Chapter 193: Thoughts

"Daddy naturally knows about this matter, and the emperor has already told me about the final negotiation tomorrow, if you really want to seize the opportunity, it's too late."

Prime Minister Xiang didn't know whether he should breathe a sigh of relief or pick up his heart again.

If Ji Jiuhua didn't dangle in front of Xiang Si, maybe he would be married now, Xiang Si thought about it for herself, and then let her mother enlighten her well, maybe she would give up Ji Jiuhua.

Although there seems to be some good things in this thought, she wants things to go this way.

"I'm thinking about something."

Xiang Si looked at her father's face very solemnly, she had been thinking about it for a long time, she knew that she had to say the words in her mouth.

"The Xiang family can't rely on me all the time, although I know that I have some ability, and now a lot of things are in my hands, although the eldest brother has the intention of managing the Xiang family, but he doesn't have that much ability, basically everything is handled by me.

I don't know what will happen if I leave the Xiang family, but I know that this day will come sooner or later, and my father can't expect me to never marry for the rest of my life, just for the sake of the Xiang family, my father doesn't want to see such a situation. ”

Xiang Si lowered his eyelashes, Xiang Prime Minister couldn't see through her thoughts, he vaguely felt that Xiang Si had made a decision, but he had no choice now.

"You are naturally free to marry in the future, it is impossible to have too much involvement in the affairs of the family, even if you are needed, it is just some help, and you do not need to be fully responsible.

And even if you are a father now, you don't put all the heavy responsibilities on you, your father is also busy with family affairs, and your eldest brother is also very enthusiastic to help you. ”

Prime Minister Xiang had the intention to persuade Xiang Si and let her let go of her obsession, but Xiang Si is obviously determined now, and it is absolutely impossible for her to be fooled because of Prime Minister Xiang's words and stay in Qingjin Kingdom.

Xiang Si looked around, she was basically familiar with every item in the study, in addition to her father, who often worked here, she also often used this study, after all, many affairs of the Xiang family here were handled by her, Xiang Si was not stunned in the face of the account books, it can be said that she had managed most of them before, all of them were the shops of the Xiang family.

"I don't know what my father said my brother helped me, whether he secretly helped the third brother and let him use it for gambling money when I was sorting out the account book with peace of mind, or when he accidentally broke an expensive vase, he maliciously tampered with my account book.

In the end, I couldn't face the account, and I was reprimanded by my father, I didn't say anything about these things, and I didn't take them to heart, what I thought about my father, and now I say it just because what my father is saying now really makes me feel cold. ”

What Xiang Si said is the truth, and it is also the reason why she has been working harder and harder over the years, the reason why she is so protective of Xiang Ziyan is also because Xiang Ziyan's previous approach really made him very uneasy, and Xiang Ziyan did not treat Xiang Si maliciously.

People are seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages, in order to protect himself, he will inevitably hurt Acacia, although he also sincerely apologized to Xiang Si afterwards, but after all, it is still a thorn in Xiang Si's heart, and he will always be haunted.

Prime Minister Xiang was choked by Xiang Si again, he knew that he had no position to continue to persuade Xiang Si, of course he could suppress her by using his father's identity.

It's a pity that his daughter is naturally talented, he doesn't know if he stops Xiang Si alive and dies at this time and asks her not to do anything, will he suffer some counterattacks in the future, Xiang Cheng knows that these consequences are unimaginable to him.

"These things are not considered by the father, your eldest brother will change these things in the future, he is just young before, and there are some stubbornness, you have been mentally mature since you were a child.

So I also let him have a little more, I didn't think about you, I thought or considered your thoughts, and you told me now, since I feel guilty, but I don't know where to start to make amends. ”

Prime Minister Xiang originally had some thoughts about why his daughter suddenly became like this, but until now Xiang Si told everything he had experienced and encountered.

Xiang Cheng realized that what he had done over the years was indeed a little inappropriate, so he made his daughter feel cold, and Xiang Si didn't become like this in a day or two, it was really because for a long time, he didn't take good care of Xiang Si, so Xiang Si walked step by step with some bends.

Fortunately, he still has some ability, otherwise Xiang Si really only has the temper of a young lady, and if he doesn't know anything, Prime Minister Xiang may be even more sad.

"Since I was a child, you have all told me that the life of my parents, the words of the matchmaker, I also know that I was born in the prime minister's family, there are more or less responsibilities, and I am willing to bear them, but I find that all this makes me too tired, and I just want to pursue my own happiness.

My father didn't know anything about what I was thinking. My father didn't help me propose marriage back then, and naturally there is no way to help me get him back today, so I can only rely on my own efforts, so I hope my father won't stop me. ”

Xiang Si knew that her idea was shocking enough, she didn't expect her father to understand it at once, she just gave her father a preventive shot first.

If her father insisted on stopping her and locking her up at home, Xiang Si would have tried every means to leave, and she had little savings over the years.

Although she bought Ji Jiuhua and Su Manxue that expensive dress yesterday, the two of them just wanted to teach her a lesson at that time, and they still replenished all the silver and silver afterwards, and Su Manxue said that she didn't want to owe her anything.

"What do you think, just tell me directly, I can help you put yourself in your shoes, but if it's too much, I will never agree, I will think about everything for this whole Xiang family, I know I'm sorry for you, but I have a clear conscience about the whole Xiang family."

Xiang Cheng knew that he had been biased to the extreme when he said this, and he also knew that this matter might completely hurt Xiang Si's heart.

But he also had no choice, if he couldn't maintain the Xiang family at a peak level, how would he face the ancestors under the Nine Springs after a hundred years.

Xiang Si felt that the blood on her body was getting cold little by little, and she originally thought that she was still more important in her father's mind.

But she didn't expect that she was nothing in front of interests, but she should have expected these things a long time ago, otherwise she wouldn't have had such a hard time all these years, as the eldest lady of her relatives, she shouldn't have faced so many hardships, but she has experienced them all, doesn't this mean anything?

Does it take someone to put the words in her ears so that she can understand what her father means? As smart as Xiang Si, it is absolutely impossible for her to need a reminder from others to know.