Chapter 136: Rupture (1)
After Xinyue finished writing the last word on the paper, she put down the pen in her hand, moved her wrist, followed the leaving grandmother, looked out of the door, and never saw Jiang Yang come in.
Feng'er refilled the tea for the new moon, and seeing that the new moon was still looking out of the door, she said, "Girl, it's time for lunch, let's eat." ”
"I'm done with everything in the morning, and it's not too late to count the things I bought in the afternoon, so let's go back to the yard for lunch." As she spoke, Xinyue stood up, and as soon as she walked out of the room with Fei'er, she saw Jiang Yang's footsteps extremely fast, as if he was trotting.
"General? Why are you in such a hurry? But what's the matter? Xinyue looked at Jiang Yang, who was two steps away from her, and asked strangely.
"Didn't you ask the butler to come to me and say something to me?"
"yes, but it's going to be busy, so you can come back to me when you're done." The new moon led Jiang Yang and turned around and entered the room.
Jiang Yang didn't dare to relax just now, he really trotted over, but he marched all year round, this little road is nothing to him, he will sit next to the new moon, his face is not red and he is not panting.
Feng'er served tea, glanced at the two of them, and said to Xinyue, "The slave maid went down first." ”
"Go and tell Mama Wang and them, I'll go back to the courtyard to eat." After the new moon finished speaking, Feng'er and Fei'er went out together.
In this small room, there were only two people, Xinyue and Jiang Yang, Xinyue stared at Jiang Yang for a while, and then said, "General, what came down this time is not the Empress Dowager's decree or oral edict, but the holy decree written in black and white, what are your countermeasures?" ”
"Countermeasures?" Jiang Yang frowned: "You came to me to ask this?" ”
"Yes," Xinyue nodded, "If I'm not mistaken, we said in the Shangqing Palace at the time, okay, you come to stop such a thing as the invention of the will." I'm here to do my best to cooperate with you. In this case, you broke your promise first. ”
"Crescent, that's something I didn't expect." Jiang Yang didn't expect that what Xinyue was going to say was this.
Seeing that he didn't have adulterated eyes, Xinyue sighed, "Then have you tried to stop it?" ”
"I..."Jiang Yang was asked by Xinyue for a while, "I have never heard Your Majesty say that he would suddenly give marriage." ”
"You haven't answered me yet." Xinyue looked straight at Jiang Yang, Jiang Yang was a little weak-hearted, "I, I thought it wouldn't be this time..."
"Your edict of the marquis, and our edict of marriage, are two edicts, and they are given together for marriage, and they are Miss Mercy of Beifu, you say, what does Your Majesty mean by this will?" Xinyue saw that Jiang Yang was going around in circles for herself, so she would go around in circles and explain these things clearly.
"The edict of the marquis is a major event, and it is also a state affair, and if you give marriage, it should be just a family matter." Jiang Yang naturally understood the meaning of these two edicts.
"If your edict of the marquis states that we have given the marriage, then there is no room for repentance in this matter. In the future, your descendants will look at the marriage that has not been done in this holy decree every time they worship you. So Your Majesty should see why the two of us are suddenly so close, so this matter is over, the Queen Mother's matter is over, if you take the initiative to go to Your Majesty to make a statement, and you give up for the marriage between the two, then we still have a way back. ”
"But that's a long time later. I have something to ask you..."
"General, my answer is no. I will not marry anyone again, and neither can you. Of course Crescent Moon knew what he was going to ask.
"Why? Am I bad? Jiang Yang stood up, a little struck.
"It's not that you're bad, it's that you don't like me." Crescent's answer was a little capricious, but it was the best word she could come up with so far.
"Two people live together, do you have to like it?" Jiang Yang said loudly.
"Then let me ask you, if Mrs. Zhang comes back from the dead now and wants to return to you, will you still marry me now?" The crescent moon also raised her voice with him.
