121, please Liu Qianqian (4)
121, please Liu Qianqian (4)
gave Liu Qianqian the heaviest blow, that is, Qingfeng introduced Jiang Wan to her, and the rival in love really appeared.
Liu Qianqian has imagined countless times the moment when her rival in love appears, and her assumption thousands of times is that it is different from reality, so the world is impermanent, life is like a dream, and she is helpless in the face of the appearance of a real rival.
Liu Qianqian has been sticking to the little secret in her heart for several years. The first hypothetical rival in love is Li Yimeng, seeing Qingfeng and Li Yimeng's relationship with brother and sister, whenever Li Yimeng appears, Qingfeng will accompany him, Li Yimeng learns Qingfeng to do counseling, Li Yimeng goes out to perform, Qingfeng makes up lessons for him, the two are so close now, if they develop one step, the consequences can be imagined.
Through time and space, Liu Qianqian saw Qingfeng's care for Li Yimeng, that kind of in-depth and meticulous degree is much more thoughtful than her own brother, no matter how Li Yimeng sends his young lady's temper, Qingfeng next to her is his best shield, not only in learning, but also in leading by example, Qingfeng's brother is completely a reliance on Li Yimeng, and there is no psychological distance between the two of them, so after Liu Qianqian saw it, it was really a little hot.
In the short time when I first met Qingfeng, Li Yimeng actually appeared in the arena where the voice was recorded, this kind of world where girls dream, Li Yimeng showed her talent and talent, put her studies aside, and devoted herself to this kind of talent show, it was not her parents who accompanied her, but her brother Qingfeng, through the broadcast of satellite TV programs, Liu Qianqian had to carefully observe and watch each episode of the program, Li Yimeng passed the test, and finally won the first place in the division. The happiest thing is the breeze that accompanied her all the way, and the most worrying thing is Liu Qianqian who is next to the TV.
Prince Charming, who has appeared infinitely in his dreams, has appeared in his daydreams countless times, and now he is caring for a young and beautiful girl in every detail, and he is versatile, under the focus of countless lenses and beauty lights, the two of them are like glue, and the sour vinegar smell ripples in Liu Qianqian's heart, this smell fills his own space and wraps his body, this senseless fantasy often makes him a little breathless, and even has a feeling of suffocation, Strong jealousy made his mind unstable, and sometimes he was irritable and wanted to drop things, but in order to hide this secret in his heart, he still suppressed his impulse and did not really put it into practice.
With Li Yimeng admitted to the same middle school in Qingfeng, the two of them spend more time together day and night, thinking that they are enjoying the same education in the same school, eating in the same canteen, and exercising on the same playground, Liu Qianqian's heart is also dripping with blood, and the object of her crush has become someone else's care god, and only Liu Qianqian herself knows the taste, which is not only sour, but more bitter.
The only thing that can free himself is to increase contact with Qingfeng through EMAIL, Liu Qianqian's politeness is becoming more and more frequent, although she is also worried about disturbing his study, but it is much lighter than losing him and disturbing his study, no matter what, he must have a place in his life, in his study, in his heart, and the young and beautiful Yimeng launched a fierce psychological competition, although the little girl is not dry, But the advantage of geography and age is an important reason for my unwillingness, I don't want to be able to defeat her at this time, I just hope that I can be equal with her in Qingfeng's heart, so that there will be a chance.
Rather than fighting with his imaginary rival, it is better to say that Liu Qianqian is fighting with herself in her heart, there is no enemy and no winner in this battle, only entanglement and jealousy, but this has also become a driving force for him to better shape himself. Why can he only be a confidant sister in his mind? It's because I'm not good enough, excellent people never complain, and those who complain are not first-class enough, use all the time to make up for their own shortcomings, make up for their shortcomings, make themselves better, and let their image stay in his heart, that's their own ability? Every day and their imaginary rival entangled, not only a waste of time, a waste of energy, but also useless, only to improve yourself, improve yourself, make yourself better, in order to defeat the psychological rival.
