Chapter 19: Finding Out What Is In Her Heart

Shen Lin was originally sitting quietly on the sofa opposite, but suddenly stood up and walked up to Wang Qin with red eyes, "Dirty people never believe in love, but those who deceive others in the name of love are really dirty." ”

She witnessed firsthand how her mother's delicate body rotted and collapsed in a coal-burning house.

That woman was never strong, but love always gave her motivation in life, but it was also love that blinded her, deceived her, and took a scum for the whole world.

So when her world abandoned her, she chose to give up her daughter.

Frankly, Shen Lin hated her mother, but in the end she chose to forgive, because later she realized that only simple and beautiful people can believe in love.

Her mother was too simple, but too fragile.

In the same way, she was not only talking about her mother, but also herself.

When she was deceived by Shen Ziyan, went to Zhou Bosong's appointment, and finally had sex with a stranger in the hotel, she never felt how dirty she was. On the contrary, Shen Ziyan, who used her feelings to deceive her, was dirty.

Wang Qin only sneered when he heard this.

"Love? Can love nurture you? At the end of the day, it's not our business. ”

Wang Qin doesn't believe in love, since she was born, everything is for profit, so today, for the sake of profit, she can come to this illegitimate daughter, although she will feel disgusting when she looks at her.

"That's the choice you make at the beginning. I never cared if I was alive or not, I could die with her! ”

Shen Lin's words were resolute, and Yan Jingzhe, who had never heard it, felt another kind of despair.

Shen Lin's parlor is fun and soundproofed, but there is also a room next door that can be used to record and monitor conversations in this room to prevent design plagiarism and commercial disputes.

Therefore, Yan Jingzhe, who came to Shen Lin's studio, sat in that room from the beginning of their conversation, listening to all the movements in it.

He never imagined that a woman with such tenacious vitality would be ready to die at any time.

Or in other words, Shen Lin has seen through the world, so she is neither afraid nor attached.

What is she living so stubbornly for?

According to Shen Lin, she believes and fears love, so everything she does to Zhou Bosong is love or just pure revenge? Yan Jingzhe's brain, for a while, was a little painful, and he didn't know how to think.

He heard Shen Lin say to Lorina, "That's it!" Then he heard the sound of high heels and walked out of the reception room.

Then, the door to this room was opened.

Shen Lin looked at him with a cold expression, and her voice was clear: "Is it interesting?" ”

At that moment, Yan Jingzhe's heart was no longer distressed about her playing with other people's feelings, but full of pity. He stood up, held Shen Lin in his arms, and then closed the door, his actions decisive and neat, without hesitation.

It's something he's wanted to do for a long time. He wanted to hold the blue rose tightly. Although in the past, this rose always carried thorns to protect itself, and it seemed that whoever approached it would poke it hard.

Even now, Rose has not taken off her guards.

"You sympathize with me?"

It was clear that her voice was choked, and there was a deep chill in her words.

"Why should I sympathize with you? I just felt a little empty and wanted someone to hug and keep warm. ”

Yan Jingzhe's words didn't carry any warmth, but they made Shen Lin instantly let go of all the hardness, and tears poured out of her eyes and flowed down.

WHO WOULD BELIEVE THAT DIGNIFIED GAN PRESIDENT, DURING WORKING HOURS, RUNS FROM THE COMPANY TO COSMOS STUDIOS JUST TO SEEK A HUG?

Shen Lin was willing to believe because she didn't want sympathy.

Shen Lin, who was lying in Yan Jingzhe's arms, was held by Yan Jingzhe, hugged in his arms, and cried until the tears dried up.

Yan Jingzhe, who was holding Shen Lin, felt her tears soak his suit until the tears no longer penetrated deeper.

The air of silence was finally broken.

"I'm here to hug you, how are you going to thank me?"

Shen Lin came out of Yan Jingzhe's embrace, with a pair of fawn-like eyes and red eyes, but stubbornly stiffened his neck and questioned the man as if nothing had happened.

Seeing Shen Lin's funny appearance, Yan Jingzhe couldn't help but laugh out loud.

The iceberg's face was rarely melted into a warm sheep, and Shen Lin looked a little blurry.

"What kind of thanks do you want?"

Unintentionally poking Shen Lin's careful thoughts, Yan Jingzhe felt that this was an interesting inquiry.

Shen Lin didn't expect that Yan Jingzhe would cooperate with him, panicked for a while, and immediately sorted out his feelings and became serious.

"Recently, the studio has been working on a new gemstone collection, and it's been too much brainstorming. Inspiration was slipping away, and I needed to find inspiration in some interesting places. ”

Inspiration is indeed her greatest need at the moment, but traveling far away is not only to find inspiration, but also to soothe the knots in her heart.

Although the expression is very tough, it does not mean that Shen Lin does not care, Wang Qin's appearance and actions have caused her a certain amount of damage.

After listening to that conversation, Yan Jingzhezhi felt that he knew Shen Lin's mind very well.