"All the questions, the reason why we are able to face each other here now, is because my wife has passed away. If she had lived, we wouldn't have made such a mess. Jiang Feng will also be accompanied by his mother, although you are living, the kind of free life you want to live. ”
"Looks like you understand very well, General. I have no way, with a man who has a wife. Whether your wife is alive or dead, he is still in your heart. Did you just say that you can't live without love? Yes, it can't be done without love. Although we can take what we need, I will take care of the family affairs of the back house for you, and you will shelter me from the wind and rain. However, if I were in the center of the storm, you would not be the first to think of getting me out. Because you don't love me, there's no way you can really give up on yourself to take care of me. Rong Xu, he still taught me some truths, that is, since I don't love you, when you are useless to me, I think it's a pity for me to give you a bite of food. Although I know you, I am different from him. It's just that we can't be a harmonious family, and we may, in the end, not even the peace you want most, not necessarily have. ”
"Then you have someone you love? If you just want someone who loves you, then King Jin, King Jin could have become your husband a long time ago. Jiang Yang suddenly thought, that Rong Ying, who was always circling around Xinyue, Xinyue, did I mean that I needed someone who loved me? Then he just needs to accept Rong Ying?
"Of course, I have to like him. Because I like it, I am willing to give it wholeheartedly. I want to talk to you about something. When I wanted Rong Xu and left, King Yu told me such a thing, he said, in fact, I am the life talisman of King Yu's mansion. Because the Queen Mother and Her Majesty couldn't bear that I was as young and widowed as my mother, they stopped and sorted out the hands of the Yuwang Mansion. But when I knew this, I still didn't hesitate to go. Because I don't care, I don't care if the Yuwang Mansion is prosperous or declining, I only regard him as a place that traps my steps. If you also want to be the place that traps me, now that the decree has been issued, I naturally have no ability to resist it, and I may be obedient and become the kind of wife you need. However, you are also a hunter, and if you know that a prey surrounded by a group of beasts, if you do a battle of trapped beasts, it is also a determination to repay the determination of the jade to burn. Actually, I, Xu Xinyue, am not as smart and decent as you seem, but don't forget whose daughter I am, you have been under my father since you joined the army, and you have also seen my brother, so you should know what will happen to our Xu family. ”
The fight of trapped beasts used to be the tactic that Crescent Moon's father was best at.
When the war is stalemate, he will divide the soldiers into small groups, and the enemies they face may be several times their number, these soldiers, deep in the enemy army, will naturally be surrounded by groups immediately, and then, this group of soldiers will do the battle of trapped beasts, whether it is a human or an animal, at the cost of life to do a hard fight, will definitely burst out of unlimited potential, so, in General Xu's more than ten years of war career, most of them are wonderful battles with fewer enemies and more.
The crescent moon naturally does not have the ability to only fight such a big battle. But her words have another meaning, that is, she is willing to give everything, including her life, in order to break free from the cage that binds her.
Jiang Yang's heart was shocked, and then he lowered his eyes, "I am ten years older than you, I have a loved one, and I have a son." It would be unfair to you if I loved you again. Because even if I like you again, I will have traces of her in my heart. Otherwise, I wouldn't be alone more than ten years after her death. I also told you at the beginning, the fire in my heart has burned clean, and I can't give you any more love. But I'm definitely going to take care of you, you say I'm not going to the middle of the storm to save you, but you're wrong about me. I will save you, not all couples must have love in order to survive, in addition to the so-called love, there is also family affection, and all love is finally transformed into these feelings. You are the daughter of Brother Xu, and I will marry you again, I will definitely take good care of you. ”
"You're always taking care of others. But look, who did you take care of in the end? You said you were going to take care of the woman you loved the most, but she died. You said you wanted to take care of Mrs. Luo, but Mrs. Luo, did you really take care of it? I'm not questioning your determination and ability. It's lonely, and I don't want you to take care of me. I only believe in myself and can take care of myself. ”
"Why won't you give me a chance? Rather than being alone all your life, and you yourself say that I am the best you can choose in the future. Although Jiang Yang couldn't make himself open up and really fall in love with Xinyue, he was really confident that he could take care of Xinyue.
"I've trusted others. I also relied on Rong Xu, but what do you think of the results? Xinyue subconsciously raised her hand and touched her head, Jiang Yang also saw the scar on her forehead clearly, although it was already very light, but the scar was a scar, it would always exist in that place.
