It's the end of October in a blink of an eye, the weather is already very cold, and Mrs. Gu doesn't like to go out.

This day was another day in the Ministry of Rites, and Qingshu frowned when he went back.

Lin Fei asked cautiously, "Girl, what's wrong with you?" ”

Qingshu was silent and said, "Corpse vegetarian meal, I don't want to do this errand." ”

"Are you going to quit this job?"

Qingshu shook her head, she actually wanted to change the yamen, even if she didn't have a grade, it was better than sitting in the office all day. But it's not easy, so I'll think about it in my heart.

When he returned home, Qingshu saw Xie Xiaoxin's personal maid Cotton Mist.

Xie Xiaoxin gave birth to two daughters at the beginning of the month. It is very difficult to give birth to one, and twins are even more dangerous, but fortunately, the mother and son are safe. However, the Shen family did not invite her to wash the third and full moon, and it was impossible for Qingshu to go uninvited.

Qingshu asked with some surprise: "You don't serve your grandmother well at home, what are you doing here?" ”

Mian Wu knelt on the ground, crying and said, "Girl, save my second grandmother!" ”

Qingshu asked puzzledly, "What's wrong with your grandmother?" ”

She heard from her former classmates that day that Xie Xiaoxin's mother and son were all safe.

Mian Wu said while crying: "My grandmother had a difficult birth when she gave birth to the eldest girl and the second girl, and her lower body was not clean after she was born. I've been taking medicine since I gave birth, and I've been getting better. Who would have thought that a few days ago, the second master was found untidy with his cousin, and then the second master also told my grandmother that he wanted to marry his cousin to be the second room. My girl was so angry that she fainted and woke up bleeding profusely. ”

"Didn't you call a doctor?"

Mian Wu wiped her tears and said, "I asked the doctor to see it and prescribed medicine." But the girl didn't eat or take medicine, so she kept crying, and no one kept persuading her. ”

Qingshu frowned when she heard this: "If everyone else persuades her, she won't listen." ”

Mian Wu cried and said: "Girl, it is useless for others to persuade you, but the girl's persuasion may be useful." ”

Seeing that Qingshu was standing still, Mian Wu kowtowed vigorously: "Girl, I beg you, you save my girl!" If she doesn't eat or drink like this, she will soon die. ”

Qingshu sighed and said, "I'll go with you!" But don't get your hopes up. ”

It was useless for others to persuade him, Qingshu didn't think he could convince Xie Xiaoxin in just a few words. Once this man drilled the tip of the horns, nine horses could not be pulled out.

It's just that the two have been friends for many years, and Qingshu can't bear to look at her like this, so she still decided to take a trip.

When she arrived at the Shen family, Qingshu didn't see the Shen family, but she didn't care and went to see Xiaoxin directly.

As soon as I walked into the house, I felt a little cold. Qingshu swept around and saw that there was no fire in a charcoal basin: "On such a cold day, why didn't even a charcoal fire burn." ”

"The fire was still burning when I went out!"

Xie Xiaoxin said: "I won't let it." The smell was so choking, I smelled uncomfortable. ”

Cotton Mist didn't listen to her and went to make a fire.

Qingshu sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Xie Xiaoxin's face as pale as a piece of paper. In addition, there was no anger in her eyes, she didn't want to live anymore.

Xie Xiaoxin looked at Qing Shu and smiled weakly: "Qing Shu, you are here." ”

Qingshu snorted and said, "Mian Wu said that you don't want to live anymore, so I'll come over and take a look." ”

"Xie Xiaoxin, no one cares if you die."

Xie Xiaoxin showed a smile that was uglier than crying: "Qingshu, it's too difficult to live." When you die, you are liberated. ”

Qingshu chuckled and said, "For such a stinky man, you have to die or live, and you will waste the teachings of the gentlemen." And if you die, will he grieve for you? Not only will he not be sad, but he will also rejoice in marrying the newlywed. ”

Xie Xiaoxin's tears ran down his cheeks and fell on the pillow.

Qingshu didn't persuade again, she actually knew a lot of things in her heart, but she couldn't turn that corner.

The cotton mist soon caught fire.

Qingshu waited for her to make the charcoal fire and asked, "What about the two girls?" He picked them up. ”

Mian Wu hung her head and said, "The two girls are in the courtyard of the lady." Mrs. said that the second grandmother was not in good health, and she was afraid that she would not be allowed to carry her after she was sick. ”

Qingshu sighed: "You go and pick up the child." If Mrs. Shen doesn't allow it, you say that if she doesn't let people bring the child, I will tell the public tomorrow that she is a mean daughter-in-law, and Second Master Shen is honest and shameless to hook up with a widowed cousin at home. ”

Mian Wu's eyes widened, but she didn't move, but looked at Xie Xiaoxin.

Xie Xiaoxin's lips squirmed, but he didn't speak.

Qingshu chuckled and said, "You're not even afraid of death?" What are you afraid of? ”

"My body is useless, what if I offend my wife and two children in the future."

Qingshu said: "How do you know that you are not in good health? Who told you. ”

"The doctor said that."

Qingshu sighed and said: "I have already invited Doctor Huang to come over, she should be there soon, and when she has checked your pulse, it is not too late for you to say this again." ”

The Shen family looks down on women, and the doctor invited to Xie Xiaoxin is definitely not Huang Li, the two well-known female doctors.

Xie Xiaoxin shook his head and said, "It's useless, I'm also staying up." ”

Qingshu felt that she was not in the right state, and said, "You used to turn your face with your mother in order to be admitted to Wenhuatang. But if you look at the way it is now, you have not yet won it and accepted your fate. If it weren't for the fact that his face hadn't changed, I suspect it was a different person. ”

"It's so hard to live, I can't survive anymore."

Qingshu said: "What can't survive, if you don't want to live and leave, it's just that." ”

Xie Xiaoxin shook his head and said, "The people in the family will not agree to me and leave, and the Shen family will not let me leave." If I insist on separation, I will not be able to take my two children with me. ”

Qing Shu sighed and said: "If you have a child, why don't you even lose your brain." If you are reluctant to let the children go, then you will be able to take care of the two children if you die? ”

"If you die, even if they are beaten and scolded in the future, you will not be able to stand up for them to protect them. But you are alive, even if you are divorced, you can still take care of them. If the people of the Shen family treat them poorly, you can come to the door to make trouble or even snatch the two children. ”

"No matter how much you have, you don't have to be separated. If Mrs. Shen dares to treat you harshly, you will spread the word everywhere to let the people in the capital know that she is a wicked mother-in-law. And if Second Master Shen dares to spoil his concubine and kill his wife, you will go to the yamen to sue him. As long as you dare to go out, you can live well with your two children, but if you die, your two children will also have to suffer and sin. ”

Xie Xiao Xie Mu looked at her blankly.

The people who have come to visit her in the past few days have advised her not to think crankily and relax and take care of her body. Others said that even if they married that woman, they would be concubines, and they should respect her.

Qingshu said: "There are thousands of roads, and if you insist on going to a dead end, then no one can help you." ”