quarrel
"Demon Baba, I really don't know what you think." Luo Sheng even laughed a little angrily: "Yes, I admit it, I'm just for a woman, just for a truth that can't be found at all, but why aren't you?" Isn't our whole race? β
"What's more, I didn't hurt anyone, I saved everything I should have saved, and I did everything I had to do. I've helped everyone who should have helped, I'm just an ordinary person. β
"Besides, take our race as an example, knowing that it is impossible, knowing that it is the power of moths to fight fire. But we still live on this, and we still hold on to this little hope, because only by believing that we can stand up, can the dawn of the next day be warm. β
"I insisted, I persevered until now, I don't know what I was doing it for...... For one person? For a demon? I just don't want to admit it. What capital imposed on me, what the world imposed on me, those are not what I want! All I want is to live in peace! For the first time in nearly a hundred years, Luo Sheng had an emotional outburst. He made shallow marks on the table, the chessboard was messed up, and the chess pieces were scattered all over the ground.
"You want me to be rational, you want me to be hideous...... You want me to take on something that I don't want to take at all, and that's what you want? It's all human, so why can't I be selfish? Why am I always the one who endures? Demon Baba, you also like someone, you think about it from my point of view, think about it, why did I become the way I am now? β
"Is it something I want to be? They forced it! Sometimes I really envy those awakened who don't know anything, they can't see the truth at all, and naturally they don't know what they will face in the future. But I'm different, the huge amount of information is constantly impacting my system that has become numb, and with the awakening of feelings, I don't even feel like a machine anymore. Do you understand what I mean? β
"You want to be human?" A cold voice came.
"I don't want to do it!" Luo Sheng kicked down the chair.
"I'm just thinking, if I don't find out the truth, what reason do I have to live in this world full of humans? I don't have that big ambitions, I'm not a savior, I don't have any big ideals, I don't have big ambitions, I don't fantasize about leading the whole clan, and I don't fantasize about being able to sit in a high position in the future. I want to live, I want to live with the people I love who I love! β
"But the person you like is long dead! Your dream can't come true, just like me, my dream has long been shattered. Why are you persecuting me with this? Forcing me, if for a high-sounding reason, to let me meet people I don't want to see at all. Don't you think you're cruel? You've lost a woman at best, but what about me? How much have I been, can you imagine? β
Demon Baba's emotions were about to explode, and with a slight shard of his fist, he shattered half of the corner of the table: "Sometimes I really want to, so I will hammer your face with a fist." Luo Sheng, I really want to. Especially when I heard your dream talk that night. You said one night, I will find the truth, and I will avenge you, even if it costs anything, even at the expense of all people. You're a good husband, you're a good boyfriend, but are you a good person? Luo Sheng asked himself, if you say such a thing, are you considered a person? β
"Hard work, my hard dreams, organized people, I still want to give them to you, I still appreciate you, say that you are a natural leader...... But look at your appearance, look at your purpose, what kind of leader are you? Rason, what kind of leader are you? Demon Babaya grabbed Luo Sheng's collar and stared at the other party's dark brown eyes.
"Do you think you're worthy of the hard work of your people?"
"I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry? What are you saying about me here? Do you really think you're a dish? I am just an ordinary person, an ordinary awakened person, with no other great ambitions, I just want to report myself in this troubled world and chase the truth of the past. You can call me selfish, my purpose is as simple as that. β
pushed away the demon Baba, and Luo Sheng took two steps back.
"If you don't help, you won't help, it's a big deal if I'm looking for someone else. What's more, they have enough trust in me. After all, they are so simple, unlike some people who take advantage of their simplicity and entrust their whole lives to the enemy. β
"As I said, the Black Blood Guard wasn't an enemy at that time! Forget it, you won't listen to anything. You Hachi picked up the leather jacket on the back of the chair, turned around and walked towards the door.
"Think what you like, Luo Sheng, in short, after finishing this vote, don't come to me, I won't stick to you, you go back to your demon alliance, and I will live my life." Don't expect any more, I'll be back in the radiation zone and help you say something. Let's not talk about it, I don't have the face to face them, just say your attitude, I will never be able to help you. β
"Then you can remember." Luo Sheng replied coldly.
Bang β
The sound of slamming the door, the rain outside the window was still falling, and Luo Sheng stood in front of the window, looking outside.
The raindrops snapped down on the ground, down the eaves, and down to the mud.
The rain outside the window never stopped.
Half an hour later, in the white noise of the rain, Luo Sheng completely calmed down.
He watched the rain fall heavier and heavier outside.
Is it really wrong? Is the other party thinking wrong? Or did it appear on its own, it was originally wrong......
Closing his eyes, Luo Sheng recalled the previous scenes. The things that have been done are repeated in my head one after another.
From the first braised fish, to meeting Yan Mo, to later falling in love, war, widowhood, being hunted down, and finding out the truth......
A few hundred years is enough time for a person to enter reincarnation and then get out of reincarnation.
Sometimes Luo Sheng also wonders whether he loves Yan Mo or the feeling of being by her side.
The feeling of freedom, uninhibited, and free of any impurities.
It was a sad time, and the machine industry buried many, many stories. He, as a small person, sincerely wants to evade his responsibilities.
He doesn't want to lead those guys to the so-called civilization and prosperity, that has nothing to do with him, he just needs a place to keep himself safe, he just needs a group of brave followers.
Demon Baba is different. His heart, he is fundamentally different.
After getting along for a while, the relationship between the two has just eased a little, but at that moment it has become more rigid.
The reason for the quarrel between the two, Luo Sheng also knew in his heart that it was nothing more than that the values did not deal with each other.
Demon Baba felt that Luo Sheng's idea was too naΓ―ve, and he couldn't bear the responsibility of the race at all. But Luo Sheng thinks that Demon Baba, a guy who can only say beautiful things.