Crescent Moon continued, "Just as you said that there is no way to love another person anymore, neither do I and trust others anymore. In this way, we are kind of leveling each other. General Jiang, the holy decree has come down, and this matter is already something that the two of us have to face together. I think you should think about it, after all, resisting the decree is not a trivial matter for you, so let's wait for the queen mother to pass away, this is not related to your old lady and sister-in-law, I will not have anything to do with you, you can pour dirty water on me, there is really no way to ask for divorce. ”
"This is a big event for your reputation, and you'd rather ruin your reputation than marry me?" Jiang Yang asked in disbelief.
"Well, I don't want to." Xinyue nodded firmly, "It's not early, I'm going back to eat." After dinner, I still have things to do in the afternoon. ”
After speaking, the crescent moon stood up on her own, and slowly walked out of the door, but saw a few people standing in the front yard watching the excitement, and as soon as they saw the crescent moon come out, they immediately scattered and left the courtyard. But Xinyue knew that it was only a cup of tea, and the whole house would know about the quarrel between herself and Jiang Yang.
So she thought about it for a while, Fei'er stood aside, and Xinyue glanced at her, but Fei'er didn't understand what Xinyue meant, and came forward and asked, "Girl, you're sweating a little, are you okay?" ”
Crescent Moon frowned, her heart fluttered, her eyes rolled, and she fell to the ground.
When she fell to the ground, just by looking at the dust raised, she knew that he had actually fallen on the stone slab. This move frightened Fei'er, and she immediately squatted on the ground, knowing that Xinyue's head had been injured, so she didn't dare to shake it, just pulled her arm, "Girl, girl, what's wrong with you?" ”
Fei'er's shout reached the ears of Jiang Yang, who was still sitting in the room, and when he was thinking about what to do, he heard Fei'er's cry for help, so he immediately ran out of the room, and saw Xinyue lying on the ground, her eyes closed and unconscious.
"It was fine just now, what's going on?" Jiang Yang squatted on the ground, put his hand under Xinyue's nose, and saw that her breathing was long and short, which was very abnormal.
"The slave maid didn't know, the girl just came out of the door, and she was fine, but she took a step and suddenly fell to the ground, the bluestone slab is so hard, it must hurt to fall on it, but our girl didn't react at all." Fei'er passively told Jiang Yang what had just happened, Jiang Yang's heart sank, and he secretly felt bad, so he picked up Xinyue, found that her body was a little stiff, and immediately shouted, "Come on, pass the imperial doctor quickly." ”
Hearing the voice, the servants inside and outside the courtyard all ran in, and Jiang Yang's attendants heard Jiang Yang's orders, trotted out of the courtyard and went to the hospital to ask for a doctor.
And Jiang Yang kept holding the new moon all the time, and went to the nearest house, the small room where the new moon was just now was without a bed, Jiang Yang carried her to the guest room in the outer courtyard, and just walked out of the courtyard, it alarmed the Chen family, and asked roughly, looking at the new moon in Jiang Yang's arms, her face was pale, and her brows immediately wrinkled together, "Even if the imperial doctor comes, it will take a while, go to the Jishitang on the street in front, and ask the doctor there to hurry up." ”
After Chen's order, a servant immediately went to do it. And Jiang Yang had already put the crescent moon on the bed.
This is a guest room in the north courtyard, there will be guests from afar these days, so the guest rooms at home have been cleaned up, and the one they came to has just been cleaned up, Jiang Yang put the crescent moon on the bed, he knows a little about some medical skills, but it is limited to dealing with trauma or something, he turned over the crescent moon's eyelids, but saw that there were more white eyeballs than black eyeballs, which was also a bad certificate, so he immediately urged, "Doctor, what about the doctor?" ”
"Brother Yang, don't worry, I've already sent someone to invite, irrelevant people will go out first, Xinyue is a female dependent, it is inconvenient for so many of you to be here. What about her maid? Chen watched the house be surrounded by water, and finally at the foot of the bed, he saw the maid Fei'er who was not leaving the crescent moon for a moment.
Fei'er was really frightened, because Jiang Yang was holding the new moon, so she couldn't squeeze in front of the new moon. I can only grasp the feet of the new moon with one hand, so that I can feel more at ease.