Chapter 443: Living in the Temple

Su Manxue always felt that Ji Jiuhua was a little different from Cai Wei, she had even eaten Cai Wei's vinegar before, and felt that Ji Jiuhua's treatment of Cai Wei was not the same as that of other maids.

Ji Jiuhua didn't expect him to even eat Cai Wei's vinegar, and his expression became very helpless in an instant, "Don't think so much, I'm a little special to her, just because she is your personal maid." ”

He is a little special about Cai Wei, just because Cai Wei is always by Su Manxue's side, Ji Jiuhua wants to know Su Manxue's latest movements, and he can only know through Cai Wei.

If it weren't for this reason, he would have no difference to Cai Wei, but he didn't expect that Su Manxue would even have to eat this vinegar, so he had to hold Su Manxue in his arms and patiently coax her.

"In the future, don't eat these messy vinegars casually, go back to the house to accompany me more, and naturally there won't be so much to think about these things."

Ji Jiuhua didn't expect that he hadn't blamed him yet, so he began to settle accounts with himself, which made him a little unspeakably annoyed.

Su Manxue smiled weakly, she really didn't accompany him much these times, and put more energy into Chu Yin, after all, Chu Yin is now the time when people need to care the most.

Gu Qin's life and death are uncertain now, who knows if he has any accidents, in order to make sure that in case, Su Manxue has been visiting Chu Yin from time to time these days.

I was afraid that Chu Yin would suddenly collapse at that time, Su Manxue said so, Ji Jiuhua naturally didn't want to continue to worry about Chu Yin, he had been appeasing the people below these days.

I just don't want them to worry, if something really happens, he must make arrangements, even if he feels very uncomfortable, he can only hold back, and he can't show it too obviously.

Because once he is in chaos, the people below will follow him in chaos, and everyone can't follow in chaos, and then they will use what to usurp the throne.

Su Manxue patted Ji Jiuhua's shoulder distressedly, knowing that he was living more uncomfortable these days than she imagined, but she couldn't help him, this sense of powerlessness made her feel very uncomfortable.

She really wants to take on these responsibilities with Ji Jiuhua, and she doesn't want him to take on so many things alone that shouldn't be his own.

"You can tell me anything, don't always hide it alone."

Su Manxue actually knew that Ji Jiuhua had hidden a lot of herself, but the reason why she didn't debunk it was just that she wanted to wait for Ji Jiuhua to open her mouth, but she didn't expect that Ji Jiuhua still didn't mean to take the initiative to confess to herself.

Ji Jiuhua was silent for a long time, but he didn't expect that he thought he was hiding it well, but she had already seen through it, but he didn't debunk himself.

"When did you find out?"

His voice was dry, and when he spoke, his eyes didn't even dare to look at Su Manxue, he kept avoiding her, floating around, to hide the panic in his heart.

"A long time ago, did you think you were hiding well? In fact, it has been exposed a long time ago, but I didn't expect you to refuse to take the initiative to tell me until now, otherwise I wouldn't have said it. ”

Su Manxue didn't plan to tell this matter at first, she just wanted to give him a chance to take the initiative to confess these past things to himself, but judging from the current situation, Ji Jiuhua never seemed to have planned to confess to himself.

"Again, there are some things I should tell you, I will definitely tell you, but there are some things that should not be told to you, and I will never tell you."

After Ji Jiuhua said this, he left, Su Manxue sat in her room dejectedly, she had exactly the same idea as Chu Yin at this moment, and only hoped that Ji Jiuhua could give up his plan.

Even if they didn't live so well, and even Su Manxue thought about returning to the mountains and forests, she would rather live the most ordinary life with him than be like this, she didn't know what Ji Jiuhua was doing every day, and felt that she didn't know him at all now.

He seems to be slowly becoming different from the person he liked at the beginning, at least Su Manxue likes Ji Jiuhua, who confesses everything to himself, not Ji Jiuhua, who hides everything from him now.

Su Manxue was a little disappointed, and Ji Jiuhua didn't answer his question at all, he asked him how he planned to deal with Cai Wei, but he still avoided talking about it, feeling that there was no such plan at all.

The corners of her lips unconsciously showed a cold smile, and she only felt that she had never been so disappointed as she was now, and for the first time, she had tried the feeling of disappointment.

In the past, Su Manxue probably never thought that one day, she would be so disappointed because of Ji Jiuhua, she never felt that being able to be with him in this life was her greatest luck.

Su Manxue didn't want to stay in the Ji Mansion at all now, she just felt that if she continued like this, she and the child in her belly would be unbearable sooner or later, so it was better to go out and live for a while.

She only left a letter for Ji Jiuhua, and then left Ji's mansion and went to a temple in the suburbs, the plaque of this temple had fallen, and Su Manxue had long forgotten the name of this temple.

But there are still a lot of pilgrims in this temple, Su Manxue gave a little sesame oil money, and told the monks in the temple that he would stay here for two days.

Qiu Yan, who had been following Su Manxue's side, felt that this was a little inappropriate, "Young lady, let's go back first, it's a little unsafe here, if the young master knows, you sneak here and you will definitely be furious." ”

Su Manxue could even imagine his angry expression at the moment, but even so, Su Manxue was still unmoved, he had hidden so many things about himself, and he hadn't settled accounts with him yet, what was there for him to be angry?

After figuring this out, Su Manxue became a lot more at ease, anyway, they had done a lot of things wrong with each other, so they should have canceled each other out.

"Don't persuade me here, persuade you to go back, let me be here alone and quiet."

Su Manxue really didn't want to talk to her so much here, she just wanted to find a quiet place to raise the baby well, how could it be heinous in their eyes.

But they didn't let themselves stay here, so they had to stay here, Anyway, Ji Jiuhua didn't know that he was in this deep mountain and old forest, and he definitely didn't know where he was now.

The more Su Manxue thought about it, the more proud she felt, and she shook her head a little helplessly, knowing that no matter how much she said, she couldn't get Su Manxue back, so she simply stopped persuading her and let her continue.

The monk gave them a side room, there are more people living in the temple, there are not too many rooms, since Su Manxue has come out, everything is simple, there are not too many disputes, anyway, you can sleep together with Qiu Yan by squeezing it.

Su Manxue lived very well here, except in the morning, she was woken up by the sound of the monks ringing the bell before she woke up, and no one dared to disturb her in the Ji Mansion because of Ji Jiuhua.