Chapter 134: Succession (3)
"A few days ago, I heard from the old lady that there would be a county lord in the house, and I also talked about this county lord, who would soon become the general's new wife, and the general came back that day and took the initiative to mention you to me. When I saw it yesterday, I was even more sure that you, the county lord, would become the master mother of this mansion. ”
Roche is not a person who drags mud and water, although he seems to be a little cowardly, but he is very assertive when he speaks.
After hearing this, Xinyue frowned, and said to Luo Shi, "Mrs. Luo, I heard that you knew the general earlier than the first Madame Zhang, and you have watched him from the side all these years, and you should also know that he is a stubborn person.
When we first mentioned marriage, he told me that there is no way to forget Mrs. Zhang in this life, I married him, but it is useless, a husband who does not love me, there are other women in my heart, and I have no way to fight with her in my life, compete with her, I think such days are too difficult.
However, we all have our own difficulties. It's not convenient for Mrs. to talk about it now, but I want to ask Mrs. not to be so sure of what she says, this Mrs. Jiang family, even if it is Mrs. Chen, is not so easy to be. ”
"The county lord looked young, but he didn't expect that he was wise and understood, and he could see things clearly. It's just that Mrs. Zhang is going after all, even if the general loves him all his life, he can't be with the general like you, the county lord, so the county lord can relax. ”
Xinyue still shook her head, "Madame shouldn't just talk to me about marrying into the Jiang family."
Luo Zhi was thoughtful, looking at the new moon and also wanted to speak, she saw that the new moon mentioned, it was not good to continue to hide it, so she stood up, grabbed her skirt with both hands, as if she wanted to kneel down for the new moon, but it seemed that she couldn't pull her face for a while.
Xinyue just looked at her like this, but Feng'er grabbed Luo's family, "Madam, our girl is a junior, aren't you giving her life like this?" With that, she helped Luo to sit down again.
"It's only the first time I've seen a concubine in these years, and someone has really become a general's wife again." Luo Shi hung his hands, his eyes were a little lonely, but he was more relieved, "County Lord, I just want to come to ask you to take care of the general and Feng'er." ”
"I've heard about what you've done over the years, and I've heard that you've taken good care of their father and son. I am also very concerned about the general, and after so many years, it is really most likely that you will be the one who replaces Mrs. Zhang and takes care of the general. But..."Xinyue didn't continue, after all, this is the most painful place in Luo's heart.
After hearing this, Luo Shi did not have the sadness that Xinyue thought, but smiled faintly, just the bitterness in the smile, it was better not to laugh, "County Lord, you are really a young woman." I heard that you have separated from Yu Xiaowangye? ”
"It doesn't matter who I am with." The new moon was not sure what Roche was going to say.
"I don't want to poke the county lord's pain, but it seems that I am wrong, the relationship between you and Yu Xiao Wangye, I thought that you have already experienced it once, and you should be able to understand, but the county lord seems to have withdrawn only because of grievances in his heart, not because he was disappointed in Yu Xiao Wangye. After all, you should never love Yu Xiaowangye. ”
"I and Yu Xiaowangye, since childhood..."Xinyue paused, wanting to refute, but finally nodded, "Yes, the two of us have never loved each other." So, I don't understand what you, Madam, insist on. Your child is not the general's fault, after so many years, if you hadn't avoided the general, there should have been another child. ”
Luo Shi still smiled distressingly, and asked, "Listening to the tone of the county lord, did you also ask the general?" ”
Crescent Moon lowered her eyebrows, "yes, you are all so stuffy. ”
Luo Che saw that Xinyue was depressed in his heart, and the spoon was thrown away, and she was completely like the dignified and elegant she just now.
"I have no love with the general, love is at all. Back then, Bing Cao was conscripted, and our father, after the conscription was taken away, there was no news. According to the Great Holy Law, and my brother is also the only son of our Luo family, so I don't need to go to military service anymore, but my brother heard that the place where my father went to this conscription was where my father went back then, so my brother held the idea of inquiring about my father's news, plus the idea of getting food and salary, and taking care of my mother and me, entered your An Xuanhou, General Huwei, I heard, that is your father? ”
"Well, it's my father." Crescent nodded.
