Chapter 850 I can't understand it, and I can't do it

In the past, he liked Ah Yan, and Ah Yan also liked him, he felt that it was okay not to be by each other's side, but now, he still likes Ah Yan, but Ah Yan doesn't like him, this is not by each other's side, it will only make her and him further and further apart......

Therefore, he can't just go back to the imperial capital.

He'll have to stay for a while.

It wasn't until Ah Yan liked him again that he could feel at ease.

Now, he can't feel at ease.

Just like him, it's like Ah Yan doesn't have any possibility.

Thinking of this, Ruan Mufeng led the horse and walked forward along the road that Ji Yan had just walked.

Walking forward step by step, he didn't ride a horse at all, just like this, he just walked towards Ji Yan, and Ji Yan could also walk towards him.

It's a pity that Ji Yan didn't even turn his head, and went straight home with the empty bucket.

When she got home, she saw that her brother and sister-in-law had fried peanuts and were cooking lunch, so she quickly put down the bucket and helped.

There was nothing to hesitate about, and while helping, she said to her brother and sister-in-law as if she were chatting: "I met General Ruan in the village just now. ”

Just one sentence made Ji Jingbai and Ye Guoguo pause in their movements.

"Big girl......" Ye Guoguo's white and pure little face looked at her eldest girl with worry.

Although Ji Jingbai didn't speak, he also looked at his sister. Love books

Ji Yan smiled: "Brother, sister-in-law, seeing you like this, I know how wronged I was before." ”

"Huh?" Ye Guoguo blinked immediately. The big girl doesn't seem to be uncomfortable at all. That's right, the big girl doesn't remember anything, even if she sees the big brother, she has no feelings for the big brother, just like a stranger.

Ji Jingbai was also relieved, so he didn't look at his sister.

Ji Yan continued to smile while helping to cut the vegetables quickly and skillfully: "You have probably told me everything about me and him, and I have actually thought about it carefully during this time, what will happen if I meet him again, but no matter what I think, I can't understand myself before, and I can't do it like before." ”

Ye Guoguo and Ji Jingbai both know that the eldest girl in their family, because she forgot everything, is now like a newborn baby, standing on the starting line of life again, and because the starting line is different from before, it is much higher than the previous starting line, resulting in a big difference in her thinking and behavior from before.

And now it is difficult for them to make their eldest girl the same as before, and it is difficult for strong people, and their eldest girl naturally can't understand and can't do it.

"I saw him just now," Ji Yan continued, just like the conversation, "I'm even more sure that I can't do what I used to be." ”

After a pause, Ji Yan said again: "Don't talk about the past, I don't know if I can think of it, let's just say now, he is not the type I like now." ”

Ideological understanding and other aspects are different, and the type of favorite is naturally different.

Ji Jingbai and Ye Guoguo both knew it in their hearts.

Besides, at the beginning, the reason why their eldest girl fell in love with Ruan Mufeng was due to the fact that their eldest girl knew few sons of high-ranking families, and Ruan Mufeng was the first person she saw the sons of high-ranking families, and she has been living in this family for a long time.

And, at the beginning, the eldest girl in their family had low self-esteem, because of her appearance, and because she was a peasant girl, she felt that she was completely different from Ruan Mufeng......

They all think that Ruan Mufeng is a cloud high above and that he is a deep mud in the ground, so where Ruan Mufeng has other problems, their eldest girl naturally always ignores them, and will only see the good ......