But Li Yimeng, the rival in love, has become stronger and stronger, not only winning the championship in the arena of The Voice, but also the news of fans flocking to various media is overwhelmingly filled with all kinds of entertainment news, and finally a reporter dug out the big brother next to him, Qingfeng was understood by them as a protective god, silently guarding his side, helping him compete, helping him study, giving him supplementary lessons, so that he can play better, the words are so light, But every word is a towering tree pressing on the heart of Liu Qianqian, a rival in love, and it disturbs Liu Qianqian's inherent mood.
Liu Qianqian fantasized about how Li Yimeng got along with Qingfeng many times, but this kind of news could never reach his ears, the obstacles of time and space made him unable to fully understand the relationship between the two of them, so he could only use his heart to sense and listen to him, and the results she got were not satisfactory to herself.
On the one hand, he studied hard, worked hard to shape himself, and made himself better, but on the other hand, he paid attention to entertainment news, inquired about gossip, and finally became upset, in Liu Qianqian's mind, the two forces were fighting, competing, and the final result was that the more he fought, the deeper his mind was entangled, the heavier his attention to Qingfeng, and the deeper the plot of his crush.
This kind of crush is painful, Liu Qianqian has no way to tell this feeling to others, even if it is her best friend, her best friend, even if it is her parents, even if she is a relative, because she can't say it clearly, the more she describes it, the darker it becomes, she can only hide this secret in her heart, the deeper she hides it, the longer she hides it, the more she hides it, the more entangled she becomes, this kind of tangled life has always run through his vision of his rival in love, his thoughts about Qingfeng, and he is most afraid of the day when he faces the facts.
Liu Qianqian is in the midst of intense study, and the most she does is to have a beautiful daydream. In the hometown of the breeze, in the lofty mountains, the forest is lush, the beasts are jumping around, the birds are singing, a gust of wind blows, the smoke is like a fairyland, a beautiful young man, a beautiful woman like a fairy, strolling on the path between the forests, among the terraced fields, shuttling between the golden rape flowers, the butterflies next to it are flying, the bees are singing, blessing the young couple, the love is deeper, the love is purer.
How many times this beautiful daydream will be squeezed by the loud door of the classroom, back to reality, it is still a wide classroom, noisy sounds, desks full of classmates, and quiet air in the corridor, Liu Qianqian was awakened from a daydream, the cruel reality is deeper, the miss of Qingfeng, the little secret in my heart has gradually grown into a towering tree, full of my heart, and also makes my love long, at this time I can forget the existence of an imaginary love enemy, can be immersed in that fantasy of love and wander in that fairyland on earth.
There is one more thing that Liu Qianqian can do, that is, she has more contact with Qingfeng's parents and Qingfeng's sister. No matter how busy Liu Qianqian is with studying at school or how tired she is from working in Guangyu Group, he never forgets that he regularly goes to see Qingfeng's parents. Li Chunsheng and Dai Xiaofeng feel happy every time they see Liu Qianqian, Liu Qianqian, who grew up in the big city of Guangzhou, looks beautiful and generous, no one is particularly enthusiastic, even if the two of them dare not open their mouths, Liu Qianqian will see what is lacking in the family, and everything will be bought in time, especially for Qingfeng's sister Li Xiaojuan, Liu Qianqian is more like a sister, caring for Li Xiaojuan, the two sisters are not only talking about everything together, And Liu Qianqian also helped Li Xiaojuan deal with the secrets of those girls properly.
Liu Qianqian, who was originally born in an one-child family, was cared for by her parents and elders like a little sun, but when she saw Li Chunsheng and his wife, she seemed to be both well-behaved and capable, and she was particularly sensible, and she treated Qingfeng's sister Li Xiaojuan even more like a sister. While paying for this family, Liu Qianqian also gained a lot, Qingfeng's parents cared for Liu Qianqian like their own children, Liu Qianqian herself also realized that in addition to her parents and her own family, as long as you pay true love, you must be full of love, and you can start to empathize from this point of view, and no longer like other only children, self-centered painting garden.
