My name is Yang Tiexin, a name full of slots, when I was in elementary school, my classmates all said, don't look for a girlfriend in the future, don't look for the surname Bao, by the way, that's right, it's true that my elementary school classmates said it, because I have no friends after the first year of junior high school.

When I was in junior high school, I was divided into classes, and all my familiar classmates were assigned to other classes, and I was assigned to a class that I didn't know anyone.

I was an extremely introverted person, and I didn't have some friends in elementary school when I was a child, but as I grew older, my introversion became more and more serious, and I began to have a slight social phobia.

The fear of socializing made it impossible for me to talk to people I didn't know, which also made my junior high school experience not so good.

There is no me in the class performance, there is no me in the sports club, there is no me in the spring outing, and there is no me in any group activity.

I was like an outsider, and everything seemed so out of place, and there were very few classmates in the class who remembered me except for the teacher.

After graduating from junior high school, I didn't continue to study, not because I couldn't get into high school, but because I really didn't want to experience that feeling like you didn't exist again.

After entering the society, I found a job that didn't need to talk to people too much, sending couriers, delivering couriers This job has few opportunities to talk to people, basically only when you take the courier, you will have some conversations with people, and when you deliver the courier to the recipient, there will be some conversations, but even if there will be some conversations, there are only one or two sentences.

Hello, I'm here to get the courier, are these, okay thank you,

Hello, this is your courier, please sign for it, thank you.

Basically, that's all there is to it, I've lived like this for five years, I haven't met a friend for five years, I've always been alone, but I'm very happy with this life.

Every morning after breakfast to go to work, after all the couriers are delivered, go back to the rental room to get some simple food, eat simple food, sometimes drink a bottle of beer, watch the old TV programs, after eating the food, clean up the tableware, turn off the TV, go to bed, lie in bed with your old mobile phone for a while to watch the news and watch some interesting articles, before going to bed to see the new one you are chasing, the day is over.

The boring life in the eyes of others is my favorite, until one day, I found that although this kind of life is what I want, but I can't live like this, because I am not alone, I still have parents who love me, they gave birth to me, raised me, spent money for me to go to school, and after graduation, I have to save money to prepare for my future marriage and buy a house.

If I continue, even if I rely on my parents to buy a house in the future, I will not be able to repay the mortgage by myself, will I still let my parents continue to work hard to make money to pay off the mortgage for myself?

No, it can't be like this, if I don't want to go on like this, I have to change my job, change to a job that can make a lot of money, at least let my parents feel that they can support their own family for the rest of their lives.

In order to accomplish this goal, I began to leave my small world and try to reach more people, because only by contacting more people, I can have more opportunities and more opportunities to make money.

It took me ten years, slowly from a small courier to a manager, a supervisor, and finally I became the CEO of a company, I began to stop worrying about money, because I earned enough money for my usual expenses, and I bought a house, a car, and then I took my parents to live with me.

Parents are happy to see their children have a good future, and they are happy every day.

In most people's eyes, this is already a very good life, but in my eyes it is not.

Since I left my little world, I have ceased to be myself, I have hidden myself as I am, I have put on a mask of hypocrisy, and I have forced myself to talk to people who also have a false smile on their faces.

In the past ten years, I have done a lot of bad things in order to get my current life, I have suppressed competitors, hired people to threaten, found people to harass me, and I have done a lot of bad things except for not doing anything hurtful.

In order to make up for my mistakes, in the past ten years, I have also used my own money to sponsor poor students and donated books to schools in the far mountains.

In the eyes of my opponents, I am a true bad person, because I have caused them to lose the fruits of their hard work.

I am a good person among the students I sponsor, because my sponsorship allows them to leave their poor families and come to the big city to develop and have a better life.

I've been a bad guy and a good guy, but neither of these people is me.

I was already wearing a mask of hypocrisy on my face when I was the bad guy.

When I am a good person, I just want to be comforted in my heart.

Neither of them is the real me, I want to take off the mask on my face, be myself, and walk back to that little world of my own.

It was a time when you didn't have to talk to too many people, and you only needed to make a living by yourself every day.

For a while, I struggled. I would like to go back to my old life and enjoy the joy of being alone

But on the other hand, I can't give up everything now, because it is with everything now, my parents can rest assured and no longer worry about me, but enjoy their lives happily.

After struggling for a while, I was ready to go out for a walk alone, and in the process of relaxing, I got an interesting thing, a magical jade wrench, this jade wrench doesn't look so peculiar, just a black ordinary wrench, but after wearing it, I feel inexplicably at ease, even if I am irritable because of the tangle on weekdays, I also feel a lot calmer.

Because of this reason, I never took off this jade wrench, no matter when I would take it with me, and it was strange that after bringing this jade wrench, I gradually began to have some changes.

Things that used to be tricky to deal with have become easier, areas that I wasn't good at have begun to understand in my own way, and my body that has problems due to years of fatigue has gradually improved, all of which have appeared after wearing this jade wrench.

Because of these changes, my management ability of the company has improved to a higher level, and the company has become bigger and bigger under my leadership.

One day, everything magical, and this jade wrench that brought changes to himself turned into a magical panel and appeared in front of him.

He gave himself a choice, to give up everything he has now, his life, his company, his wealth, everything he has experienced to start a wonderful journey.

At that time, I stared at the panel for a long time, and finally decided to give up, I can give up any wealth company, but my parents still have to provide for their own retirement, if they suddenly disappear, what should they do, I can be sorry for anyone in the world, but I can't be sorry for my parents who gave birth to me.

But just when I was about to give up, this panel gave a new choice,

Give up the experience, life, memory, life, cause and effect, fate, give up everything, it will create another self to replace itself to complete the mission that should be completed, the price is that after starting the journey, it will lose a lot of things, the same, because the things you pay to create the self will be very good, it can make the company stronger, can make more money, can make parents happy, filial piety to parents.

I didn't care about the things in the front, only the fact that I was filial to my parents and made my parents happy moved me, because this is also the only thing I am worried about, if I can let my parents have a better life, then maybe I can make this choice.

So after thinking about it for a long time, I agreed to the request and started an interesting journey.

……………… I am the dividing line..................

Everything from my previous life was recalled again, and I opened my eyes and had one last conversation with the system.

"Didn't the system say I would lose a lot, what exactly did I lose? Memory? ”

"What you really lost is not only your memory, but also your love for your parents in your previous life, your nostalgia for some life in that world, your experience of loneliness in that world, and some things you don't know, but they all have some valuable value, and they have been taken away by me, and then your life will have a new beginning, so do you have any other questions?"

The sound of the system is still so salty, without a trace of emotion, but it is certain that it must have been earned in these things, otherwise no one will do the business of losing money.

"I think, there is no more, then the system, thank you, thank you for leaving me with regrets in my last life, goodbye."

"Well, goodbye! Interesting host, for your sake, I'll leave you something useful. After saying this, the voice of the system never wanted to sound again.

Likewise, our protagonist falls into a deep sleep because he has lost these memories once again.