The two entered the entertainment industry at the same time.

Song Wei has gone from an unknown trick to a popular student in just two years, with tens of millions of fans cheering for him.

And Xu Qingge is still the mediocre trick, and a few months ago, she wasn't even a trick, and the three-year period has arrived, and she has to go back to her hometown.

After the breakup, she and Song Wei never saw each other again, and she could only learn about him from entertainment news.

It's been two years, and she still can't forget Song Wei, that was her first love, the only person she has ever loved.

She knows that it is no longer possible for her and Song Wei, just like she can't go back to the entertainment industry to do the performance she likes, but can only go back to her hometown, listen to her mother's words, find a man with good conditions to marry and have children, and honor her in-laws and children at home.

It's just that when he thinks of that kind of life, Xu Qingge's scalp is numb.

After each blind date, her mother or aunt would symbolically ask, "What do you think of that man?" ”。

Xu Qingge would say almost every time that she didn't like him.

She is telling the truth, her heart is very small, so small that she can only fit a Song Wei.

Every time she said that, her mother and her aunt would scoff.

"Say what you like or not, you see so many couples, who are they because they like to get married, almost, just make do with it and live a lifetime."

"Your dad and I were in free love at the beginning, but he didn't cheat yet. Xiaoge, what's the use of liking, the man has a house and a car, and it is useful if he has money, so that he doesn't have to suffer. ”

"Xiaoge, I like things that can't be eaten, and we are also for your good."

Sometimes, Xu Qingge is also confused, can marriage really be settled like this? In the second half of her life, she spent decades with a person she had only met a few times and didn't know anything about it, and she had to have children for that person.

Xu Qingge couldn't understand it, and he couldn't accept it.

In Xu Qingge's heart, marriage should be sacred, how can a marriage without feelings be happy.

She thought that if she got married on a blind date like that, she would definitely not be happy.

She often wonders, why do people get married?

Is it the one thing you have to do at that age?

For others, it may be, but for Xu Qingge, she thinks it is not.

Marriage is not just to have children, but to have someone who can share happiness, share pain and sorrow, and two people can accompany each other and support each other for the rest of their lives.

Marriage is happiness and joy can be greater than 1+1 than 2.

But if you are even happier after marriage than before you get married, then why get married.

The only person Xu Qingge had the idea of wanting to get married was Song Wei.

But Song Wei has been driven away by her, and their worlds will no longer intersect.

She hates blind dates.

She didn't understand why not long after she broke up with Song Wei, her mother could immediately arrange for her to go on a blind date.

Does she think that after breaking up with Song Wei, she can immediately forget about it and turn around to marry someone else?

Does she think that her daughter has no heart and can let go immediately?

Or did she not think about her feelings from her perspective at all?

Blind dates again and again, "for your good" again and again, made Xu Qingge feel depressed and miserable, and standing by the window of a high-rise building several times, she felt that she was about to collapse.

Why, why can't I think about her from her point of view, she is really miserable sometimes, so painful that she doesn't want Xu Qingge to exist in this world.