Now Liu Qianqian thinks more comprehensively and more highly than before, not only in dealing with personal affairs, but also in the school and classmates get along, his character has slowly changed, from the past must have an exchange of interests, to now can be selfless dedication. In dealing with the company's affairs is more far-sighted, the original some things are not at ease, everything is thought about, now the way of thinking has changed, some trivial things are completely put aside, completely rely on the management team, let them go, the results are surprisingly good.
In the tempering of this feeling, it is often the most testing people, but also the most educational, as long as you are a person with a heart, you will get a harvest from love, grow yourself from the process of caring for others, Liu Qianqian in the process of her secret love for Qingfeng dedicated her love to Qingfeng's family, his parents, his sister, in turn got the family is more meticulous care for her, this kind of love dedication, love feedback, reflects the relationship between people is so kind, so beautiful, Liu Qianqian, who is forming three views, has benefited a lot.
The girl with love in her heart is the most beautiful, and Liu Qianqian, who hides the secret of her crush in her heart, is becoming more and more beautiful, whether it is real love or a secret love in her heart, it is the best nutrition to nourish girls, because this feeling gives them a richer mood in life, because this miss gives them the best support in their thoughts, because this dream makes them feel that life is so beautiful, the future is so beautiful, because there are dreams, so they are magnificent, whether it is a beautiful daydream, or a real dream of reality, It is a kind of hope, it is a kind of longing, he rises from the heart, how much color and brilliance are added to your life, and how much brilliance is added to your life, so that your life is more affectionate.
During that period of time, there were still a lot of excellent girls around Qingfeng, but there seemed to be a devil planted in Liu Qianqian's heart, and he didn't think that the other girls were threats or rivals, only Li Yimeng was really an obstacle in Liu Qianqian's heart, when Qingfeng was with others, he didn't have the feeling of being entangled in his heart, and as long as he thought of Qingfeng and Li Yimeng's relationship, the resistance in his heart arose, this is the strange circle in Liu Qianqian's heart, which has lasted until now, So far, there is no cure for this freak in my heart.
In the past few years, there has been more and more contact with Qingfeng, and the secret in my heart has grown more and more, the longer the time, the more firm her adherence to this honey, Liu Qianqian has never given up her hope, but she is also careful not to let this secret destroy the friendship between the two people, as long as the two can maintain the current contact like sisters and brothers, Liu Qianqian believes that one day God will give her a chance, but I look forward to this opportunity as soon as possible, no longer suffer from this torment.
She knows that she is now treating Qingfeng as a contradictory complex, looking forward to being with him, two people talk freely, frequent exchanges, whether in life or study, as well as the development of the company, frequent exchanges, frequent exchange of opinions, the relationship between the two people is getting closer and closer, in addition to that relationship, as friends are already the most intimate, with the increase in communication, the deepening of communication, the relationship between the two people has been further deepened. But the other half is entangled, when he found out that Qingfeng and her did not mean that way, as long as Qingfeng was not by her side, as long as Li Yimeng's image appeared in his mind, Liu Qianqian's biggest problem began to be entangled, this entanglement was endless, bringing infinite troubles.
But this contradiction did not affect the communication between the two people, let alone the communication between the two people, because Liu Qianqian hid the secret in her heart too well and too deeply, no matter how much she misses and how dependent she is, Liu Qianqian will always be the image of a confidant big sister in front of the breeze, caring about his life, caring about his study, caring about his future, and caring more about his thoughts.
Qingfeng treats her as a sister sincerely, and asks her for help whenever she encounters difficulties in life, especially in Guangzhou's parents, when there is something wrong with her little sister, Qingfeng will not hesitate to find her bosom sister, confide in her, and ask for her help, Liu Qianqian and his parents and little sister are together, just like a family, so natural and harmonious, this is also an opportunity given to her by God.
As time went on, it all became so freewheeling, it all became so natural. Qingfeng is constantly growing in his high school study and two years of college study, from a poor student who is penniless to a work-study student at Yenching University worth hundreds of millions, that is, three or four years, Liu Qianqian's pharmaceutical company is constantly growing, Qingfeng's enterprise is also constantly expanding, just like two parallel lines have been extending forward, the relationship between the two people is more like two parallel lines, Qingfeng has a friendship with Liu Qianqian's sister and brother, Liu Qianqian hides her secret love for this younger brother, everything is in plain sight, Everything is changing, the only constant is the relationship between the two people, which has always been based on the deep love between sisters and brothers.
