Although Chen Lian said so in the end, Qiao Shi'an was very nervous.

What exactly does that sentence mean?

At night, she tossed and turned, and no matter how dull the book was, she knew that she was a little uneasy at this time.

He sat up and lit the kerosene lamp, the dim light of which lit in the little room where he had been staying, with a sense of warmth.

Because Guan Shu has saved Chen Lian's life twice, the people under Chen Lian are very polite to him.

Even if they fled all the way, no one felt that the husband and wife were a burden.

Not to mention, Qiao Shi'an is still a doctor, and she doesn't know how many people she has saved in the war this time.

"An An, you went to Dashuai once before, and after you came back, I felt that your mood was wrong. But you didn't say it, and I didn't ask. But now can you tell me what is it that makes you uneasy? ”

Qiao Shi'an sat up, hugged the book, and didn't speak for a long time.

Guan Shu didn't speak again, and the couple just hugged him.

As for their daughter, they are being raised by an old lady for the time being.

Although Chen Lian has women in the house, and there are even a lot of them, but I don't know why, I haven't had children.

The old lady is old, even if there is a gap between her and Chen Lian, she has always wanted to hold her grandson.

And because Qiao Shi'an once served the old lady, and she has been going to see her later, the friendship between the two is extremely close compared to others.

Later, after Qiao Shi'an's daughter was born, because of genetic problems, she looked cute and cute, and the old lady liked it a little more.

Now in the midst of the war, Chen Lian has left a lot of people around the old lady, and it is safer than following them.

Not to mention, Qiao Shi'an now has to save lives and help the injured every day, and Guan Shu also learned how to hold a gun with those hands holding the pen as early as this time.

They are really too small in this era.

But they are also doing what they can to do what they can.

However, Qiao Shi'an knew in her heart that her insignificance was real, but she could do at least more than most people.

"Brother Guan, if one day, you can do a lot of people as long as you say one more word, then will you say it?"

Guan Shu was silent for a moment, and did not directly say whether he would or not, but asked: "Will there be any other consequences for saying this?" ”

Qiao Shi'an got up from his arms, held his head, and came face to face with him, "There may be a lot of changes, and I don't even know if these changes are good or bad." Would you say? ”

Guan Shu seemed to understand something, and he pursed his lips: "Then what will happen if you say it, what will happen if you don't say it." ”

He was very smart and knew that the person Qiao Shi'an was talking about was herself.

Qiao Shi'an looked at him for a moment and rested her chin on his shoulder so that he couldn't see her expression.

Some people say that hugging is the closest gesture between two people in the world, after all, they can feel the body temperature of two people.

It is also said that hugging is the most unfamiliar action between two people in this world, because once you hug, you can't see each other's expressions clearly.

Qiao Shi'an didn't know what she was avoiding or what she was afraid of at this time.

"I don't know what the consequences will be in the long run, but at least for now, it will save a lot of people. If I don't say it, I may feel guilty for the rest of my life. ”

Guan Shu hugged her, let the two of them lie facing each other, and kissed her forehead: "Then find a way to let the worst not happen." There will definitely be a way to get the best of both worlds, so it's okay to sleep well now. ”

"The best of both worlds?" Qiao Shi'an thought of Chen Lian.

Will he have the best of both worlds?

She closed her eyes and actually fell asleep.

The next day, after treating the injured, Qiao Shi'an went to find Chen Lian again.

However, this time, Chen Lian did not see her directly, but let his subordinates pass the word.

"Doctor Qiao, Dashuai said that there are some things that you can't regret if you do them. Dashuai makes you think clearly. ”

Qiao Shi jumped faster, feeling that she might have really guessed it, Chen Lian really had a way.

She took a deep breath and said, "Please also tell Dashuai, I won't regret it." ”

The subordinate went in for a while, and then came out and nodded to Qiao Shi'an.

Qiao Shi'an walked into the room resolutely like Jing Ke who pierced Qin.

Chen Lian stood at the window, with his back to her, looking at the flying snow outside.

"I don't know how many people will die in this snow."

Hearing this, Qiao Shi was relieved, and suddenly remembered that not long after, hundreds of thousands of people died of starvation in the famine in the river.

Those are all living lives, with people's children, people's lovers, and people's parents.

The last trace of hesitation in her heart also disappeared completely, "Dashuai, if you can, I hope Dashuai can believe what I say next, and then ...... Let the butterfly effect be on me alone! ”

Chen Lian turned around, and at that moment, Qiao Shi'an felt that his eyes seemed to have no trace of emotion.

His voice seemed to come from far away and fell on her heart: "Are you sure?" ”

Qiao Shi was overjoyed, she knew that she had guessed correctly, Chen Lian was definitely not an ordinary person.

"I'm sure!"

"This may shorten your life, you may not be able to accompany your husband, and you may not be able to watch your daughter get married."

Even if she is the daughter of destiny, if she forcibly changes the fate of hundreds of thousands of people who will die, she will be entangled by cause and effect.

Maybe it won't be as violent as ordinary people, but at least above the lifespan, it can't be too long.

"Huh? Is it really just a matter of exchanging life for life? Qiao Shi'an was not afraid, but was surprised, she was silent for a while, and then asked Chen Lian cautiously, "So handsome, how old can I live?" It's not going to die right away. ”

She also wants to save a few more people, she also wants to accompany the bookkeeper more, and she wants to hear her daughter call her mother, so she doesn't want to die by herself

Chen Lian said: "Forty years old." ”

Forty years old?

She's not twenty yet.

It feels like a good deal!

"Good!" Qiao Shi'an said.

After Qiao Shi'an left, Chen Lian sat down and poured two cups of tea, "You come out." ”

A person came out of the inner room, and this person was none other than the bookkeeper.

Guan Shu sat opposite Chen Lian, "Thank you, Dashuai!" ”

Chen Lian asked puzzledly: "Are you sure you want to share your life with her?" You could have lived to be eighty-eight years old. Is it worth it to die with her for a day? ”

Chen Lian really doesn't understand.

I don't understand why Qiao Shi'an knows the butterfly effect, and she knows that she doesn't meddle in her affairs, and the country is fine, so why do you want to do this.

I don't understand why Guan Shu actually exchanged people's most precious life span.

Guan Shu said: "No matter how long the rest of your life is, if you can't spend it with the person you love, it's meaningless." ”

Chen Lian pouted, he didn't think he would feel anything alone.

Otherwise, he would not rather suffer some cause and effect, and not have a grandson as Motoyasu's mother's wish.

Chen Lian thought that he was probably too ruthless.