Say goodbye without saying goodbye
What is affection? A seed was planted many years ago, and slowly took root and sprouted over the years until it became one with the soul.
Rasheng has no soul. He just felt that this kind of thing was deeply ingrained in the system. His thoughts come from the system, and his actions belong to the system. That's why, he can't get rid of the emotions that the system gives him, and he can't get rid of his increasingly irrational self.
If it was him in the past, he might have reasoned with the mouse, and maybe after thinking carefully, he would humbly accept those suggestions that made people very annoying.
But not anymore. It's really overwhelming. To be precise, when the heart changes, the force naturally changes.
Uncontrollable feelings, unsavevable souls. How Luo Sheng wished that he would incarnate as a cloud in the sky, without thoughts, without anything.
If you don't have it, you won't be so painful when you lose it.
Is he human? No.
Is he human? He is.
The rain would wash his shell, and the drops would pass through every corner of his body, all the way to the soil under his feet.
He's also thinking about where he's going in the future. I don't know.
Luo Sheng didn't know where he was going, indeed, all plans were vague, and all future directions were also unclear.
He has always been inaccurate about his own positioning in his heart, and the positioning he has always given himself has always been just a lover who is Yan Mo.
Yes, those once brilliant and brilliant romances did really exist. But that's long since the end of it, right? It's just a dream that I have been holding on to and can't catch up, and I don't let go. After so many years, there is only one goal to find out the cause of Yan Mo's death.
But has it been found out? No. Not really. Progress over the years has been almost nil. For a hundred years, there has been a muddy investigation and a muddy evasion.
Use this reason to avoid your heart.
Sometimes, when he thinks about it, Luo Sheng really feels a little pathetic.
He tried to find his place, but the world never gave him that chance.
As the relationship developed little by little, little by little, he became more and more thoughtful.
He is not satisfied with the days under the fence, and he does not want to live on the previous relationship anymore.
All along, the reason he gave himself has always been to find out the truth and find out the truth.
But in fact, that's just a goal. His ultimate goal is to find a place in this world, to make himself feel better, and to find a reason for him to survive.
All actions are based on a single goal, which is standard for robots.
So even if he awakened his feelings, Luo Sheng wanted to use Lan Zhi and use this girl to make her say "poisonous wolf" at the beginning. Luo Sheng brought this group of guys here, and the human race was just working to pay off Yan Ruo's favors.
Countless times, I have tried to struggle out of this struggle to become an independent personality.
But countless times, this thought has been suppressed for myself. Luo Sheng has never lived for himself. It seems to have been someone's appendage all along. Uncomfortable. It feels like it's been hollowed out. The heart and body are hollowed out.
Before he came, he didn't expect that this trip to the Terran would involve so many things. These things accelerated the determination and refinement of his feelings. Luo Sheng gradually recognized what he wanted. I also gradually understood the cruelty of the world.
Adventure after adventure, secrets spied on again and again. Intuition told Luo Sheng that all this was inseparable from the war back then.
Including Hua Juncheng's human sleep plan, including the problems that the Demon Alliance is facing now. Including the claws of the Black Blood Guards reaching out to them, and even the unknown plans behind Beishan.
In the brainstorming again and again, Luo Sheng gradually realized that as an alien, he and those creatures could not live together after all.
Different races, different habits, and different ways of dealing with problems. The first time Luo Sheng was so eager for companions, and the first time Luo Sheng knew thoroughly that no matter how hard he tried, he would not be able to integrate into any existing biological organization.
He can't live with dignity anywhere.
For now, the only way to do this is to set up another portal. Moreover, we have to find a group of new people, a group of awakened people who are really ambitious and can shoulder the responsibility.
It's not that because of a quarrel, the mouse was removed from Luo Sheng's heart. It's that there are some things that really can't be forced. You can't ask people from the other camp to consider your feelings.
That's not realistic, it's not realistic.
In the era of war and turmoil, only people who are absolutely strong and tenacious can have the right to speak in this environment.
Only by becoming strong can we protect ourselves, and only by standing in a high position can we find out the truth......
He walked into the distance, and he didn't know where his destination was.
The heavy rain was still falling, so he simply packed his things and went to the dungeon to take away the demon Bahachi.
"Where do you want me to go?"
"I can't get anywhere in the world. Let's go to hell together. Luo Sheng said as he tugged at his chains.
He dragged the demon Baba into the distance. Before leaving, he glanced at the base that had just been built.
“…… Does the Black Blood Know about this? ”
"I don't know. I didn't tell anyone about it. I planned it all myself. Demon Hachi replied.
"That's good." Luo Shengzi carefully stroked the pattern on the iron door.
Time to go. Maybe it's really time to go.
He doesn't belong here. But one day in the future, he will definitely come back.
Before leaving, he sent Chen Yingying a final message. This includes the reason for his departure, and the subsequent handling of everyone.
"Ships should all go, right? After a while, you've had enough, so let's go back to the ground. Yan Ruo from the Demon Alliance will answer you. I've also left her contact information, so you'll have a signal on the ground. Of course, here, you can connect it after a few more attempts.
Don't say anything more about Hua Juncheng, he is an important person. Although it is not reflected at the moment...... But in any case, you have to take this kid and tell Yan Ruo about him, and I am relieved to hand it over to Yan Nizi to settle him.
…… In the end, I don't know what else I can say. As for Lan Zhi's younger brother Lan Qi - I will bring it back in half a year. Go back and wait for my news.
In the end, the mountains and rivers meet. See you again someday. ”
The message was sent, and Rasheng closed the lock screen and put the waterproof phone back in his pocket.
Some stories start in a hurry, and some end in a sloppy way.
But don't be in a hurry, the end of one chapter is often the beginning of another.
Anything you say you want to know will be answered here......
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