"Later, when my brother was in the battalion, he met the general.
The elder brother said that he met a man who looked like a noble son, but it seemed that he would enlist in the army to fight for fame because of his family's downfall, and he wanted to help this "son-in-law" who talked about "not disappointing his father", and then the two became friends.
That's how my brother takes care of people.
The general later learned that in order to protect him, the old marquis had a hundred soldiers in his team, except for his brother, who were all arranged by the old marquis.
There is no need for my brother to sacrifice my life for him.
Before my brother died, he noticed the difference between the general, and the general told me that my brother was very relieved to go, and the general also said that he should do a good job to reassure my brother, so he also took good care of my mother according to the agreement, and finally, he also wanted to take care of me. But he didn't. Roche's eyes were red, and he was still sad because of the child who died young.
"Madam, it's not the general's fault?" Xinyue didn't know how this heart knot started, but it really couldn't, at least it couldn't be all blamed on Jiang Yang.
"I don't blame him, and I don't blame him." Roche said the words that had been hidden in his heart for many years: "Back then, when I saw this down-and-out noble son, I promised him a heart.
I even foolishly thought that when he might have a prominent family background, I didn't deserve it, but now that he is down, I can accompany him to endure hardships.
But when I finally mustered up the courage to tell him about this thought.
He said, he said, "I don't want to, I don't want you to suffer with me." I promise your brother that even if I die, I will give your mother and daughter a good life. ”
Listen to this, he thinks that my mother's well-being is as important as his life.
So, when I lost my child, I didn't think about how I would deal with the pain of losing my child.
It's the general, how guilty I should be when I see such pain.
So over the years, I tried not to let him see me, and I also made a look of refusing to let go.
In this way, he felt that he could continue to take care of me, and felt that after his care, I would live well, and one day, he would feel that he had repaid my brother for saving his life. ”
At this, Roche burst into tears.
You just don't want him to feel guilty, so let him carry a heavier burden of "taking care of you". I can't really say, it's a good idea. "The new moon doesn't quite agree with this approach" In this way, both of you are bitter. ”
"It's already like this, and..." Luo didn't finish speaking, but twisted the handkerchief and covered her mouth, her back and chest shook a few times, and then, she frowned, wiped her mouth very painfully, and Xinyue saw that her lips immediately turned white, and her forehead was sweating.
"This is the end of the matter, ma'am, you still have to take good care of your health." Seeing that Luo is like this, Xinyue is by no means a one-day illness, and if she persuades herself, it will be useless if she doesn't listen. So she planned to tell Jiang Yang about it in private.
"I've been bothering the county lord here for a long time, the group leader must be very busy in front." Roche wiped his eyes, his eyes were red and swollen from crying, and his face was not good-looking.
"It's just a meal. But when Mrs. came in just now, it reminded me that when I was still in the palace of King Yu, the concubine of Prince Yu came to see me. In Luo's eyes, the new moon saw the expectation, it was the expectation, and he could understand the new moon's gaze more, so Xinyue took the initiative to talk to her about himself.
It didn't take long for Xinyue to make her previous affairs clear to her, and it could be seen that when Luo heard what happened to Xinyue, he was still very angry, "A concubine, so public? ”
"Madam, that Mrs. Xiao is also the person who is destined to take care of Yu Xiaowangye's life. Because I didn't have the opportunity to see Mrs. Zhang, I don't know how she treated you, and I may not have Mrs. Zhang's bearing. But I'm not intolerable either. If it is the Xiao family, just like Mrs. You, no one wants to leave the husband and wife at the head and go to someone else's home. When Xinyue said this, there was still a wave of resentment in her heart.
Luo shook his head, "County Lord, you still don't care enough, so you let go so freely." You feel wronged, from your own point of view everywhere, I don't mean that you are selfish, but if you love someone, the first thing you will do is to think about things from the other person's point of view, you feel dissatisfied and feel wronged. begged generously, completely cut off the idea of staying by the other party's side, and at the same time taught the Xiao family a good lesson, it can be seen that you are still a child. Roche picked up the tea on the side and took a sip slowly.
