Chapter 785 - Inferiority Complex for People You Like
Xu Yangyang finally showed a smile: "Thank you, Sister Wen Yan." ”
Some people say that life has always been a blessing and a curse, Xu Yangyang has a breakthrough in his career at this time, Manager Yan, the harsh and stingy guy, actually called Xu Yangyang to the office for the first time and praised her, saying that she has made great progress, works hard, and the company will be the first to consider her if there is a chance to improve. There may be Wen Yan's face in this, but most of it is because of Xu Yangyang's serious attitude towards work.
When she came out of the office, Xu Yangyang seemed to be in a much better mood, she had been scolded by Manager Yan before, she never thought that she could be praised by Manager Yan in her life, which made her wonder if Wen Yan had done some small actions behind her back: "Sister Wen Yan, Manager Yan actually praised me, do you want me to be happy and happy, and discuss with him?" ”
Wen Yan shrugged: "If it weren't for me, I wouldn't have done that, what can make you happiest now is nothing more than your mother's recognition of you, and Tang Can's offer to have a relationship with you, isn't it?" ”
Xu Yangyang was a little uncomfortable: "Sister Wen Yan, you speak so bluntly......"
Wen Yan smiled and waved his hand: "Go get busy, I may not be in the company in the afternoon, I have something to call us." "She's out looking for inspiration, and for her, watching the traffic outside and the crowds passing by from a window seat in a café is the most inspiring thing. Sitting in the quietest corner and watching the most prosperous normalcy in the world, this negative impact is often very strong.
After coming out of the company in the afternoon, Wen Yan went to a café in the most prosperous section of the city center, because it was high-end, so the guests of this café were more qualified, and no one spoke loudly. Finding a window seat and sitting down, ordering coffee and desserts, she put on her earplugs, took out her picture book and looked out the window.
There are many pedestrians passing by on this section of the road every day, men, women and children, fat, thin, tall and short, dressed differently and temperamentally. Watching all of this to the soft music makes you feel peaceful.
After a while, dessert and coffee were served, and she looked up at the waiter, smiled and said thank you, and then looked out the window again.
After a while, someone suddenly sat opposite her, she subconsciously frowned, at this time she was very mindful of sharing a table with someone, there is no such thing as sharing a table in this kind of place, someone is uninvited, it will disturb her train of thought.
She was about to speak, but found that it was Tang Can. She took off the earbuds and looked at him, "You don't come here to find inspiration, do you?" ”
Tang Can really had the same idea as her, she was dressed very casually today, and took out a pen and a sketchbook from the men's overalls bag she carried: "It's all the same purpose, don't you mind sharing a table?" Maybe we can share some experience. ”
If it was an ordinary person sitting opposite, she would be very unhappy, but if it was Tang Can, it would be different, for her, Tang Can is a senior in the design circle, or a very powerful kind of boss, she is happy to exchange this knowledge with him: "I don't mind." Did you wake up and come here? I drank a lot of alcohol last night, and it doesn't seem to affect your state today. ”
Tang Can looked puzzled: "How do you know?" ”
She said lightly: "Xu Yangyang went home and quarreled with her mother, she was alone in the park in the middle of the night, and I went to pick her up." Did you contact her when you woke up? ”
Tang Can shook his head: "No, I don't know what to say when I contact her, I was too impulsive last night, she must have told you what happened to me, I'm a little confused now." ”
Listening to his tone, he didn't plan to develop with Xu Yangyang, Wen Yan was not filled with righteous indignation, he just wanted to know the answer: "I know, what kind of mess are you messing up?" When you do it, you have to be mentally prepared to think about what to do when you wake up, and you shouldn't tell me that you are going to be irresponsible and that nothing has happened, right? ”
Tang Can's expression was a little tangled: "It's not what you think, my heart is messy because I can't give her any promises now." I know that she grew up in a very warm and conservative family, and she has lived a well-behaved life since she was a child, and she has never seen the sinister world, and she doesn't know how dirty some people can be. When I stood in front of her, I actually had a feeling of inferiority, I felt that I was not worthy of her, but I couldn't help but want to touch her. Now I can't get better, the former Tang Can, is dead, I want to live again, the feeling of struggling in the mud is really uncomfortable. ”
Wen Yan thoughtfully: "Low self-esteem? Are you a celebrity in the design circle, and you have low self-esteem for a little budding newcomer? Do you know that only for the person you like, no matter what your background is, you can't help but have low self-esteem? Tang Can in the past is dead, Tang Can, who is entangled with Jessica, is dead, and Tang Can, who relies on women in the eyes of others, is also dead, and now you are you, Xu Yangyang likes you. As long as you are brave enough to pursue what you want and take that step bravely, there may be a turnaround. God favors those who are sincere. ”
Tang Can's smile suddenly: "When did you become a teacher of life philosophy?" I'm older than you, and I know everything you say, but how can you understand my feelings without being in it? You said that the person you like will involuntarily have inferiority, which means that I like Xu Yangyang? I don't know myself, but I just feel like I'd love to get close to her...... She has a peculiar attraction to me. I take the liberty of asking, will you and Mu Tingchen feel inferior to each other? ”
Wen Yan nodded calmly: "I don't know about him, but I have low self-esteem." You should contact Xu Yangyang, she is very depressed now, and she has a conflict with her family, which is probably not good, for her, now you are the one who can comfort her the most. ”
Tang Can was silent for a moment before speaking: "If her family knows about my existence, I'm afraid her life will be even more difficult, right?" I think it's best if I can get better and get out of my current state, and I'm qualified to stand in front of her. ”
Wen Yan was a little helpless, she had already hinted obviously, as long as Tang Can and Xu Yangyang took that step, everything would be fine, who knew that Tang Can was still entangled. But it's also normal, everyone knows about Tang Can and Jessica, if Xu Yangyang's parents know that their daughter is dating Tang Can, then the two of them will face another huge test.
After pondering for a moment, she didn't continue to knock on the side reminder, but said, "I don't want to sway your thoughts, but please think about what I said to you today when you go back." Some people don't wait in the same place, if they miss it, they miss it, as long as they like it, what other factors do they care? Ride the wind and waves to go together, don't be afraid of anything. I don't have much inspiration today, and it looks like you're pretty much the same, so I'll go back first. ”
With that, she got up and packed up her drawing book and left.
Tang Can breathed a shallow sigh of relief, took out his mobile phone and hesitated for a moment, then put it down again, he was still stuck in his own dead end.