

Yan Jingzhe looked at Shen Lin's eyes, and from her eyes, he saw those complicated struggling emotions, and his heart became even more painful.

"I'm sorry, it's my fault, it's all my fault."

Yan Jingzhe didn't know how to answer Shen Lin. She needed too many answers, and these answers were all hurt by Yan Jingzhe's impulsiveness. He didn't want her to recall those.

Yan Jingzhe could only hug Shen Lin and keep kissing the tears on her cheeks.

Shen Lin didn't speak, she was just waiting, waiting for the moment when Yan Jingzhe's kiss ended.

"I don't know if I should forgive you."

Shen Lin looked at Yan Jingzhe and presented the truest thoughts in his heart in front of Yan Jingzhe nakedly.

"I've also thought about it, just to take revenge on a Shen Ziyan, why humiliate myself for using innocent Gao Chang to achieve my goal?"

After the two were entangled many times, in the end, the starting point of the contradiction was put in the light and exposed.

Shen Lin is like a doctor with a scalpel, facing his own wounds and conducting intense analysis, which is a topic that even Yan Jingzhe wants to avoid.

"No, you didn't humiliate yourself. It's me who misunderstands you too deeply. ”

Yan Jingzhe hugged Shen Lin tightly, eager to integrate her into his body and melt the coldness in her heart with all the tenderness.

But the person in his arms had no intention of stopping, and still whispered.

"Because the wrong things that happened had nothing to do with him, why involve him? You're right, I shouldn't have done that kind of thing, so I've been deliberately avoiding Gao Changlai since that day. ”

Thinking of this, Shen Lin raised his head and looked directly at Yan Jingzhe,

"Do you hear me? I thought to myself several times about how to tell you, and it turned out to be like this. Saying that, Shen Lin lowered her eyes, "Maybe you don't want to talk to me at all, so even the apology seems so perfunctory, only a word of sorry!" ”

After listening to Shen Lin's words, he realized that Shen Lin wanted more than just an apology.

Women are auditory creatures! When he came, the boy repeated it to him hundreds of times. Of course, he knew it, but he just couldn't say it.

"I admit all the mistakes of the past. You can vent your resentment to me, but I can't give up my fascination with you. ”

Shen Lin looked at Yan Jingzhe with a calm face, listening to every word he said.

"I hope you'll forgive me, but I don't want to embarrass you."

Yan Jingzhe looked at Shen Lin, he didn't want this woman to feel a trace of sadness, but he felt that there were no words enough to express his apology.

Probably inertia, he always wants to express himself with actions.

"Do you know what forgiveness means?" Shen Lin looked at Yan Jingzhe, who seemed to be a little slow in expressing his emotions.

After looking at it for a long time, the woman finally said, "I can forgive you, but after this forgiveness, we are all back to square one." I'm talking about everything, including love. ”

This was the biggest compromise and concession she ever made. She can forgive Yan Jingzhe, but she can't accept that forgiveness is to love each other.

Yan Jingzhe's heart was very bitter.

It may turn out like this, for two people, it is already the best.

At least prove that you can still start over, can't you?

The current Yan Jingzhe is completely different from the previous Yan Jingzhe. His eyes are not at all cold or arrogant, like a wolf that has just been tamed into a family dog and has been abandoned.

However, the results are already the best.

Yan Jingzhe looked at Shen Lin, this woman is willing to forgive herself, which is already the best.

"Let go of me, Yan always wants to see anything, just go and see it."

Shen Lin looked indifferent to Yan Jingzhe, but her red eyes could still tell what had just happened.

He originally came to see Shen Lin, and this inspection was just an excuse.

Letting go of Shen Lin, Yan Jingzhe looked around and immediately retracted his gaze.

"I can't see anything but you." After speaking, although Yan Jingzhe's gaze stayed on Shen Lin, he still reluctantly left.

Early in the morning, Yan Jingzhe disturbed Shen Lin's heart like this, it was just a normal emotion, but he suddenly became a little irritable, and he didn't even listen to Luo Linna's daily report, "Boss, you really don't look good, why don't you take a day off?" ”

Lorena didn't know what was going on. She only knew that after Mr. Yan stayed upstairs for a while, her boss's state was a little wrong. Maybe Mr. Yan put forward some performance requirements for her boss.

Thinking like this, Lorena sighed and plucked up the courage to say, "Don't put too much pressure on yourself, isn't everyone here?" ”

Shen Lin didn't speak, just waved her hand to signal Lorina to go down.

Lorena looked at her boss and knew that there was no way to help with this, so she could only quit regretfully.

Shen Lin looked at the Lego toys on the table, and didn't know how many dead knots he had made.

She said that she would return to the original point with Yan Jingzhe, so she could really go back to the original point? Emotional control is not so easy.

Holding his head in both hands, he rubbed the model he had made with his heart in the morning, but Shen Lin still did not withdraw from Yan Jingzhe's conversation.

The phone rang at the exact time.

Put down the hand that was torturing your hair and pick up your phone.

"Hi, dear little white fox." On the other end of the phone, with a bright voice, was Sean.

"Hmm."

Shen Lin just made a monosyllabic sound, but Sean immediately realized that there was something wrong with Shen Lin.

In the past, every time he called Shen Lin, he would be scolded twice, but today Shen Lin really fully responded?

"What's wrong with you today?"

"Nothing." Saying that, Shen Lin looked at the semi-finished jewelry on the table, "Didn't you say yesterday that you wanted me to give you a reward?" ”

It doesn't sound like it at all. Sean thought so in his heart, but still tried his best to cooperate with Shen Lin's words.

"Yay! Is it because you're thinking about giving me a reward, thinking about a headache? ”

"Take you shopping! Buy what you like. ”

Ignoring Sean's teasing, Shen Lin's direct decision.

Sean on the other end of the line obviously ate, then smiled and said, "Okay, then I'm welcome." ”

The two agreed on a meeting place, and then Shen Lin closed the office and went downstairs to prepare to go out.

Luo Lina, who was talking to Lao Yang about Shen Lin's abnormality, saw Shen Lin put on her coat and came down, and immediately greeted her.

"I'll go out for a while and do whatever you have to do." Shen Lin instructed coldly.

Immediately nodded, the state of the boss today, even if he went out for a walk, it was better than staying in the office.

After Shen Lin went out, Lao Yang immediately ran to Luo Lina's side.

"The boss won't embarrass himself, right?"

"No, the boss is strong." Lorena said yes, but her face was still worried.

Sean wasn't familiar with everything here, so they didn't agree on a meeting address, but Shen Lin went to pick him up directly.

Strange to say, it was clear that there were a lot of fans at the airport that day, but when you arrived at the hotel, the surroundings were very clean. Occasionally, a few little girls saw it and excitedly asked him for an autograph, which was definitely not as grand as that day.