Chapter 21: My Daughter Has Depression (21)
I don't know if this is the first time I've relapsed.
It's happened a few times before, but it's not as bad as this one, and now the depression has soared to 68.
Even though Jiang Ru exhausted her efforts to tell her a lot of words that valued her, Chen Jing's depression value still remained at the number 32 and no longer declined.
Jiang Ru analyzed it with the system and found that Chen Jing's sense of security was too low, even if Jiang Ru continued to be good to her before, she couldn't really erase the scars in the depths of her subconscious.
To be precise, Jiang Ruyuan is not a patriarchal person, and even tries to ensure equality between the two children in normal times.
Buying clothes is all bought together, and they buy as much.
However, once two people have problems at the same time, then Jiang Ru will definitely point the finger at Chen Jing.
This is also a common problem for most Chinese people, thinking that Kong Rong can make pears at the age of three, and the big ones should let the small ones.
Jiang Ru also made this mistake between his words just now.
Everyone is Kong Rong's three-year-old pear, but they don't know that every child has the right to choose.
She can choose to give pears, but she can't be forced to let pears.
Although Chen Jing is an older sister, she is actually not a few years older than Chen Jiahao, and she is also a child, why should she let him be born just because she is a sister?
Therefore, Chen Jing could choose to let Chen Jiahao, but Jiang Ru couldn't say what she wanted her brother to do.
This will only make her feel unfair, make her jealous, and even disgusted.
"Mom, I still have a manuscript to write, so I'm going to write the manuscript first." Chen Jing said with a smile.
However, her smile did not reach the bottom of her eyes.
The light that had already bloomed on her body seemed to be covered with another layer of dust and dimmed.
Jiang Ru said: "Go ahead, mom is also going to edit the video." ”
Chen Jing nodded, sat down at her small table, and began to edit on her laptop.
Her strategy is written by her before playing, and then she finds out the problem through the process of playing, and then comes back to revise it, and so on.
On weekdays, when she revises, she only feels that her thoughts are springing up, and she doesn't need to think about what to write at all, as if she was there in the first place, but she wrote it.
But today, she did feel that her brain was dull, as if it was rusty, and an hour had passed, and not even a third of it had been changed.
She looked at the text in the document and felt that she knew every word, but she couldn't understand its meaning when they were connected.
She read it over and over again, forcing herself to read it word by word, but she still couldn't read it.
Her heart is obviously very quiet, but she can't read it, why is that?
She didn't understand, and she felt a lot of pain in her heart.
Seeing her mother trimming the video seriously on the side, she felt even more painful.
But the more painful she was, the calmer her face became, like a volcano under the calm seabed, surging magma tumbling in the sea.
Jiang Ru seems to be trimming the video, but in fact she has been looking for a solution to the problem.
As Chen Jing herself said, it was the recent accumulation of things that made her feel a little bad.
But what happened recently, Jiang Ru didn't know anything.
Chen Jing is happy every day, and depression has never risen, so it stands to reason that there should be no bad things.
But anything is just in case.
Jiang Ru checked carefully and found that this incident was related to Chen Jiahao.
This guy chats with Chen Jing every day, and the chat looks very ordinary, but according to Jiang Ru's analysis, in Chen Jing's opinion, these words are just showing off.
"Mom cooked me a lot of meals today, I finished eating, or my classmates helped me eat, I finished eating, I was so happy~"
Jiang Ru had never cooked a meal for Chen Jing in high school.
"Sister, my mother gave me two hundred pocket money, how much did you use to have pocket money? My mother gave me too little, and my roommates were three or four hundred a week. It's annoying. ”
Jiang Ru used to give Chen Jing seventy-one weeks of pocket money, including meals and all daily necessities.
Now Chen Jiahao eats the food sent by Jiang Ru every day, uses the things Jiang Ru bought, and has another 200 yuan of pocket money, thinking about it, it seems a little unfair.
If Jiang decides, it's okay to give Chen Jiahao seventy a week, so as not to compare this guy at school!
In addition to these, every time Jiang Ru sent Chen Jiahao a message such as paying attention to her body and studying hard, Chen Jiahao had to contact Chen Jing and ask her to take good care of Jiang Ru, don't let her get sick, and watch her eat.
Even if Chen Jiahao doesn't say these things, Chen Jing will do them, but Chen Jiahao still says very Chen Jing!
It can well be imagined! Chen Jing will think about it.
Jiang Ru pressed her eyebrows and asked Eleven: "Did I pick up a trouble for myself and come back?" ”
Eleven: "Chen Jiahao is currently a side quest, let him have a good ending, and you will get more points."
In addition, he is Chen Jing's younger brother, even if he doesn't appear now, he will appear in the future. And according to the original trajectory, Chen Jiahao will become a drunken gangster, if you only notice him later, you will no longer be able to discipline him, and even drag down the target person. ”
After thinking about it, Jiang Ru decided to start with Chen Jiahao.
But it was obvious that Chen Jiahao was also confused.
"Mom, I'm just in contact with my sister, is it possible that there is still a mistake?"
Jiang Ru saw that he really didn't mean it, so he didn't say anything more, but informed him of the news of the reduction of his pocket money.
Hearing this bad news, Chen Jiahao's face was full of despair.
"Mom! How are you like that! What can you do with seventy dollars? ”
"Your sister was seventy." Jiang Ru looked calm, "So I want to treat everyone equally." ”
Chen Jiahao was suddenly a little annoyed, "Can her prices compare with me at that time?" I now have seven or eight dollars for breakfast here, and she can get two or three yuan at that time. ”
Jiang Ru said: "But I sent you three meals, in addition to three meals, I also prepared snacks for you, afraid that you would be hungry."
I bought you all the things you use, seventy a week, that is, ten yuan a day, ten yuan a day, ten yuan can buy two or three bottles of water, you can eat at least one meal, is it less?
Your sister has seventy yuan to eat, to buy daily necessities, to buy school supplies, and even so, she has saved money to buy snacks for you! ”
Chen Jiahao opened his mouth and wanted to defend himself, but found that he couldn't defend anything.
His cheeks flushed, not from shame, but from annoyance.
"If you don't give, you don't give!" He yelled and ran.
Jiang Ru narrowed his eyes.
It seems that this kid is still underbeaten! How dare you yell at me.
As soon as she grabbed Chen Jiahao, she walked to the side.
Although Chen Jiahao is still a child, he is tall and big, and he has been well nourished recently, and his strength has become much greater, so Jiang Ru couldn't hold him at all, and he broke free with a backhand.
Jiang Ru looked around and saw that there was no one, so he said, "Jiahao, you are already a big child, and you are also the only man in our family now." Mom wants you to be a child who stands up to the sky, not someone who only yells at Mom. ”