Liu Qianqian feels that time is not a favorable factor for her, as both sides grow up and mature, that passion has been diluted by time, although the secret in the heart is still there, but more and more time is the expression of the deep love between two sisters and brothers, less affection between men and women, more like friends of the opposite sex, although there is nothing to talk about, but that sensitive topic is always a forbidden area among them.
The assumption of Li Yimeng finally did not come true, although the age is growing day by day, Qingfeng's feelings for the confused sister are still unchanged, but he has not gone as far as he imagined, what about himself? That secret has been hidden for many years, but it has been entangled in my heart, it appears in a dream, there will always be a distance in reality, the hope is getting slimmer and slimmer, and the hostility towards Li Yimeng is becoming less and less, and finally Liu Qianqian believes that Li Yimeng may be just like herself, and Qingfeng will always be brothers and sisters of the opposite sex, emotionally speaking, she is close to everyone, but there is no affection between men and women, which may be called fate, but Liu Qianqian has always had a hope, although it is a slim hope, it is still hope.
Liu Qianqian also tried to shift the focus of her feelings, looking for her other half in reality, looking for and looking for, a few years have passed, compared with all the people and Qingfeng, they are a little bit worse in their hearts, the more they compare, the more they feel that the gap is bigger, and the relaxed excellence makes Liu Qianqian more fascinated, but this younger brother with developed IQ and the lowest EQ will never do any reaction, just like an electrician at work and love are insulated, the deep love for Liu Qianqian's sister and brother is pure, and the deep love for Li Yimeng's brother and sister is also pure, and the heart is like water, Striving for progress seems to be his norm.
Liu Qianqian couldn't understand, although Qingfeng is excellent in all aspects, and there are beautiful women around her, isn't there anyone who catches your attention and makes your feelings develop a little bit towards love?
Every time Liu Qianqian recalls the feeling of being heartbeat against the breeze, her heartbeat will be more powerful, the girl's shyness held up two red clouds, hanging next to the two mountains, that wonderful feeling has always existed in her heart, hidden in her heart, for so many years, no one has caused her that feeling, caused her kind of heartbeat, caused her, the kind of shyness, caused that wonderful change in her heart.
It seems that fate is too wonderful, fate will have a good result when things come to it, and if fate is not enough, you won't strive for the result as you expected, what is fate? Some people say that the right time meets the right person and does the right thing, this is fate, then Liu Qianqian and Qingfeng are the right person and the right thing, and the wrong thing is time. At that time, Qingfeng was still a first-year high school student, if he met it two years later or three years later, would he have this fate?
Since this question came out in my heart, this question mark has been increasing every year, growing up every year, and finally forming a big question mark in my heart, could it be that this outstanding young man in the deep mountains, the harsh environment has stimulated his fighting spirit, but has reduced his emotional cells to a minimum? But if you look closely at his care and care for himself, Li Yimeng, and the people around him, he is so considerate and emotionally intelligent, and what he lacks is the cells of love.
Life is in the youth stage, it is a season of love, if a person has not talked about a vigorous love when he was young, then no matter how surprising things are in his life, it is no longer surprising, if a person talks about a memorable love in this life, no matter how dull it is, it will not be dull, Liu Qianqian thinks so, even if it is a secret love, it is also a form of love, Liu Qianqian enjoys this form.
There were a few times when Liu Qianqian couldn't hold back, and wanted to make a clear confession to him again, and wanted to light the bonfire of love between the two people, but after thinking about it, a scoop of cold water poured out of his heart quickly dispelled his idea. Will you look down on yourself? Will the original pure friendship be severed because of this? These worries made them dispelled and re-confessed their courage and determination. Liu Qianqian thought in turn, love can't be forced, if he doesn't have this feeling, it will definitely backfire if he guides him on this path, and then he won't even have to be a friend, then there will be a big problem, thinking of this, Liu Qianqian sighed, alas, ——,it's better to maintain the status quo, it should always come.