Chapter 44: Fear of Warmth
After Cheng Yan drank the water, he returned the cup to her.
The young man's face was indifferent, without a trace of expression fluctuation.
It's as if you're drinking your own water, not someone else's.
Although Yun Shifei's water cup was newly bought for this trip, and she didn't touch it herself, Cheng Yan couldn't help but take a sip of water, and she didn't seem to care if she had drunk it before, is this really good?
Yun Shifei always felt weird.
She stared at Cheng Yan for a long time.
The boy lowered his eyes, and his long eyelashes cast a shadow under his eyes, and the skin against him was even paler as snow.
His thin lips pursed slightly, looking extremely quiet and well-behaved.
is so well-behaved that people can't bear to blame him.
Yun Shifei was silent, and began to guess Cheng Yan's motive for doing this, and said after a while: "Did you not bring water?" ”
Cheng Yan nodded.
I see! I guess I'm thirsty.
This kid is really good, he forgot to bring water when he came out to travel.
Yun Shifei stuffed the water bottle into Cheng Yan's hand: "Give it to you, this cup is newly bought, I haven't touched it." ”
And she, when the time comes, just buy mineral water directly when you get to the scenic spot.
Cheng Yan stared at the water cup in his hand.
The pink transparent water cup is gentle like a dream in the light.
Actually, he had a water cup with him.
It's just that he won't touch a sip of water inside.
This morning, when he went downstairs, he happened to see Cheng Huai putting his water cup on the table, and when he saw him, Cheng Huai smiled at him: "Xiaoyan, good morning." ”
He smiled and smiled, as usual.
But Cheng Yan saw Cheng Huai quietly throw a piece of powdered paper into the trash.
He didn't say anything, and quietly watched Cheng Huai help him put the water cup into his schoolbag.
Now that he was thirsty, when he saw Yun Shifei take out the water cup, he took it and took a sip.
He also thought that Yun Shifei would be angry, but Yun Shifei actually gave him the cup directly.
Holding this pink water cup that was particularly incompatible with him, Cheng Yan had an indescribable feeling in his heart.
The feeling of being cared for a long time made a warm current flow through his heart.
But does he really need this kind of warmth?
It's like being in the dark for a long time, and the first sight of the sun makes your eyes sting.
After staying in the dark for a long time, someone suddenly gave him warmth and made him afraid.
Just when Yun Shi was drowsy, the car finally arrived at the forest park.
After the students got off the bus, they gathered at the gate, and after the head teacher counted the number of people, he asked them to go to the park in groups of three, and they gathered at the gate at four o'clock in the afternoon.
After the head teacher instructed him on safety matters, he deliberately went to find Yun Shifei.
At this time, Cheng Yan was standing beside Yun Shifei, expressionless, quiet and without a sense of existence.
The head teacher sighed and told Yun Shifei: "Shifei, Cheng Yan will ask you to watch more." ”
"Good teacher."
Yun Shifei knew that the teacher was worried, but fortunately, she was much older than Cheng Yan in her heart, and Cheng Yan was also very obedient, and it was more than enough to take care of him.
She bought a bottle of water at the stall at the door, while Song Yang and his friends bought soda and hot dogs.
Seeing Yun Shifei and Cheng Yan together, he couldn't help but sneer with a poisonous tongue: "Hey, ugly bastard, you have been with this fool all day today?" ”
"Don't be ugly and stupid, we have names." Yun Shi scarlet road.
"Huh-" Song Yang was a little disdainful, "Your name is so good, with your face, it doesn't match at all, it's still ugly and a little bit like you." ”
Yun Shifei almost wanted to kill Song Yang, and his mouth was really annoying.
But in the end, she endured.
After all, Song Yang is a big man, and she has thin arms and legs, fighting with him? It's absolutely impossible to win.
However, she also knew that Song Yang's purpose was to make her angry, and the more angry she was, the more excited he became.
She wasn't what he wanted.
"Thank you for complimenting me on my beautiful name." She smiled at Song Yang, and then pulled Cheng Yan's arm, "Cheng Yan, let's go." ”
Unexpectedly, Yun Shifei was not angry at all, Song Yang was stunned for a moment, and then angrily threw the can in his hand to the ground.
"I obviously said that you are ugly, why do you say that your name is good?"
At this time, Yun Shifei and Cheng Yan were walking slowly on the tree-lined path.
The forest park is huge, and even if there are hundreds of students, there are several forks in the road to walk, and before you know it, the crowd has dispersed.
"It's pretty actually, isn't it?" Yun Shifei turned his head to look at Cheng Yan and asked with a smile.
The air was really fresh, and she couldn't help but take a deep breath.
At this time of year, the forest park is lush and green, with cicadas and birds chirping.
This feeling of returning to nature makes people feel extremely comfortable.
Yun Shifei talked to Cheng Yan as he walked: "Listen to Uncle Liu, you are very good at painting, is it true?" ”
"I haven't seen you paint, it must be beautiful."
"Actually, I like to draw, but I don't have that talent, and the things I draw are too ugly." After Yun Shifei finished speaking, he seemed a little embarrassed, and stuck out his tongue.
She picks a topic that Cheng Yan is interested in, and Cheng Yan should listen to it and respond to her slowly.
But who knows, Cheng Yan didn't speak.
Yun Shifei couldn't help but sigh, wanting to make him say a word, it's really difficult!
It seems that only when he is upset will he speak.
Yun Shifei recalled the only two times she heard Cheng Yan speak.
It seems that every time, Cheng Yan's sensitive point has been touched, and Cheng Yan is willing to talk to her.
She was a little distressed, she definitely couldn't pick on his sensitive content in order to get him to speak.
Especially after knowing his life experience, Yun Shifei got along with Cheng Yan more carefully, for fear that he would hurt him if he was not careful.
They are actually a bit alike, she understands Cheng Yan.
The two walked for a while, and Yun Shifei was a little tired.
At this time, it was already noon, and it was time for lunch.
She sat down in a chair and pulled two lunch boxes out of her backpack.
handed one to Cheng Yan, and said with a smile: "I specially asked Aunt Zhong to cook two meals?" Aunt Zhong's craftsmanship is very good, you can try it. ”
Cheng Yan's eyes fell on the lunch box handed over by the girl.
Aluminum box, you can't see what's inside.
But her action alone made Cheng Yan's eyes shrink.
The young man's indifferent expression gradually disintegrated.
It was like the melting of ice and snow, even if he tried his best to restrain himself, but there was a tendency to collapse.
Yun Shifei didn't notice the change in Cheng Yan's expression.
She opened the lunch box, which contained a hearty meal.
There are broccoli, greens, stir-fried beef, poached eggs, and a baby chicken thigh.
Because I did it in the morning, it's hot again, and even after a few hours, it's still warm.
Yun Shifei took a pair of chopsticks and handed them to Cheng Yan.
But the boy didn't answer for a long time.
Could it be that he actually brought food? Yun Shifei didn't ask Cheng Yan if he had brought food before, because she thought that with the attitude of the Cheng family towards Cheng Yan, she would prepare a little dry food for him at most.
She looked up and saw the young man staring straight at her.
Under his eyes, there seems to be a low air pressure, as if he is pressing something hard.