"You told me that life is beautiful, and you should also meet every day with your good side." When I went back to the private room to make an order, my mind was full of you repeating this sentence.

"I don't seem to have a shower for a year, everyone looks at me with disgust, I don't care, because it doesn't do anything to me, I can still make money by making bills, but after paying off the debt, I feel that I can just send a little more money to my younger siblings every month.

I don't need to fight as hard as I used to, but I don't know what I'm going to do, I can only continue to play lists, and now I don't know anything but make lists.

It wasn't until I met you that I realized that I had lost myself, in the past year, I have never lived a day for myself, I lived for debt, I lived for my family, I decided to live for myself once, so I went to take a shower, changed my clothes, I wanted to be a new version of myself. After Zhang Bing finished speaking, he drank the Coke again, and crumbled the empty Coke can with one hand.

Su Chen took down the empty Coke can in Zhang Bing's hand and replaced him with a new one.

"Do you hate your mother?" Su Chen asked, Su Chen didn't know why he suddenly asked like this, maybe he thought of himself.

"When she told me that she couldn't provide me with education, I hated it, but after thinking about it for a night, I was relieved, she was my mother after all, what else could I do with her? So the next day I got on the train to Flower City! Zhang Bing said.

"You're not me, and you have no feelings, how can you understand how I feel about falling out of love now?" At this time, Ye Yan, who had not dared to speak next to him, finally spoke, he felt that Su Chen and Zhang Bing did not understand him, he was out of love now and didn't want to study, but Su Chen and Zhang Bing didn't understand, he was out of love, out of love, out of love!

"Oh, do you think that I am poor and mediocre in appearance and have no feelings? Although our standard of living may not be the same, our spirit is equal. I also have people I like, but I don't have the qualifications to have her, I don't deserve her, because I'm not good enough. Zhang Bing opened the new can of Coke again and drank it.

"Is that the construction cost woman?" Su Chen asked.

"Hmm!" Zhang Bing returned to his appearance of few words.

"But I feel like I'm lonely now, no one cares about me!" Ye Yan still has the same face that is not beaten.

Su Chen glanced at Ye Yan, shook his head slightly, and said, "No one will care too much about you, unless you are handsome or on the verge of death." ”

Zhang Bing listened to Su Chen's words and nodded silently.

"But I think I'm handsome!" Ye Yan said.

Su Chen and Zhang Bing both turned their heads and glanced at Ye Yan in surprise, "Why is there such a shameless person?" ”

"I think you may have some misconceptions about yourself, but that's okay, self-confidence is a good thing!" Su Chen said.

"That's right!" Zhang Bing also echoed.

"Life is not only about what is in front of you, but also about poetry and distant fields." Su Chen said.

"I tell you, what is true loneliness. When I left my hometown thousands of miles away from home, came to Huacheng, got off the train at night, the moment I saw the lights of ten thousand homes, I felt that I was really lonely, because none of the lights of ten thousand homes belonged to me, I even had nowhere to put my body, where did I come from poetry and distance? Zhang Bing drank the Coke again, and the Coke can was clucked.

Su Chen silently took down the Coke can in Zhang Bing's hand again and replaced him with a new one.

"But people always have dreams, dry ruts and remnants, dry and dry, people have no ambitions, what is the difference with them?" Su Chen said.

Ye Yan: ???

Zhang Bing: ???

Zhang Bing and Ye Yan looked at Su Chen with a confused expression, and their eyes were clearly saying, "What are you talking about?" Can you speak human language? ”

"Oh, I'm sorry, I thought I was in class, which translates in layman's terms, what is the difference between a person who has no dreams and a salted fish!" Su Chen saw the confused expressions of the two, and was embarrassed to translate again.

"When I was a child, my dream was to be a network administrator, and I could surf the Internet for free every day, how good, but then I had no choice but to be admitted to the doctorate, and I missed a great opportunity to be a network administrator!" Su Chen said sadly.

Ye Yan: ???

Zhang Bing: ???

"Later, I had a conflict with my father, I ran out, and my dream became to go to the end of the world with a sword, but there was no money to disrupt my plan, so I could only become a teacher, and by the way, I could barely survive while opening a live broadcast to earn some money." Su Chen continued.

Ye Yan: "I understand this sentence, it's still human, at least everyone is poor." ”

"Zhang Bing, what are you going to do in the future? Do you want to continue to go into the Internet café and make a single in that small private room? Su Chen asked Zhang Bing, Su Chen didn't really want Zhang Bing to stay in this small private room like this, if he could, Su Chen would ask Zhang Bing to study.

"I don't know, I don't know what I can do now but make a bill?" Zhang Bing opened the Coke can again and poured another sip. Now Zhang Bing himself is really confused, he has no life plan of his own, he has lived for his family for the first half of his life, and has never planned for himself.

"Do you still want to continue studying? Perhaps, I can help you! Su Chen directly said his thoughts.

"Reading? Maybe two years ago I would have wanted to go to school desperately, but now, I'm eighteen years old, and when I go back to class, I feel like I won't be able to accept the strange eyes of other students, I don't know anything now, I can only play games, I don't know what else to do but play bills? ”

Zhang Bing now feels that he can no longer adapt to the classroom environment in school, and he himself is also very confused, unwilling to go to school, but he does not want to continue to work in Internet cafes to make orders.

Since you don't want to go back to class to study, I won't force you, but you should also use your leisure time to read more books, read more news in various news media, and learn more about the world, which is also a kind of learning.

Or, come and follow me, I'm doing a live broadcast now, you can come to me to do a live broadcast with my partner, I'll give you a salary, but the salary may not be much, I also want to see how much money I can make in my live broadcast, and then I will give you points, you can think about what you want to do in the future during this period of live broadcast with me? You can leave whenever you want, and I won't stop you, my spare room is better than you staying in that private room in that Internet café! ”

Su Chen suddenly thought of this method, when Su Chen learned about the game live broadcast industry before, he found that someone was a double-row live broadcast, the effect was not bad, and it was easy to score, and by the way, it also gave Zhang Bing a chance to relax, so that he could make a little time to think about his way out.

"Is that okay?" Zhang Bing's heart was moved, he knew about the live broadcast, but he hadn't tried it, he wanted to try it too.

"Yes, you can go home with me later, I live alone, you can come at any time, anyway, I will live alone, there are so many rooms." Su Chen said that during this time, Su Chen felt quite bored living alone, and he missed the time when he lived with his roommates in college, at least there was someone to chat with at night, and now if he could bring Zhang Bing over to live with him, there would be one more person to talk to.

"Okay, I'll talk to you live first, the money is not in a hurry, because I just sent a large amount of money back to my family last week, and the debt has been paid off, and I don't need money very much for a while." Zhang Bing said that he just wants to live in a different environment now, and he has had enough of the life of making orders in the past year, and he wants to change it.

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