So after Shen Linya finished speaking, he almost immediately understood the meaning behind her decision.

But Yan Jingzhe, who was so close to Shen Lin, suddenly had a rare prank idea.

He looked at Shen Lin, his expression was still light, he was in a bad mood, and his voice was still low, but he asked, "Then how about we go home?" ”

This kind of hooligan-sounding nonsense had never been heard by Shen Lin before.

She has been in contact since she was a child, and the way she expresses her feelings is very subtle, and she has never seen such a naked person.

Therefore, Shen Lin felt embarrassed, and she blushed and didn't know: "Such a hooligan, how did he become the boss?" ”

After realizing his heartbeat and wrong feelings, Shen Lin forced himself to calm down, and preached critically, facing Yan Jingzhe with a mean and dull look, while the man looked more interesting.

I used to feel that Shen Lin was a determined strong woman with an open breath all over her body. It's like seeing a storm as big as a hundred rivers, and no matter what you say, it won't waver. All the reactions you can see are just what she wants to show you, not even from her own heart.

But now, looking at Shen Lin, a little girl who really felt blushing and heartbeating just because he was joking, Yan Jingzhe suddenly felt that he had found an interesting treasure.

"Am I a rogue? I just think the view from our house is really nice, and I want to help you, so I invited you to play. “

Yan Jingzhe raised a hand, put it on Shen Lin's forehead, frowned and asked, "Do you have an unbearable picture in your mind that misinterprets what I mean?" ”

Shen Lin, who heard this, suddenly looked like a fluffy little fox, her nose immediately wrinkled, and she knocked off Yan Jingzhe's hand at once.

"Your brain is unbearable!" After speaking, Shen Lin turned around and left.

Now that she sees Yan Jingzhe, she is starting to be confused and completely convulsed, how can she let herself get along with each other like this again?

She didn't know, what did Yan Jingzhe want to thank?

I used to say that she was disgusting at the celebration banquet and thought her methods were despicable? Why do you want to take the initiative to comfort people now?

Yan Jingzhe likes the atmosphere in front of him very much, it is difficult to see a woman like a toothy fox, in addition to cunning, there is another side.

Grabbing Shen Lin's hand, turning his back to him, and holding Shen Lin in his arms, Yan Jingzhe's big hand covered Shen Lin's forehead again, and his chin touched the top of Shen Lin's head.

"Well, I'm sure, you're not thinking about any unbearable images. It's just that it seems that the forehead is too hot, and it can't be a fever? Let's go to the hospital. ”

Yan Jingzhe vibrated Shen Lin's skull in a low voice, transmitting it to Shen Lin's ears and brain.

Shen Lin's whole body was numb like an electric shock, if it weren't for Yan Jingzhe trapped in his arms, his body might have begun to twist uncomfortably. "I don't have a fever."

The spicy voice, the moment you open your mouth, it looks extraordinarily honest, and it is a little nasal.

"Then why is your forehead so hot?"

Obviously knew it, but Yan Jingzhe also asked, it must be because his whole body was red when he touched it, and his forehead was hot.

But Shen Lin naturally wouldn't tell him the truth, so he didn't say a word, and held back his red temperature rising like a small balloon.

Yan Jingzhe didn't let go, Shen Lin didn't speak, and the two of them froze there.

One watches the other weaken, and the other waits for the other to let go.

As a result, there was no progress for half a day.

Shen Lin was like this, gradually calming down in Yan Jingzhe's arms, and only when he was completely calm did Shen Lin react,

"You've been holding it for too long, and the temperature on my forehead can't go away, it will only get hotter."

Little Rose began to emit thorns again, and today's drug-free time is over, but is what happened today evidence of the progress of the relationship between the two people?

Shen Lin untied the hand covering his forehead, Yan Jingzhe refused to retreat, and hugged Shen Lin like that.

"Hand, let go of me, I still have something to do, President Yan."

Shen Lin had to say such a thing, but listening carefully, there was still a small sense of happiness hidden.

"Aren't you uninspired?" Yan Jingzhe, who let go of Shen Lin, blocked Shen Lin's way before turning around.

Seeing Yan Jingzhe's front again, Shen Lin had to face him squarely.

Shen Lin stuttered a little: "Work still has to be done, otherwise you won't work if you don't have inspiration?" ”

"Then look for inspiration."

Yan Jingzhe spoke up, without the slightest point in asking.

Those deep eyes were not as cold as usual, but they were shining with warm sunlight and smiling, as if inviting Shen Lin: "Are you going to my house tonight?" ”

Shen Lin blushed again when she was looked at like this, but this time Yan Jingzhe looked at her tightly in front of her, she could no longer show the shyness of a girl unscrupulously, so she had to try her best to freeze her face and attitude.

"I think I'll go abroad for inspiration."

After speaking, Shen Lin avoided Yan Jingzhe and came out of the lounge. In fact, her words were just casual words, in order to get rid of Yan Jingzhe's claws, but what she didn't know was that this very tenacious claw didn't want to let her go at all.