You say it's not bright

Peng Cheng brought the hot soup and put it on the table, he prepared dishes and chopsticks for Beibei, and then sat next to her. He didn't look too hungry, and he didn't eat, so he was busy putting vegetables in her bowl, and while clipping, he said: "Daughter-in-law, you eat this, this is delicious, I'm afraid you don't think it's spicy, I didn't put chili oil, you taste it, in fact, it's better to add some spicy food." ”

Peng Cheng didn't look up at Beibei, he sighed to himself, and gently poked the stiff girl with his elbow. He probably couldn't bear to look at her directly, and hung his head stubbornly. Yesterday's fist was too hard, and he still clearly remembered that he regretted it as soon as he made a move, and he regretted it so much that he wanted to die, but what else could he do now?

Bei Bei always asked him who he loved and who he didn't love, and he especially wanted to explain it to her at this time, but looking at her appearance, he couldn't speak. In the past, he really didn't really take the question of who he loved, he was chased by debts every day, and his head hurt when he chased him, where did he have the time to figure out that. What the hell does he think, this question of who to love and who not to love, he has never had time to face it, but every time he loses money, he feels that no matter who he is, as long as he has money, as long as he is given money, he will do anything, do anything.

He still remembers that at the beginning, Xiao Min was his lifesaver, he couldn't go back to lie to Bei Bei, he could only drag Xiao Min. But now...... The young man is very weak, and whatever he says now, it is like fucking hypocrisy, like insulting the girl in front of him.

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Peng Cheng swore that he would never hurt Bei Bei again, so Xiao Min forced him to say who he was with. He knew that Bei Bei really loved him, but that day, he was still surprised, she didn't have to show up, if it wasn't for him, she would definitely not have endured such humiliation.

Peng Cheng suddenly wanted to be with Bei Bei, like when they first met, but he quickly laughed at himself, then he was really a fool of this girl. He only deserves to be with a girl like Xiao Min, he still has this self-knowledge, this is probably his most determined time, Xiao Min also likes him, otherwise she would not have to come to talk to Bei Bei.

After that, Peng Cheng took Xiaomin's money, not only took it, but also reached out confidently to ask for it. I don't know why, although he identified Xiao Min in his heart, he didn't have any feelings of pity. It was originally the money that Bei Bei promised him, but now that Xiao Min is coming out, he feels quite relieved, and he has no apologies at all, that is what Xiao Min should give him, and she owes him.

Not surprisingly, those Qian Pengcheng went to the dark field and lost again. He originally wanted to win a little bit, give Bei Bei some first, even if he couldn't marry her, he still had to give Bei Bei money, he wanted to love her all the time, he wanted to repay her, and repay her for the true feelings she gave him. It's a pity that the money was still lost.

Oh my God! He's fucking blind, he's for that girl, that girl is a good person! Such a good person, why should she lose money? Peng Cheng was so annoyed that he couldn't even go home, as if he was punishing himself, he didn't want to go home, only when he stood on the road did he feel that his heart didn't hurt so much.

However, time has passed, and now whatever he once thought about was in vain. There are more debts, this more, Peng Cheng is more and more impatient, what does he love or not, he wants to scold when he hears her, he only feels that love is too ethereal, like a drop of water in a mineral water bottle in the desert, poured into his mouth, and his mouth is still dry.

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There is no money, he always has a feeling that he is not looking for a decline, Bei Bei imagines a princess in a fairy tale, all she wants is love, a clean heart! Life is always realistic, and the only thing he can give her is this love. Wen Beibei didn't understand, but he understood, Beibei thought that was all she needed, but Peng Cheng understood that they needed too much.

Peng Cheng always thought that only he understood this, but later he found out that Aunt Xue also understood, and in the end, even Xiao Min understood. He remembered that Xiao Min was sitting in front of the computer in the bar that day, snorting melon seeds, and she asked boredly: "Bei Bei wants you to love her all day long, you two can't get married yet, don't you worry about it?"

The young man was frightened at the moment, he thought it was a secret, a secret that only he and Aunt Xue knew, how did Xiao Min know, as if he had been discovered the identity of an undercover agent, Peng Cheng froze, his eyes were burning and he stared at her, as if he was looking at the close-up*. Then Xiao Min looked back at him and said, "You two are not at the same level at all, can their family want you?"

This is the fate that has been haunting him since they met, and Peng Cheng believes that if it weren't for this, he must not have gambled. Just because of Beibei, because they are not people of the same level, the only thing that can shorten the distance between each other is that he has a lot of money, otherwise, everything is fucking bullshit.

So no money makes him feel powerless, he doesn't want to do anything, he just worked for a while, and he earned more than a thousand commissions a month by shining shoes, because he remembered that his father's house was given to him, and with a house, as long as he was willing to work, it must be enough for a girl like Bei Bei who only recognizes love, but at this moment, he said that he didn't want to do anything.

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When he returned home that day after losing money, Peng Cheng was depressed, and Brother Yi followed him all the way to his home. Two penniless men got off the pot of instant noodles, they couldn't afford to buy instant noodles, and they mixed the remaining half of the noodles in it. Peng Cheng ruthlessly put all the eggs in the house, a chaotic pot, and he lost his appetite when he looked at it.

"Brother, brother advises you, it's better to stop playing, that's really not good. ”

Brother Yi stuffed noodles in his mouth, and said to Peng Cheng in a gesture, but the young man didn't say a word. He has something in his heart, every time he loses money, he feels distressed, especially the money that Bei Bei gave him, Peng Cheng felt that he was always blocked, but today he didn't have it, but today, he was really afraid. As Brother Yi said, Peng Cheng also felt that if he thought about it this time, it was really impossible to get rich with gambling, and this recognition made him afraid.

He always said that he saw it clearly and would never gamble again, but in his heart, he still had expectations, and every time he lost money, he felt that there was something wrong with his operation. This is a good habit, it must be a good habit for those who dream of doing something else, Peng Cheng is used to looking for problems from his own point of view, and never complains about others, but this virtue is put on gambling, and it is to go down the wrong path.

With so much money in it, Peng Cheng really didn't want to admit it! He was such a thorough person, if he hadn't lost the money before, he would have understood everything a long time ago. But the money that died on the beach made him unwilling to see it clearly, unwilling to admit it, until today, he really feels that gambling is not feasible.

Brother Yi was still talking with tears streaming down his side, sweating all over his head. Peng Cheng's heart is also sweaty, cold sweat, if gambling will be fruitless, then what can he do? Is there a way for a person like him to make a fortune? Can he only be poor for the rest of his life and make some money by shining shoes?

This may be the real purpose of Peng Cheng's gambling. That day, he sent off his brother and lay alone in bed. "Everyone come to shine their shoes, do you say it's bright or not" The divine song went back and forth in his head, Peng Cheng was so frightened for the first time, he felt that he was naked, and he couldn't stop it, so what kind of joke did the old man sing.

He simply took off all his clothes, and walked on the bed naked, feeling that his whole body was exposed to the air, and the feeling of not being covered was even stronger at this time, especially the one below, which was cold. He closed his eyes tightly, trying to calm himself, wondering what he should do.