Chapter 187: Regret!

Although they used to love each other, but now, he wants his daughter, she wants her daughter, since the two people have different routes, it is better to separate early.

Yun Shifei thought about it for a while, and soon came out, her face was full of smiles, and her eyes were crooked: "Dad, you're right, you don't care about me, you can do it yourself, that's your feelings, you don't need to consider my feelings." ”

Hearing that Yun Shifei was so young and said such a mature sentence, Yun Tiancheng couldn't help laughing.

He felt even more sorry for Yun Shifei in his heart: "Shifei, Dad also wants to find someone to take good care of you, Dad is a man, and many places are not as careful as women, of course, if you are afraid of having a stepmother, Dad will not look for it." ”

Yun Shifei immediately shook his head: "Dad, look at what you mean, I have also grown up, if my stepmother dares to bully me, I will ask you to make a small report." ”

"Haha......" Yun Shifei's words made Yun Tiancheng feel very funny, he touched Yun Shifei's hair, "Don't worry, Dad will definitely stand on your side when the time comes, and Dad will still be reasonable." ”

This Yun Shifei is indeed relieved, judging from Yun Tiancheng's performance before, Yun Tiancheng really spoils her.

The other side.

Yun Sisi feels that her life has become more and more boring recently.

In the midterm exam, the score fell to more than 20 in the class in an instant.

She had never had such a bad grade since she entered high school.

The head teacher was very anxious, and immediately invited Xu Ya over and asked Yun Sisi what happened recently and why her grades had fallen so quickly.

Xu Ya explained vaguely.

"Sisi parents, it's not me who said, the child will be in her third year of high school next semester, and there is still the last year, she can't relax, she is a good seedling, and she can still enter Nancheng University."

"I see." Xu Ya said with a smile.

Coming out of the office, Yun Sisi followed behind Xu Ya, the mother and daughter had a gloomy atmosphere, and neither of them spoke.

Surrounded by the chatter and laughter of classmates, it was more like the atmosphere had dropped to a freezing point.

After a while, Yun Sisi said, "Mom, I'm sorry, I have embarrassed you with such a poor score." ”

"It's fine." Xu Ya said.

Her voice was light and fluttering, and there were no emotional ups and downs.

But it made Yun Sisi's heart even more uncomfortable.

If it was in the past, Xu Ya would know that her grades were so poor, she would definitely be very anxious, ask her what happened recently, blame herself, and then find a way to help her adjust her state.

It's been like this every time before.

But now, Xu Ya knew that her grades were so poor, so she just said that it was okay.

These two simple words made Yun Sisi feel that his heart was broken.

Since she said that Liu Congfang was her biological mother that day, the mother and daughter seemed to be separated by something, and she couldn't reach out to touch Xu Ya.

And Xu Ya didn't pay much attention to her.

When she came home from school, she wouldn't talk to her, she would only tell her to eat when she was cooking.

Every time Yun Sisi wanted to talk to Xu Ya, she was blocked by Xu Ya's cold expression.

Yun Sisi cried for several days in a row, and she was a little out of shape even during the exam, and because of this, she got such a poor score.

But even if she did so badly in the exam, Xu Ya was not in a hurry.

They returned home in silence.

Yun Sisi couldn't hold back any longer, threw her schoolbag on the sofa, and asked Xu Ya, "Mom, can you ignore me?" ”

There was a cry in her voice.

She began to wonder if the original choice was wrong, and if it was actually better for Xu Ya to see her true face than to do this? 652 Literature Network

Look, even though she was about to cry, Xu Ya's expression was still very light.

"I'm going to stir-fry."

Seeing Xu Ya walk into the kitchen, Yun Sisi followed: "Mom, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that kind of thing, I shouldn't have broken your heart like that." ”

She held Xu Ya's hand tightly, as if as soon as she let go, Xu Ya would be gone.

But she relied on Xu Ya so much, and Xu Ya was still expressionless.

After a while, she heard Xu Ya's hoarse voice sound: "Sisi, you said, when I chose you, was Shifei in the same mood as me?" ”

Boom –

Yun Sisi felt as if her brain had been blown open by a bomb, becoming blank, and she couldn't integrate any thoughts.

Xu Ya let go of Yun Sisi's hand and went into the kitchen to get busy.

She skillfully washes and chops vegetables, puts the cut vegetables into the pot and cooks.

But there are many thoughts in my head.

During this time, she kept thinking about when she chose Yun Sisi to leave the Yun family, I don't know if Yun Shifei was very sad at that time?

In fact, she knew that Yun Shifei was disappointed in her, and she ignored her when she saw her later.

However, at that time, she only thought that Yun Shifei would be sad, until she stood in Yun Shifei's position, and she knew how sad it was.

Just like her, since she brought Yun Sisi back from the orphanage, she has been carefully cultivated, like her own daughter, as long as there is anything good, she thinks of her first.

Even for her, he did not hesitate to live with Yun Tian and rebelled against Yun Shi.

But I didn't expect that after so many years of hard work, I couldn't get Yun Sisi's liking.

She knew that she didn't like her biological parents, but she told her that the couple was her biological parents.

This feeling is like someone who is still gentle with you one second, and suddenly stabs you in the heart with a knife the next second.

Not only the physical pain, but also the mental damage is huge.

So she also thought of Yun Shifei.

Thinking that she used to call her mother so shyly, and thinking that she apologized to her after wronging her, she easily forgave her.

Thinking about how he treated her, thinking that she was her biological daughter, he should tolerate everything about her, thinking that she was her biological daughter, no matter how she treated her, she would not turn against her.

Thinking about it, a drop of liquid dripped down and splashed water vapor in the pot.

The liquid gradually blurred her eyes, forcing Xu Ya to stop and wipe her tears.

In this world, there is no regret medicine to take.

She was so wrong at the beginning, Yun Tiancheng and her mother were so disappointed in her, she didn't repent, now, what qualifications do they have to forgive her?

It was she who chose Yun Sisi, it was she who chose to leave the Yun family, and it was she who chose not to be Yun Shifei!

Xu Ya felt as if her heart had been torn apart, torn apart, and she couldn't piece together a complete shape.

……

"Alright! Cheng Yan, take a look, how is my painting? ”

On the weekend, Yun Shifei and Cheng Yan learned to paint at her home.

Yun Tiancheng said that he didn't want her to only read, and asked her if she wanted to learn a musical instrument or learn to paint, Yun Shifei thought about it and chose to paint.

Musical instruments, she has learned the piano very well in her previous life, but she doesn't have to do it in this life.

And Cheng Yan drew very well, Yun Shifei felt that he could learn from him.