"Why can't you disobey?" Gu Sheng'an said with some excitement in his tone: "Is it because my father once saved you?" So you have to obey him unconditionally, and do all kinds of unseemly things for him with your heart? Gu Shengan said and hammered his fist on the table next to him, his mind came up with the image of his father in the past, although his father did not smile at him, and he was not strict on weekdays, but Gu Shengan always felt that his father was a very respectable person, he never thought that his father who was so beloved would do such a disgraceful thing with the righteous daughter he raised with his own hands, and the two even had children.

Seeing Gu Sheng'an's anger, Concubine Xia couldn't help crying and shook her head, and replied: "Gu Sheng'an, you don't understand at all, in addition to repaying your father's nurturing grace back then, my life was also controlled by him, if I didn't listen to him, he could kill me at any time, so in order to save my life, I could only steal my life, and everything obeyed him!" Gu Sheng'an's face was gloomy, he lowered his head and was silent for a while, and suddenly thought of something, only to see him immediately ask: "Concubine Xia, when you took the proliferative medicine, my father also knew?" When Concubine Xia heard Gu Sheng'an's question, a trace of resentment flashed on her face,

"How could your father not know? Those probiotics were given to me by him, and he told me at the time that the emperor was about to die, and I had to give birth to the child before the emperor died, so that my child could be the prince in the name of righteousness, I stupidly believed his words at that time, but I never thought that those probiotics would directly kill my child. ”

"So when you learned that you gave birth to a stillborn baby, you immediately ordered the midwife to swap your child with Concubine Liu's, right?" Gu Shengan finally figured out all the causes and consequences, and he continued: "No wonder when you see the emperor later, a look of pain and hatred will appear on your face, is it that the existence of the emperor reminds you at any time that your child was killed by himself just after birth?" In fact, the person you really hate for so many years is not the emperor, but yourself. Concubine Xia smiled miserably, and replied: "Actually, the child was changed by your father, I was so weak that I passed out directly, and I couldn't do all this at all, and when I woke up again, the whole palace changed, and there was a crying baby next to me, and she became the new emperor of Dajin. Concubine Xia said and suddenly raised her eyes to look at Gu Sheng'an, she said lightly: "Gu Sheng'an, sometimes the truth is often painful and cruel, your father has been dead for so many years, everything is already dead without proof, I plan to keep this secret in my heart forever, and then take it directly to the grave, but I didn't expect you to come today to question me about everything back then." A glimmer of light flashed in Gu Shengan's eyes, and he sighed lightly: "You're right, the truth is indeed cruel, but the truth shouldn't be completely buried." Concubine Xia smiled coldly, and she replied, "But what good is it for you to know all this?" It's just adding to the pain! Gu Shengan stared at Concubine Xia, and he suddenly spoke: "Sister Yunxi, I have never understood why your temperament has changed drastically, but now I know that you are suffering so much in your heart!" Concubine Xia never thought that Gu Shengan would suddenly say this to her, but she was stunned for a while before she replied in a deep voice: "All this pain has long been sealed in my heart, I have been numb all these years, in this palace, what is more difficult than pain is loneliness, a loneliness that a person can never see the end." Gu Shengan suddenly understood the meaning of Concubine Xia's words, in fact, Gu Shengan has not been lonely all these years?

His father's sudden death left him with a very big mess, he had no way out, no one to turn to, all this could only be supported by himself gritting his teeth, how could he not be tired?

Gu Shengan can only relax a little when he gets along with the emperor. Seeing that Gu Sheng'an was silent and didn't speak, Concubine Xia suddenly said: "Gu Sheng'an, if I can choose again, I will definitely listen to you and never enter the palace again, if I leave with you the night before entering the palace, will everything be different?" Gu Shengan shook his head and replied: "I don't know if it will be different, I only know that there is no if in this world." Gu Shengan looked at Concubine Xia's whole body, and he said, "Concubine Xia, since we have come to this point, let's go as far as we can on the next road!" Concubine Xia understood what Gu Sheng'an meant, and she replied: "Gu Sheng'an, although I have met with King Yu a few times, I have not cooperated with King Yu, nor have I joined any conspiracy to harm you. Gu Shengan saw that Concubine Xia was willing to let go, he immediately straightened his face, and asked, "Then King Yu secretly saw you, what did he want you to do for him?" ”

"Yuwang just asked me to help him contact Concubine Hui a few times, and he asked me to hand over a few things to her."

"Then why didn't he contact Concubine Yu himself?" Gu Shengan immediately asked.

"Because King Yu can't enter the Minglan Palace." Concubine Xia glanced at Gu Sheng'an as she spoke, and then continued: "Gu Sheng'an, your subordinates have taken care of the Minglan Hall to death, and King Yu has no way to enter at all, but he can freely enter my Qingxin Palace, so he persuaded me to help him contact Concubine Hui." ”

"He persuaded you......" Gu Shengan suddenly sneered and said, "Tell me, what did King Yu promise you?" Concubine Xia smiled bitterly and replied: "He didn't give me any promises, I just think that since King Yu is your rival, if I secretly contact him and you find out, you will definitely come to the Qingxin Palace to see me!" Concubine Xia said with a sad smile, she continued: "Actually, I am now in a state of mind, I don't want to have any power anymore, I just hope you can come and see me!" Gu Shengan listened to Concubine Xia's words, and felt very uncomfortable, he lowered his head, and after a long time, he said softly: "Concubine Xia, why are you doing this!" ”

"Gu Sheng'an, one day you will be in the same situation as me, and there is a person in your heart who you want to see no matter how much it costs, you will understand my thoughts." Gu Shengan chuckled in his heart, and a figure suddenly appeared in his mind, and this figure Gu Shengan was more familiar than anyone else, and he was suddenly startled by his own thoughts.