"Maybe it's exactly as Madame said. I have also met with Yu Xiaowang since I was a child. Maybe there are some feelings, but it's more about the thoughts of cousins and cousins, as for the matter of men and women..."Xinyue paused and smiled, "It's true that there is no fate." But now that everything is over, madam, you can also relax, take good care of your body, and stay by General Jiang's side. You want him to feel good by taking care of you, but only if you have someone to take care of him. ”
"Life and death are fate, how can I fight against fate?" Speaking of which, Roche is a little pessimistic.
"Madam, look at me, didn't I also have a struggle with fate to have the world today. My life is up to me, and since this life belongs to me, then I must live it well, so as not to live up to myself. Xinyue reached out and pulled Luo's hand, her hand was very cold, it should be the reason for the weak blood, Xinyue thought that when she went back, she would definitely send her a few good ginseng.
Sending Roche away, Crescent Moon picked up the spoon. I wanted to continue to drink my porridge, but I glanced at the hour by the way, so I stood up, but because I got up violently, I couldn't stand still in front of me.
Feng'er hurriedly stepped forward to support her, "Girl, don't worry." ”
"How can I not be in a hurry? I have a lot of things ahead of me, so I'm about to call Fei'er, let's go. As he spoke, the crescent moon walked like a fly, and it took a trot to keep up. Finally, under the eyes of a bunch of mother-in-law attendants waiting for her to approve the slips, she walked to the small room yesterday, "I have something to delay, I have delayed everyone's time, I apologize to everyone, come, come in." ”
When everyone saw Xinyue, a lady of the family, they apologized to everyone for the little thing of being late, and remembered Xinyue's attitude, as well as her neatness in doing things without procrastination, so their impression and evaluation of her were better.
Just sat down for a while, someone in the front yard came to pass the word, so he asked Xinyue not to move around, the palace people who wanted to come to deliver the decree had already arrived, Xinyue was not a member of the Jiang family, so naturally he couldn't go to the hall to receive the decree and thanks, but if he walked around and was seen, it would be disrespectful. That's why the Chen family will let people spread the word.
Xinyue was already very busy, and she didn't have time to go out for a stroll, and the person who just came to deliver the message said that Mrs. Chen had a heart, so she continued to be busy with herself.
After about a stick of incense, the crescent moon heard the sound of gongs and drums.
Rong Zhao's national funeral is only New Year's Eve, and it is not even ten months old, and the sound of gongs and drums is so impatient, but this can't be blamed on the Jiang family, after all, this is the most glorious time for a family, and it is also an affirmation of Jiang Yang's achievements in this life.
Xinyue remembered what Luo said just now, after Jiang Yang joined the army, he often talked about "not disappointing his father" and "revitalizing the family business". Now he has indeed done it, the four words of glory and glory.
Praise the pen full of ink, wandering on the fine white paper, every word of the new moon is written very carefully, and finally write his name in the number of paragraphs, take out the seal letter and cover it, and finally divide it into two copies, and hand it to the grandmother in front of him, and the grandmother is blessed with a blessed body, "Thank you to the county lord." ”
The grandmother in the back squeezed up and said to the grandmother in front, "You can't call the county lord anymore, it won't be long before it's our Mrs. Hou." ”
Xinyue frowned, looked at this tongue-in-cheek mama, and sank her face.
Feng'er immediately said with a sense of meaning, "Mama, please respect yourself, talk nonsense, you will be punished by the board." ”
"The slave didn't talk nonsense, the holy decree just now said that His Majesty personally married the Lord of the Crescent Moon and our Hou Ye." The grandmother thought that Xinyue would be very happy, but when she saw her sitting there, her face was expressionless, and her eyes were even a little gloomy, so she tried to speak, "It's really Gong, congratulations to the county lord." ”
"Come, Mama, it's your turn. Why did you come to pay the money? The new moon tone is still the same, and she looks up at the mouthy grandmother, and everything is the same as before.
This is all something she already knows, and she is powerless to change it, now that the holy decree has come down, if she regrets the marriage, she is a little unconvinced, Jiang Yangken is unwilling to take the risk of violating the holy decree to do it.