Chapter Eighty-Nine: I Miss You
Shen Lin felt that Shen Ziyan was still very interesting, and now she was completely lost in chaos.
She looked at Shen Ziyan inexplicably, constantly thinking and chewing on what Shen Ziyan said.
Shen Ziyan loves Zhou Bosong, of course, Shen Lin knows, otherwise, why would Shen Ziyan frame her?
However, now it seems that she hates her more than the reasons that framed her all these years. But why keep suppressing her? Hasn't she been avoiding Shen Ziyan all the time?
Because the other party is the daughter born to the main palace, it can only be her Shen Lin who is suppressed and lost.
"Do you have to win me?"
When Shen Lin said this, her tone was full of self-deprecation, but in Shen Ziyan's opinion, it was a mockery of her.
"Yes, I have to win you!"
Shen Ziyan really hated Shen Lin's appearance of not knowing anything.
She didn't even know if Shen Lin really didn't know, or if she knew but pretended not to know.
"An illegitimate daughter is better than me in terms of appearance and academic performance. The school teacher will only praise you to your dad. All of those boys like you! Even if you go to study abroad, it is obvious that you are the only one on the admission letter when you are applying to the same school and you are the only one on the admission letter. Do you say you want to win? β
Even so, Shen Ziyan questioned one after another, telling her why she hated Shen Lin for so many years.
It's not so much hatred for Shen Lin as jealousy.
As Shen Ziyan said, Shen Lin's self-deprecation disappeared, and her gaze gradually turned from doubt to clarity.
She finally knew why she had to suffer.
But she still thinks that these reasons are ridiculous, and that they are caused by great human jealousy.
But it is because of this great jealousy that she is forced into this field today.
Shen Lin suppressed the anger in her heart and said word by word: "So, do you think it is your victory to take away the person I like and make me infamous?" β
Although Shen Lin has always been tolerant, Shen Ziyan can still feel the anger in Shen Lin's eyes, which is what she likes to see the most.
This is a testament to her success.
Shen Ziyan hates Shen Lin, she always seems to be indifferent to everything, pretending to be high, as if everything has nothing to do with her, but she just unconsciously does the first place to win everything.
Hypocrisy and boredom.
"Yes, it's my victory."
In Shen Ziyan's eyes, Zhou Bosong was the biggest victory in the first 20 years of confrontation between her and Shen Lin.
"You're so naΓ―ve."
Shen Lin looked at Shen Ziyan, as if all the dissatisfaction over the years had been found, but she was inexplicably powerless. All the suffering she suffered was never a test of heaven or the arrangement of fate, but only because of a woman's jealousy.
Looking at Shen Ziyan's proud face, there were countless swear words in my heart that I wanted to scold.
However, in the end, just a "naΓ―ve" was spoken.
What's the use of scolding so much? All this pain is a fact that has already happened, and even if she is scolded, it makes no sense.
Shen Lin thinks so, but Shen Ziyan is completely different from her.
In her eyes, Shen Lin had already given up.
Therefore, the anger in Shen Ziyan's eyes gradually subsided, and was covered by ridicule. Looking at Shen Lin's appearance, he seemed to see a big joke.
"Shen Lin, don't be arrogant, be smart and honest, just like when you were in school, why don't you listen to me? What I like, all you can get in the end is a crush. β
For example, Shen Ziyan approached Shen Lin and whispered in Shen Lin's ear.
Do you remember what you said at that time? Remember the alley near the school? β
Shen Lin controlled herself, forcing herself to stay calm because of anger, she stretched out her hands and desperately pushed Shen Ziyan away.
When Shen Ziyan retreated, although her chest hurt, she saw Shen Lin's panic.
A smile bloomed on his painful face, twisted like a monster.
"Look, you remember."
Shen Ziyan's tone was full of pride.
Forced to feel uncomfortable, Shen Lin turned around and walked to the workbench, dialed the phone directly to the front desk, and turned a deaf ear to Shen Ziyan.
"Have the security guards come to my office in two minutes, or they'll have to pack up and leave tomorrow."
After speaking, Shen Lin snapped and hung up the phone.
The moment she hung up the phone, Shen Lin gradually became difficult to breathe, and her mind kept flashing black memories and some fragmentary pictures of the past.
With his hands firmly leaning on the workbench, Shen Lin lowered his head and breathed heavily, as if strangled by a nightmare.
Looking at her painful appearance, the smile on Shen Ziyan's face became even brighter. She gradually approached Shen Lin, and the sharp voice was as piercing as a nail cutting through the blackboard.
"You remember it so well. Since you remember, then it proves that this lesson is tragic enough, then you should know that if it is my thing, my person, you can't think about it. That year's footage was already the lightest punishment I've ever given you, you know. β
Shen Lin did not respond to any of Shen Ziyan's words. She just stood still, adjusting her breathing as much as she could.
"You know that's wrong, right?" Shen Ziyan thought that Shen Lin's behavior was a kind of weakness, and said with a proud smile: "If you know that you are wrong, stay away from my man, otherwise, I will let all your nightmares happen again." β
As soon as Shen Ziyan finished her cruel words, the security guard rushed into Shen Lin's office.
At that time, Shen Lin was still leaning on the table, adjusting her breathing. Shen Ziyan was like a nightmare in a science fiction movie, whispering something in Shen Lin's ear.
