Chapter 101: Death (1)

The door creaked and the wind blew open, this phenomenon made Li's mother frown, she clearly remembered that Deng Linlin came in and closed the door, but this door was too strange, right? Several people looked at each other, puzzled. Li Hongfei was about to get up to close the door, he found a familiar figure in the corner of the door, and after confirming that it was correct, he exclaimed: "Why didn't you come back without saying hello?" ”

The person at the door was none other than the Li Yuxin they talked about. I saw that Li Yuxin had lost a lot of weight, and his face was not as fair as before, but slightly dark wheat bran. He stood in place with empty hands, Li Hongfei poked his head out and looked at it a few more times, and finally determined that Li Yuxin was alone, and there was nothing behind him.

"Why are you alone?" Li Hongfei tilted his head and asked.

"Let's go inside." Li Yuxin did not answer, his spirit was obviously a little sluggish.

This phenomenon made Li's mother secretly surprised, she screamed "not good", and thought, this Li Yuxin's fate is not the fate of widowhood, why is it always fateless? Father Li was also very cooperative, he looked at Li Yuxin with a smile and didn't intend to ask him anything, in fact, everyone in the room knew very well what it meant.

Li Yuxin's eyes were a little dull, completely losing his previous wisdom and agility.

"Are you alright? Have you ever eaten? Mother Li asked with great concern.

"It's fine." After a long time, he spit out two words.

There's one more person to chat with on the couch.

Li Hongfei slid his eyes a few times, as if he was communicating something with Li Yuxin. Li Yuxin smiled bitterly for a while. Li Hongfei seemed to understand something, he calmed down and didn't make a sound, time passed little by little, the room was silent, or Deng Linlin broke the silent atmosphere with her joyful voice, she said: "You haven't eaten yet, have you?" Why don't I make some for you? ”

"Will you do it?" Li Hongfei couldn't believe his ears, this was the first time he had heard Deng Linlin's words.

Li Yuxin also blinked, he had never heard of it before. Is this an auditory hallucination in my ears? So he used his eyes to reconfirm the truth of what she said.

"What are you two looking at? Don't you believe I can cook? Deng Linlin pouted and said a little unhappily.

"No, no, it's just a bit of an accident." Li Hongfei hurriedly shook his head, but he kept muttering in his heart, when did he hide a hand?

Deng Linlin didn't wait for Li Yuxin's consent, she took it up and ran to the kitchen to make omelet noodles, this hand was completely learned in the kitchen with Li's mother, and now she is just fried and sold. After a while, a bowl of hot omelette noodles was placed in front of Li Yuxin, smelling the fragrance in the bowl, Li Yuxin felt the warmth of his mother, the taste was too familiar, so he raised his chopsticks and acted, and the coldness on his face gradually melted......

After eating the noodles, everyone also knew the result of Li Yuxin's line, Xu Qian disappeared, leaving only a note to tell him: There is no chance to sleep together in this life, and the future life will continue to lead. Disappeared with Xu Qian and the loving father Xu, I heard from people nearby that he went to Japan alone, and his bar lost his heart, and little by little loneliness became a late sorrow......

Where does the wind come from? Some people say that the wind comes from the heart, only Li Yuxin knows, the wind comes from the heart, once there is wind in the heart, it can't resist its erosion in the tight house, at this time, his heart is still a little cold.

Li Yuxin is looking forward to a miracle, May 8 is getting closer and closer, but he still hasn't seen the return of Qianying, the South Heaven Gate can not be opened anytime and anywhere, the sky will not be like a mahjong machine can be opened, reunion is as unattainable as the big three yuan, but the freezing point in Li Yuxin's heart is becoming more and more untouchable.

Time and space will not give you bread because you are pitiful, and time will not give you emotions because you lack love. If you talk about cause and effect, you have to plant; If you talk about the past and the present, you have to read it. There is a law for everything, and there is yin and yang for death. Every encounter is not accidental, every parting is not a play, there is less gathering and more separation in life, there is more bitterness and less sweetness in the wine glass, a pot of wine, an inch of heart, a song, and a love.

There are a lot of flowers and moons, a lot of clouds and light curtain colors, a few light inks, and a few tricks.

As long as you don't deliberately salvage, as long as you don't pull out the Dinghaishen iron, this memory will not turn over the river and blow out in the world, it will be good, obediently, very obedient, and quiet dormant......

When the people dispersed, Li Yuxin reclined on the bed and silently set off his memory, which was as faint as fireworks and as fragrant as moxibustion. He suddenly thought of the grass after the rain, and the tenacious spirit reinvigorated him, Am I not as good as a weed? Since it has passed, it should be a memory, the years are like a shuttle, and it is done and cherished.

Night stopped breathing, holding his throbbing nerves. In addition to showing her dazzling beauty in the moonlight, the clouds are still black and white plain in the shadows. The stars blinked, twinkling with endless life, alternating with the phantom clouds of the tower's past and present. The night is like a thick quilt wrapped around the Milky Way earth, she is like a mother's big hands gently soothing the sleeping child, the dream is near, the prosperity is mixed, the little clear glass is more gorgeous with the colorful glow, colorful once it becomes synonymous with her, graceful has become her slender posture.

A line of strange Wu women, ten thousand glows and golden phoenix feathers.

The road is sad and sad, and the green ladder in the forest leads to the sky.

Looking back and smiling for thousands of miles, there is no time to catch up.

Suffering from gains and losses, they are reluctant to give up, and they are inextricably linked into wedding dresses.

Li Yuxin was immersed in a dream, he didn't want to wake up, he didn't want to step into this real world, he was even reluctant to open his eyelids that he had already perceived, to appreciate the first rays of sunshine in the morning, he was chasing dreams, he was searching, he was looking for everything he had lost, his dreams, his heart......

The noise outside disturbed his cultivation, this originally peaceful world was long gone, the sound of steamed buns, steamed buns, soy milk, and fritters filled the entire street, Li Yuxin was not quiet, he opened his eyes helplessly, temporarily bid farewell to his dreams, and quietly returned to reality, and only then did he feel that he was still a mortal, an ordinary person who had to eat, dress, and go to work.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but envy Gong Dao Chang, this eccentric old man is the most free person, there are no worries in the world, I do my own way to help everyone, is this the standard for cultivating immortals? Li Yuxin also felt funny about his jumping nerves, what kind of messy things, is his brain really pretending to be mush? Self-deprecation is self-deprecation, everything in his sleep just now really has an urge to cry, thinking about it, he can't help humming in his mouth: "Memories always want to cry, a person's happiness; Just like the last advice you gave me, how love is like a stranger, you have the pain of walking; How do you know you won't cry for me after you're gone......"