Although the security guard couldn't see the specific situation clearly, he heard Luo Lina say that the situation was serious, so he rushed up desperately, grabbed Shen Ziyan's two arms, and dragged Shen Ziyan out.
After Shen Ziyan was caught, she immediately turned around, stared at them angrily with big eyes, and shouted not to touch her.
But even so, the two security guards still didn't dare to let go.
At this time, if you let go, you will lose your job!
Therefore, even if Shen Ziyan was very angry, she could turn around and beat them at any time, and the two security guards still insisted on dragging Shen Ziyan out of the office.
When dragged to the door of the office, Shen Ziyan finally stopped pestering the security guard and yelled at Shen Lin who was standing behind the workbench.
"Do you think it's enough for you to avoid me like this? You'd better hide from the people around me, or I'll let you know what real fame is! Shen Lin, let me tell you, I, Shen Ziyan, can crush you once, and I can crush you a second time! β
Shen Ziyan's crazy roar became louder and louder, and gradually, gradually, gradually disappeared.
After Luo Lina saw two security guards dragging Shen Ziyan out, she immediately ran into the office, gathered around Shen Lin, and asked about Shen Lin's situation.
Even though Shen Ziyan was gone, Shen Lin still didn't seem to have stepped out of her shadow.
She still rests her hands on the design table, breathing with her mouth wide open. When Lorence approached, she saw sweat oozing from Shen Lin's face, converging into a large bead of sweat that slid down to the tip of her nose and landed on the design table.
"Boss, are you alright? Or take you home? Go back and rest, shall you? Lorence was worried.
Shen Lin waved her hand weakly, and then waved her hand up and down in the direction of the door, signaling Lorina to go out first. She didn't have the strength to speak now.
But Shen Lin's appearance made Luo Lina very uneasy.
Luo Lina knew that Shen Lin's reason for being like this was not aimed at herself, but she was still very uncomfortable in her heart.
Although I don't know what Shen Ziyan did to Shen Lin, Luo Lina must have caused this incident.
If she had stopped Shen Ziyan, Shen Lin would not be like this now.
"I'm sorry boss, I was wrong, I'll reflect on it."
After speaking, Luo Lina bowed deeply to Shen Lin and turned to leave Shen Lin's office.
After Luo Lina left, Shen Lin finally couldn't support it, and the upper half of her body collapsed on the design table, panting weakly.
Once upon a time, she tried her best to forget everything, and it seemed that she had forgotten it. But even if she forgets, some people will always remember something.
After a long period of adjustment, Shen Lin finally had the strength to stand up.
So, Shen Lin walked towards the sofa, and with a "poof", she fell weakly on the sofa.
At this time, her mind and heart missed Yan Jingzhe very much. She hoped that Yan Jingzhe would appear in front of her now and let her lie on his shoulder with peace of mind.
The sofa gives people a sense of security completely different from Yan Jingzhe, but Yan Jingzhe has not contacted her for several days.
Shen Lin has never been a clingy little girl. Even in love, Shen Lin tries to respect each other's lives.
But looking through the schedule in the address book, the last time Yan Jingzhe called her was five days ago.
During this period, Shen Lin thought of him many times, and also thought about taking the initiative to call Yan Jingzhe's mobile phone. However, she was always worried that Yan Jingzhe was busy and worried that she would disturb the other party.
Shen Lin couldn't remember when she had become so cautious. Once upon a time, she could tolerate loneliness, but today she can't.
It's not just loneliness that haunts her today, but also terrifying, distant memories.
As he spoke, he had to take out his mobile phone from his pocket, found Yan Jingzhe's phone number from the communication, and raised his hand to dial it.
After the phone was connected, it rang for a long time before anyone answered.
"Linlin?"
Yan Jingzhe's voice was a little tired, I don't know if it was because he was too busy these days?
Yan Jingzhe seemed a little confused and surprised when he received Shen Lin's call, maybe he didn't expect Shen Lin to take the initiative to call him.
"Jing Zhe, I miss you."
When he heard Shen Lin's soft words, his heart softened instantly. Yan Jingzhe's tiredness was swept away, his voice suddenly softened, and he said with a smile: "I miss you too." β
Shen Lin was lying on the sofa, and when she heard these words, tears immediately occupied her entire eye socket, and her eyes were red.
"So, can you come and see me?"
Her voice was still shaking, and she choked up as she struggled to cry. She was always fragile and soft like a child.
Looking down at the documents on the table, Yan Jingzhe knew that he hadn't seen Shen Lin for a long time, and he hadn't contacted Shen Lin.
When he looked up again, Yan Jingzhe smiled and nodded, and said to Shen Lin on the other end of the phone, "Okay, wait for me in the studio, and I'll go see you right away." β
Shen Lin was obviously very happy when she heard this. She wanted to suppress it, but her eyes were full of tears, gushing out like water bursting on a, flowing down the corners of her eyes.
At this time, she was speechless, and only muttered a syllable, that is, she knew.
Even so, Yan Jingzhe could still feel that Shen Lin was crying.
Yan Jingzhe slightly = frowned.
Shen Lin is not a person who loves to cry, nor is she a person who can take the initiative to connect with people.
Don't know what's going on? The only thing he could do now was to put down his work and rush to Shen Lin's studio as soon as possible.
Therefore, after hanging up the phone, Yan Jingzhe immediately put down his work, put on a suit, and walked out of the office.